Little House 4 Sale
A particleboard sign leans against the Tuff Shed
Johnny flipped to a loft,
letters spray-painted red
Little House
4 Sale
$7000
This is home, inside the bent elbow of a road
without sidewalks, the remains of land
divided and subdivided. March through
October the acequia runs behind him,
his dadâs house next door, close enough to hit
with butts flicked off his porch.
One afternoon the cleanest white
truck Johnny ever saw pulled
up and parked, so close he could touch
the grill from where he sat on a kitchen chair
on his concrete stoop. He smoked American Legends
while a woman ran an electric
razor over his neck hairs.
ÂżY esa mujer? Skin the color of Crown Royal poured into tight jeans,
she walks the road with no sidewalks to Casa Liquors, the corner
store, the tire shops on Bridge. Her hips sway like a cobra under
a charmerâs spell, her hips the cobra and the spell.
He had never seen the driver but could tell
he was all official y todo
from the logo on the door, the words
Bernalillo County, State of New Mexico
made a circle around a blue sky
that matched the vatoâs button shirt. A zia sun
warmed white sheep on a green field
or maybe theyâre cows?
in two lines like theyâre marching to a matanza
why donât they eat the grass?
The vato closed the truck door,
pulled a tape measure off his belt. Johnny asked,
Hey bro, you gonna put us some sidewalks?
By the time the truck pulled away,
Johnny had six months to move. Turns out
heâs squatting on county land. To think
they never would have noticed, if
his dad hadnât pitched a roof
without a permit
on his cinderblock casita, blocking the neighborsâ
mountain view, neighbors from the street with green
grass and coyote fences, nice people who retire in a
fixer-upper that a from-here family canât afford
to keep
or maybe they could, but why when
you get more house on the west side
and itâs new?
Those neighbors spent
a year battling permits and zoning
just to build a higher fence separating their acre
from the likes of Johnny and his shed.
On land that isnât really his, he turned
a clothesline post into a chin-up bar,
made a fence of elm trunks the Army Corps
tagged orange for removal from the bosque
they didnât mean removal by him.
Warm afternoons he sits on the trunk, waves
at passing cars, flags down La Cobra for a cigarette
or smack or some
other favorcito.
He wears track pants and chanclas
with worn heels. He wears loose tank tops
that hang over his belly. He wears
a rhinestone cross on a gold chain.
Johnny, a close-cut fade,
as much gray as black now,
his face always shiny. Heâs
not bad-looking. Not really. Dark
eyes, full cheeks and lips,
the scab in his brow hardening,
like mud he could wash
with spit and his finger. Not
fat, no pués. . . . He should
eat better. He should stop
smoking. He should take
the meds they gave him
at the clinic.
He hasnât held a job since
Social Security declared him disabled,
his body strong, but the mind
flies in strange directions. He forgets
which pill to take when. He shouldnât drink.
He fills prescriptions with whatâs flowing
at the confluence of acequia and pavement,
miniatures from Casa Liquors, spice at
the head shop on Bridge and La Vega, and chiva
delivered to your door.
For a season he harvests rainbow
chard, yellow pear tomatoes and golden
beets at a neighborâs farm. His boss grew
up on the same ditch, wears diamondstud
earrings, a barbed-wire tattoo on
his bicep. The farm is a backyard and
fallow fields turned a generation ago
from beans and chile to alfalfa and sorghum
more money, less work feeding animals than people.
Johnny says, Eeeee, I never ate so many vegetables.
The tank top hangs lower
as his belly shrinks. Maybe he can stop
taking metformin. Maybe he can get off
the lurasidone. Maybe when he gets paid
heâll take his nephew crawdad
fishing on the ditch. Maybe someday
buy himself a little scooter
you know, just to get around.
Maybe one Saturday at the market
heâll find him a nice lady.
At sunrise the farmers pull up
in the bossâs pickup, diesel gurgling.
Horn honks for Johnny to take his place
in back with the tiller, the bossâs
sheepdog, and Freddy from Lake Street
who canât drive no more âcause h...