1: And so out of desperation I turned to a doctor
The Mount Surgery, East Belfast.
Snuffy I find that I canāt piss right anymore.
Dr OāHaraMmhmm.
SnuffyAnd I donāt sleep. I hardly ever sleep.
The noise of a dog, a barking dog, it keeps me awake all night.
Dr OāHaraAlright.
SnuffyAnd my ears are sore.
Dr OāHaraWith the noise of the dog?
Snuffy No, with something else. Itās like itās inside my ears.
Dr OāHaraLet me take a look.
He checks Snuffyās left ear.
Dr OāHaraEverythingās fine with that ear.
Is it both ears youāre experiencing the pain?
Snuffy Itās mainly the right.
Dr OāHaraLetās have a look at the right.
He checks Snuffyās right ear.
Dr OāHaraNope, itās all fine.
Snuffy Are you sure?
Dr OāHaraThereās nothing wrong with your ears.
Youāve very small ears.
Snuffy Do I?
Dr OāHaraVery small ears. Do you get headaches?
Snuffy Yeah, I do. I get headaches all the time.
Dr OāHaraDo you have any hobbies?
Snuffy I donāt know what you mean.
Dr OāHaraDo you have hobbies? Things that you do to relax. Like fishing.
Snuffy Fishing?
Dr OāHaraThatās my hobby.
Snuffy No I donāt fish.
Dr OāHaraDo you play golf?
Snuffy No.
Dr OāHaraSo youāve no hobbies.
Snuffy I listen to the radio.
Dr OāHaraAnd do you find that relaxes you?
Snuffy No not at all.
Dr OāHaraI suggest that you find some hobbies.
Snuffy But why would that be giving me a headache?
Dr OāHaraHave you heard of depression?
Snuffy Yes.
Dr OāHaraI think you might be suffering from depression.
Snuffy Is it bad?
Dr OāHaraItās important at this stage not to be negative about it.
Snuffy I donāt want to be depressed.
Dr OāHaraIām afraid that you might be. Do you get tired?
Snuffy Yes. I donāt sleep, as Iāve said.
Dr OāHaraThere doesnāt seem to be anything wrong with you.
Snuffy Except that Iām depressed?
Dr OāHaraDo you get sad?
Snuffy Yes.
Dr OāHaraTell me about that.
Snuffy I get so sad I can barely stand up.
Dr OāHaraAre you married?
Snuffy No.
Dr OāHaraAre you a homosexual?
Snuffy No.
Dr OāHaraItās acceptable. Itās acceptable these days to be a homosexual.
Snuffy Yes I know.
Dr OāHaraBut youāre not?
Snuffy No.
Dr OāHaraAre you lonely?
Snuffy Lonely?
Dr OāHaraAre you lonely?
Would you describe yourself as lonely?
Would you describe yourself in general terms as lonely?
Snuffy I su...