Smile
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Smile

A Memoir

  1. 256 pages
  2. English
  3. ePUB (mobile friendly)
  4. Available on iOS & Android
eBook - ePub

Smile

A Memoir

About this book

* A People Best Book of the Year * Time and The Washington Post’s Most Anticipated List * Longlisted for the Andrew Carnegie Medal for Excellence *

From the MacArthur genius, two-time Pulitzer Prize finalist, and playwright, this “captivating, insightful memoir” (Kirkus Reviews, starred review) is “a beautiful meditation on identity and how we see ourselves” (Real Simple).

With a play opening on Broadway, and every reason to smile, Sarah Ruhl has just survived a high-risk pregnancy when she discovers the left side of her face is completely paralyzed. She is assured that 90 percent of Bell’s palsy patients experience a full recovery—like Ruhl’s own mother. But Sarah is in the unlucky ten percent. And for a woman, wife, mother, and artist working in theater, the paralysis and the disconnect between the interior and exterior brings significant and specific challenges. So Ruhl begins an intense decade-long search for a cure while simultaneously grappling with the reality of her new face—one that, while recognizably her own—is incapable of accurately communicating feelings or intentions.

In a series of piercing, profound, and lucid meditations, Ruhl chronicles her journey as a patient, wife, mother, and artist. She explores the struggle of a body yearning to match its inner landscape, the pain of postpartum depression, the story of a marriage, being a playwright and working mom to three small children, and the desire for a resilient spiritual life in the face of illness.

An intimate and “stunning” (Publishers Weekly, starred review) examination of loss and reconciliation, “Ruhl reminds us that a smile is not just a smile but a vital form of communication, of bonding, of what makes us human” (The Washington Post). Brimming with insight, humility, and levity, Smile is a triumph by one of America’s leading playwrights.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1: Twins
  6. Chapter 2: Opening Night
  7. Chapter 3: Bed Rest
  8. Chapter 4: The Itch
  9. Chapter 5: Bell’s Palsy
  10. Chapter 6: Sir Charles Bell and the Greeks
  11. Chapter 7: The NICU
  12. Chapter 8: A Brief Digression on My Catholic God
  13. Chapter 9: The NICU, Continued
  14. Chapter 10: Home
  15. Chapter 11: Smile!
  16. Chapter 12: Actors and Mothers
  17. Chapter 13: The Duchenne
  18. Chapter 14: Still Face and the Tony Awards
  19. Chapter 15: The ‘Mona Lisa’ and Illness as Metaphor
  20. Chapter 16: Three Children Under the Age of Five and Three Kinds of Vomit
  21. Chapter 17: All the Crying Mashas and the Concept of a Good Side
  22. Chapter 18: Show Me What You’ve Got
  23. Chapter 19: The Observer and the Observed
  24. Chapter 20: Celiac Disease, or I Remember Bagels
  25. Chapter 21: Childhood Illness and the Symmetry of Siblings
  26. Chapter 22: Can You Have Postpartum Depression Two Years After Having Babies?
  27. Chapter 23: Refuge
  28. Chapter 24: I Can Only Imagine
  29. Chapter 25: Lizard Eye, or Kill the Ingenue
  30. Chapter 26: Hermione, the Frozen Statue
  31. Chapter 27: The Neurosurgeon Who Liked Irishwomen
  32. Chapter 28: The Good Doctor and Gratitude
  33. Chapter 29: Ding-Dong, Ding-Dong, or Grow Accustomed to Your Face
  34. Chapter 30: Mirror Neurons and Narcissus
  35. Chapter 31: The Fortune Cookie
  36. Chapter 32: A Woman Slowly Gets Better
  37. Acknowledgments
  38. Resources and Sources
  39. About the Author
  40. Copyright