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THE FOREST IS SILENT, BUT I know Iām being hunted.
Frost spreads across my blade, covering the sharpened sea-glass until all thatās left is a small patch of muted red. The flicker of a heartbeat. The flame of something desperate to survive.
I rotate the dagger in my hand and push forward through the snow.
The silver birch is heavy on this side of the forest. Not like the forests in Victory, with their spacious clearings and limited places to hide. I havenāt been within Caelanās borders since the day I fled his palace. But here there are a thousand places to disappear. A thousand ways to become invisible.
And still they found me.
The snowfall is fresh enough that my boots sink into the ground with each step, leaving a trail for my predator, but thereās nothing I can do about it. Iāve already been marked.
I duck beneath a low branch, winding behind dormant trees and snow-covered vegetation. It isnāt much of a maze, but itās enough to buy me a moment.
And a moment is all I need.
I throw myself behind one of the larger trees and kick my weight off a protruding root to help lift me onto the lowest branch. I climb quickly, fingers ignoring the scratch of frozen bark, until Iām hidden in the tangle of thick branches with a view of the clearing up ahead.
A hooded figure sits at the base of a tree, still as the frozen world around them.
I tighten my grip on my dagger, eyes glued to the path, waiting for the other one. My hunter. Because the stars know they never travel alone.
But the quiet is sinister. Not even a wraith could move so silently. And as I watch the snowfall, it occurs to me that Iāve been so busy watching the ground, I forgot to watch the trees.
An earthy growl rumbles nearby. Before I have a chance to turn around, an enormous weight throws itself against my body, tearing me from the branches. My right shoulder hits the earth with a crack, scattering my dagger out of reach. I roll to the side, push myself to my feet, and spin around to face my attacker.
The beast shimmers like a galaxy of clouds and stars, its body distinctly snow leopard. But its ocean-blue eyes donāt belong to any animalātheyāre human.
I lunge for my weapon, but the wildcat is too quick. It throws itself into a pounce, and weāre tumbling over rock and shrub and snow. I ignore the pain that shoots through my hip, focusing my grip around the beastās neck as its razor-sharp canines snap uncomfortably close to my face.
With a strained grunt, I focus on my consciousness, letting a thrum of power build in my palms before throwing it all toward the animal. The force of energy knocks the creature back across the snow, and its body tumbles to a stop. A snarl erupts from its flashing teeth as it slowly gets back on all fours.
The snow leopard isnāt injured, but itās definitely annoyed.
I scramble quickly, snatching up my dagger as I run toward another tree. By the time I look over my shoulder, the starlit creature is already sailing through the air for a second pounce.
I shut my eyes, letting another thrum of energy absorb every inch of me, and surround myself with a veil.
I become invisible.
Throwing myself out of the way just in time, I hear the cat slam into the base of a treeāthe place I left behind. The branches above give a shudder, and a pile of snow plummets onto the creatureās head. I reappear several feet away, blade pointed toward the cat with a snarl of my own.
The snow leopardās eyes morph into two bright lights. No longer human, but Dayling.
Nearby, someone cackles. āAll this time training, and all youāve managed to learn are a few parlor tricks? How disappointing.ā
I turn around to find the figure who was beneath the tree. She stands several feet away, hands hovering beside the blades at her hips. Even beneath her hood, I can see the tug of a smirk. A challenge.
My eyes donāt leave the pacing cat in front of me, even though my voice is meant for the woman. āIāve also learned to never show all my cards in the first round.ā My fingers twitch toward the earth. A lonesome branch sits in the snow, waiting. Waiting for me.
The branch flexes and morphs, pixels bursting across its elongated surface, until it becomes a solid club. I snatch it from the ground in an instant, just as the snow leopard bares its fangs and leaps toward meāand I strike the animal over the back of the head.
It falls to the ground, stunned.
The womanās smirk becomes a flash of teeth. She lets out a growl from beneath her hood, but Iām already swinging my blade toward her chest. She throws out an arm to block, and my dagger finds her armor. Itās paper thin and more second skin than metal, but it absorbs the weightāand damageāof my attack. I stumble against her, and she swings her body around to reveal a pair of matching obsidian knives. She slashes left, then right, and Iām being pushed backward and toward the heady brambles. Unwilling to be cornered, I swing my blade upward with every bit of my strength. She uses one knife to block, and the other to pierce the skin between my ribs, barely missing my heart. Itās the kind of cut thatās intentional and meant to maim, not kill.
Except no one really dies in Infinity. Not yet, anyway.
It takes everything in me not to cry out in pain, but I donāt. Iāve come too far to let a knife wound slow me down.
I push my body against her, forcing her back. And as sheās busy retrieving her knife from my bone, I throw my head against hers with a furious crack, sending her stumbling toward an uprooted tree.
She stills in midair, just before making contact, floating like an otherworldly being. And maybe she is. Maybe we all are.
The blood gathering at my wound feels sticky and warm. But the fight isnāt over. There will be time for healing later.
I approach, pulling my daggered fist back for another swing, and she vanishes completely.
Her laugh fills the cold forest, but I canāt see her. She sounds nowhere and everywhere, like an echo filling a canyon. My shoulders tense. Iām scanning the woods, heat rising in my cheeks, when the creature made of clouds and light crashes into me, smashing my skull against the nearby tree. I sink to the earth.
Winded, my gaze full of stars, I sense the world tilting behind the beastās snarling head. And thenāa sandpaper tongue scrapes against the side of my face.
āYouāre too soft on her, Nix,ā the girl says with another laugh, coming into view once more. āNeed I remind you she tried to bludgeon you?ā She pulls her hood down to reveal a face Iāve nearly memorized: pale skin sprinkled in freckles, ocean-blue eyes, and brown hair braided into three sections. A sigil of a herring and a thistle is embroidered on her collar. The symbol of the Salt Clan.
Not that thereās much left of it.
The snow leopard gives a purr against my ear and nips at my hair. āCan you please call off your ferocious Dayling?ā
He huffs in response.
āDonāt take it personally, Nix,ā Kasia says, giving a short whistle that has the cat immediately at her side. āNami doesnāt like affection.ā
I scowl, but I donāt say anything. Iād rather everyone think itās hugs I donāt like, instead of the actual problem, which is that growing close to anyone just isnāt a possibility anymore.
Not after what happened, and what it cost me.
I let myself get close to someoneātrusted them so much that I missed the warning signsāand, because of me, the Colony fell.
I sheathe my knife, ignoring the pinch in my chest as Kasia scratches behind Nixās ears. āI thought you were patrolling the border today?ā I remark.
āI was. Then I saw you.ā
I glance at Nixās bright white eyes. Thereās not a hint of Kasia left in them. āDo you think he feels it? When you take control of him?ā The ache in my chest is constant, but when I think of Gil, and what Caelan did to himā¦
Thatās when the ache starts to burn.
Kasiaās smile fades. āNix isnāt a consciousness. Heās made of memories. And holding on to memories is a very human thing to do.ā
āYou make it sound natural,ā I say. āBut thereās no one else in the Borderlands who can use a Dayling like itās a second body.ā
Her blue eyes flicker with mischief. āWhat can I say? Iām one in a million.ā
I fight the urge to laughāthe urge to feel like myself again. The Nami whose biggest worries included pop quizzes and whether her best friend liked her the way she liked him.
But human Nami died. And the things I wanted to hold on to, like believing people were capable of changing, and thinking kindness and understanding would always be more powerful than hateā¦
There isnāt a place for that in Infinity. There isnāt a place for the old me.
Annika told me fighting was the only way to surviveāso Iām adapting. The person I am now? She will do whatever it takes.
I blink, pushing back at the guilt even when it feels overwhelming. āHow far can you travel with Nix before your mind is pulled back?ā
Kasia watches him the way someone would watch a beloved pet. āThere was a time before the First War when weād travel the length of all Four Courts without a second thought.ā Her voice turns breathy. āBut joining up with Nix is like being in a vessel. I can steer, but I canāt become him. I have no abilities beyond what Nix could do himself. If I lost him in the Labyrinth, alone, in a sea or a cavern or something worse⦠I might never be able to get him back.ā
My gaze drifts to the falling snow. If I had a Dayling like Nix, and the ability to use them as a vessel, Iād travel to Victory. To War. To Death, if I had to. I could get the information I need, and finally figure out where the others were taken after I betrayed Caelan and proved Opheliaās point.
But Infinity is a big world. All I can do right now is train as much as possible, and prepare myself for the day Iām ready to venture back into the Labyrinth.
I owe the Colony so much more than their freedom.
āIf I could show you how it works, I would.ā Kasiaās smile turns grim. āBut the bond I share with Nix requires a great deal of trustāand trust is something I cannot teach.ā
I donāt bother pointing out that trust is something Iāve had far too much of in the past. She saw my memories through an Exchange; she knows what happened on the Night of the Falling Star.
Trusting Gil and Caelanāwho turned out to have been the same person all alongāis part of the reason I failed.
āI donāt need a Dayling,ā I say bitterly. āI need an army.ā Someone willing to fight with me, because Iām still not strong enough to do any of this alone.
āI know youāre planning to leave this place one day, and I train with you because I want you to have the best chance possible. But you know how the clans feel about returning to war,ā Kasia says. āYou know what weāve already lost.ā
āIf you wonāt fight, at least help me find them,ā I argue. āIsnāt the whole point of the Border Clans to guide humans to safety? You once told me I was the first human in over a hundred lifetimes to follow the path in the stars. What good is a map if no one knows how to find it?ā
We should be out there telling people the truth. We should be helping them.
This is the safe haven Annika and the others deserve. The home that shouldāve been theirs, not mine.
Nix slides back on his haunches, mouth open in a yawn. No doubt tired of hearing me argue the same point over and over again.
But I canāt let it go.
āWeāre still here, arenāt we?ā Kasia notes. āYou may not see waiting as a sacrifice, but you have only been here a short time. We have stayed to look after this place since the First War.ā
āYeah, and for how much longer?ā My words are sharp as steel.
Ten month...