STAGE ONE: DENIAL
Death toll: 12,002
VIN and RACH.
RACH I still donât believe that an asteroid hit North London.
I mean I know itâs a fact. I know itâs an undisputable fact that a car-shaped bit of rock fell out of the sky and killed all those people and thereâs a big hole in the ground to prove it. I know all that. But I still donât believe it.
I refuse to be a part of a world where something that ridiculous can happen, you know what I mean?
Silence.
What did you think of the vigil? My mumâs mate from school. Lucy. She died. She was on her way home when it hit. Thatâs what weâre doing here, Mum wanted to do a candle.
Silence.
Here youâll like this. I was doing a shift with Becca on Monday and she wouldnât stop going on about how she was supposed to be visiting her cousin in London on the weekend it hit but sheâd cancelled at the last minute and how that decision might have saved her life and I was like âOh does your cousin live near the impact siteâ and she was like âNo. Why?â It took all the strength I had not to be like what are you on about you fucking mental case.
There are Beccas right across the country telling their mates that if only theyâd got on a certain train or stayed for that extra drink or hadnât been living in fucking Fiji at the time theyâd be as dead as the rest of them. Whatâs that about?
Okay.
Where you been hiding Vin?
You just disappeared on me. Came into work and there was a Vin-shaped hole where you used to be.
I text you. I know youâve seen them. Did I do something to
How you been anyway? You been up to much?
Brief silence.
Right. You know itâs pretty rude not to answer people in the same way itâs pretty rude disappearing on your mates without a word. Iâm just saying.
VIN doesnât say anything.
I get it.
Nice talking to you.
Fucking rude.
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RACH Sorry I called you rude.
Last time I saw you. I thought you were blanking me. You can see why because I was talking and you were just stood there in silence like. Well kinda like you are now actually.
But then I went into work and I said I saw Vin heâs rude and Ian was like oh yeah he just donât talk any more. And I was like what dâyou mean he donât talk any more and he was like he just stopped talking which was a bit of a problem it being a call centre and all.
That true then?
Thatâs weird innit mate?
Is it like a brain thing?
Cos right before he died my granddad lost all his speech âcept he could only say one word which was Jane. Weâd be like do you want some more food Granddad and heâd say Jane. Have you got enough pillows? âJane.â Over and over Jane Jane Jane which was a bit awkward given Nanâs name is Martha. We asked her who Jane was and she said it must be something he picked up from the telly but then at his funeral there was this card that said âAlways yours, Jane.â What do you think that was about then?
Did you hit your head or something?
I saw th...