Achy Affects
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Achy Affects

Crisis and Compositions of Selfhood

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eBook - ePub

Achy Affects

Crisis and Compositions of Selfhood

About this book

CE Mackenzie's Achy Affects is a trans-genre memoir that boldly reimagines how we care for ourselves and our communities amidst relentless cultural, political, and ecological upheavals. It feels like we're teetering on the edge of unprecedented crises. In the midst of this, as we wrestle with burnout and exhaustion, capitalism demands we push harder, achieve more, and become better. Mackenzie offers a radical alternative: give up the goal and just feel.
Organized into four key emotions—wonder, shame, shyness, and nostalgia, with a final meditation on ache itself—Achy Affects confronts the simplistic idea that feelings are either "positive" or "negative." This tired binary demands we rehabilitate the bad into the good, whether or not this rehab is ethical, or even desirable. Instead, by tuning into the feeling of ache, we can resist these pressures and reclaim our agency through compositions of our own making.
In the spirit of public intellectuals like Maggie Nelson and Julietta Singh, Mackenzie weaves their personal experiences of crisis—divorce and coming out, working in drug outreach, top surgery, new parenthood, and traversing the Alaskan tundra—into a nuanced exploration of ache. Through this lens, Mackenzie invites us to live alongside pain, not as something to be fixed, but as something to be understood without judgment or expectation.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover
  2. Half title
  3. Title
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. Acknowledgments
  8. Introduction: Healthy Markets: Tracing Capital through Histories and Compositions of Wellness
  9. 1. Wonder Drug: Syringe Programs as Sites of Care, Connection, and Renewal
  10. 2. The Spectacle of Shame: Resisting Cure in Crisis
  11. 3. Painfully Shy: Trans Feeling and Quiet Refusals
  12. 4. Nostalgic Potential: The Mixtape Is an Archive, and the Archive Is a Feeling Thing
  13. 5. Wild Ache: Composing in Crisis
  14. Conclusion: Loving the Questions
  15. Notes
  16. Bibliography
  17. Index
  18. About the Author