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About this book
Mirages opens at the dawn of World War II, when Anaïs Nin fled Paris, where she lived for fifteen years with her husband, banker Hugh Guiler, and ends in 1947 when she meets the man who would be "the One, " the lover who would satisfy her insatiable hunger for connection. In the middle looms a period Nin describes as "hell, " during which she experiences a kind of erotic madness, a delirium that fuels her search for love. As a child suffering abandonment by her father, Anaïs wrote, "Close your eyes to the ugly things, " and, against a horrifying backdrop of war and death, Nin combats the world's darkness with her own search for light. Mirages collects, for the first time, the story that was cut from all of Nin's other published diaries, particularly volumes 3 and 4 of The Diary of Anaïs Nin, which cover the same time period. It is the long-awaited successor to the previous unexpurgated diaries Henry and June, Incest, Fire, and Nearer the Moon. Mirages answers the questions Nin readers have been asking for decades: What led to the demise of Nin's love affair with Henry Miller? Just how troubled was her marriage to Hugh Guiler? What is the story behind Nin's "children, " the effeminate young men she seemed to collect at will? Mirages is a deeply personal story of heartbreak, despair, desperation, carnage, and deep mourning, but it is also one of courage, persistence, evolution, and redemption that reaches beyond the personal to the universal.
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Table of contents
- Cover
- Title
- Copyright
- Contents
- Preface
- Introduction
- Again Towards America - Will I ever reach joy?
- John - I believe I have defended myself against suffering
- Nanankepichu II - We saved the dream
- The Collector - I suggested we feed him the diary
- Intermezzo - Please lead me into the world of pleasure
- I Remembered This - My first erotic feeling
- The Press - I don’t want to think—I want to do some typesetting
- No Puedo Mas - I do not want you back
- A Dream of Haiti - My desire surges towards him
- Woman of Action - I feel ready for this
- Under a Glass Bell - My own soul has reached into other souls
- L’homme Fatal - My difficulty with the feminine man
- The Transparent Child - He is my son, my lover
- The Problem of the Diary - My own voice is here
- This Great Hunger - Now you must find reality
- Gore - If I could have loved a woman, it would be you
- Awakening - Oh, the drug of my marvelous dreams
- Endings - The hell grew larger as the illusions broke
- Renunciation - There was a stranger in my bed
- Life! - Touch, oh, touch this man of fire
- Index