PART I
PRODIGAL ECONOMIES
His life had been an attempt to realize the task of living poetically. With a keenly developed talent for discovering the interesting in life, he had known how to find it, and after finding it, he constantly reproduced the experience more or less poetically.
âKierkegaard, Diary of the Seducer
Throughout his adult life Thomas De Quincey pursued the project of âself-revelationâ initiated by his first Confessions, a task he never seemed able to complete or abandon.1 His autobiographical output (in the broadest sense of the word) includes two series of confessions (the 1821â22 version of Confessions of an English Opium-Eater and the enlarged edition of 1856), a sequel to Confessions consisting mainly of dreams, Suspiria de Profundis of 1845, and a motley collection of memoirs, the Autobiographic Sketches, published in 1853. In addition are the posthumous âSuspiriaâ collected by A. H. Japp and the numerous autobiographical or confessional fragments that lie scattered among De Quinceyâs essays and occasional pieces like the signs of some irrepressible dispersion of the self.2
Most literary critics, influenced perhaps by De Quinceyâs description of his confessions as âimpassioned prose,â associate him with the Romantic âconfessional imaginationâ or at least with an exacerbated form of Romantic sensibility, an interpretation that implicitly takes an expressivist view of De Quinceyâs language.3 De Quincey often presents himself as somebody engaged in the subtle and infinitely demanding task of communicating complex and unusual forms of experience: childhood sorrows, opium pleasures and pains, the evanescent memory of dreams, and, occasionally, feelings so intricate and obscure as to be âincommunicable.â Following De Quinceyâs cue, critics have often focused on the narratorâs âreluctance to confess.â4 De Quinceyâs prudish reticence and the ambiguity with which he defines his confessional practice only reinforce this expressivist view.
There are several reasons to differ with this line of interpretation. A problem not always apparent to the unsuspecting reader is that De Quinceyâs confessional writings, like everything else he wrote, consist almost entirely of commissioned work produced to supply the journalsâ demand for fresh copy and keep the creditors at bay. The Confessions of an English Opium-Eater originated in a request from the editor of Blackwoodâs Edinburgh Magazine and was finally published by the London Magazine when De Quincey was almost bankrupt and in dire need to support his growing family.5 This interpenetration of the private and the public, the confessional and the market, makes the internal and external motivations of De Quinceyâs confessional project hard to separate.
Another difficulty that calls into question the nature of this project is that De Quincey adopted or devised a wide variety of genres in order to explore the self: the confession, the autobiographical sketch, and the sui generis âsuspiria,â which taken together resemble a philosophical prose poem.6 To read De Quinceyâs efforts in these genres is to experience an endless eddying and drifting away of the self presumably traced in them, an experience that undermines both the expressivist reading of De Quinceyâs explorations and the notion of a stable, autonomous self that they (however imperfectly) express. More like an âinterminableâ self-analysis than a rigorous confession, De Quinceyâs discourse constantly transgresses its own boundaries and meanders away from its course, obliging the interpreter to follow what is often a vanishing trail.
The same biographical elements are repeated and amplified, sometimes with substantial changes, from an earlier text to a later one or else reemerge in fictional guise in De Quinceyâs stories and novellas. Like the figure of âAnn the Outcast,â a limited number of âpathetic incidentsâ in De Quinceyâs life seems to have âcolouredâor . . . shaped, moulded and remoulded, composed and decomposedâ the body of his work, which is in many ways similar to âthe great body of opium dreamsâ that De Quincey describes in his prefatory notice to the enlarged edition of his Confessions (CW, 3: 222). In fact, the overall pattern of his confessional work seems to be modeled on the structure of a dream or a musical fugue (a form De Quincey deliberately emulated in some of his âsuspiriaâ), and like a dream his work preserves an air of disturbing inconclusiveness.
This inconclusiveness, however, is not fortuitous. As I show in Part I, the elusiveness that defines De Quinceyâs confessional project is not the consequence of a âreluctance to confess.â On the contrary, this elusiveness is the result of De Quinceyâs deliberate manipulation of the reader and of his own image, a manipulation designed to produce an âinterestingâ effect of the selfâa marketable simulacrum. In De Quinceyâs case expressivism becomes a matter of artifice, and self-revelation is inseparable from simulation. To begin to understand the simulacral quality of De Quinceyâs confessions, we thus need to reexamine the various strategies he used to produce a self-revealing self that would appeal to the aspiring imagination of his bourgeois audience and that result in an unprecedented, if not original, discourse.
De Quincey is not making a single confession, but half a dozen at the same time, and all with the kind of anxious loquacity of a dreamer, untroubled by superfluity or contradiction.7 His ârecord of passionâ is in multiple keys or registers and determined by a sequence of modalities or postures. A delinquent self crystalizes and dissolves at the intersection of variously competing and overlapping discourses of proof, power, and penitence as De Quincey deflects every focus by performing, at times simultaneously, the discursive roles of invalid and physician, defendant and judge, and prodigal son and dreamer. Prodigality in its various forms (existential as well as verbal) is not only the object of De Quinceyâs endless confessions but also the mechanism that allows for their production and ultimately for the creation of a simulacral self. Opium eating in De Quinceyâs case generates a concurrent set of prodigal economies because his opium addiction is also an addiction to confession and to the confessions of others.
But De Quinceyâs confessions required further confessionsâ further explanations, justifications, disclosures, admissions, and denialsâin prefaces and introductory notes addressed to his readers, in appendices to his works, and in the innumerable notes of apology he sent to his publishers. The result of perusing all this explanatory material is total obfuscation. From the preface to the original edition of Confessions (1821) to the preface to the revised edition of Confessions (1856), from the introductory notice to Suspiria de Profundis (1845) to the general preface to the collected works (1853), the object of De Quinceyâs confessions keeps shifting from the âexcessâ of opium eating (C: 2), to âthe power of opiumânot over bodily disease and pain, but over the grander and more shadowy world of dreamsâ (C 1856: 215), to âdisplaying the faculty [of dreaming] itselfâ (S: 88), to a ârecord of human passionâ described in the most general terms (CW, 1: 14â15). Biographical material seems to carry little weight in defining the object(s) of his multiple confessions. As De Quincey asserts in his introductory notice to the Suspiria: âThe true object in my âOpium Confessionsâ is not the naked physiological themeâon the contrary, that is the ugly pole, the murderous spear, the halbertâbut those wandering musical variations upon the themeâthose parasitical thoughts, feelings, digressions, which climb up with bells and blossoms round the arid stock; ramble away from it at times with perhaps too rank a luxuriance; but at the same time, by the eternal interest attached to the subjects of these digressions, no matter what were the execution, spread a glory over incidents that for themselves would beâless than nothingâ (S: 94).
The reader is thus left to decide what the âtrue objectâ of De Quinceyâs confessions might really beâthe âphysiological themeâ of opium, a ârecord of human passionâ (whether an intense affection or the grief of mourning), the unconscious world of dreams, or perhaps language itself, with its meandering, parasitical growth. Examining the various displacements of this âtrue objectâ from one preface to the other reveals how the undecidability of De Quinceyâs confessional object creates an effect of depth and interiority because it allows the readerâs projective faculties to come into play. De Quinceyâs apparent reticence to publish himself, his so-called âreluctance to confess,â can only seduce and addict his audience.
1
An Unprecedented Discourse
In the introductory notice âTo the Readerâ that prefaces the first edition of Confessions, De Quinceyâs reticence is most visibleâin spite of the protective cover of anonymity. As he is about to engage in an act of self-revelation or publicatio sui, De Quincey seems distressingly aware of the kinds of dangers involved in âbreaking through that delicate and honourable reserve, which, for the most part, restrains us from the public exposure of our own errors and infirmitiesâ (C: 1). For somebody who carried politeness to unusual extremes and would not disturb a maid without resorting to some florid apology, the possibility of committing an act of indecent self-exposure by allowing his confessions âto come before the public eyeâ may have been terrifying indeed. De Quincey recalls that he hesitated for many months about the âproprietyâ of publishing his narrative, and what he finally presents to the âcourteous readerâ is âthe record of a remarkable periodâ in his life that he hopes âwill prove, not merely an interesting record, but, in a considerable degree, useful and instructiveâ (C: 1). The convoluted apology that introduces the Opium-Eaterâs confessions is meant to justify their authorâs breach of decorum and anticipate his readersâ objections to the unusual object of his confession: opium eating.
De Quinceyâs apparent fearfulness over publishing his confessions is in many respects understandable. One cannot overlook the boldness and originality of De Quinceyâs confessions, which were to make emotional distress and physical suffering a legitimate object of literary discourse. Afflicted selves had been publicly explored before, but the circumstances of this particular unveiling are dramatically altered. In the past some larger framework (religious or philosophical) had been used to legitimate what might otherwise have appeared to be a form of self-indulgence.1 That disease and bodily pain (as opposed to the afflictions of the mind) should be âinterestingâ for their own sake is a possibility that Montaigne would never have considered when talking about his kidney stones. As Virginia Woolf observed, De Quincey was perhaps one of the few to have written âon being illâ (the only other example she can think of is Proust), and in this respect he may stand as the prototype of the modern âartist as exemplary sufferer.â2 Writing a confession on the âpleasuresâ and âpains of opiumâ meant taking the side of the body in as decisive a way as writing a novel âdevoted to influenzaâ (Woolfâs example), or so it seems.
One has to imagine De Quinceyâs prospective readershipâthe subscribers to the London Magazine, an urban and urbane middle-class audienceâto appreciate his expressions of anxiety.3 Revealing moral stigmas in public, not to say the authorâs physical sores, was in bad taste. De Quincey, who favored an aristocratic composure, spares no pains to dissociate his confessions from the eighteenth-century confessional novel populated by âdemireps, adventurers, or swindlers,â that is, the kind of lowbred characters likely to confess their ignominious past. For De Quincey, even in French or German literature, where confessions seem âin sympathy with the decent and self-respecting part of society,â these narratives are âtainted with the spurious and defective sensibility of the Frenchâ (C: 1). The comment is aimed at Rousseauâs Confessions, which De Quincey later dismisses in his general preface on the ground that one could find in it nothing âgrandly affecting, but the character and the inexplicable misery of the writerâ (CW, 1: 15). At a time of general reaction in England, De Quincey wants to avoid not only accusations of plebeianism and possibly Jacobin leanings, but also suspicions of effeminacy, a trait the English associated with the French character.4
De Quinceyâs harsh judgment of eighteenth-century confessional narratives is rather curious, given his youthful infatuation with the Gothic novel, in which characters are always ready to admit the most abominable crimes (perjury, murder, rape, incest, infanticide).5 Even more surprising is De Quinceyâs sarcastic comment on Rousseau, seeing that nothing would better describe his own opium confessions than âthe inexplicable misery of the writer.â Unlike Rousseau, however, De Quincey appears to identify with his audienceâs presumed distaste for the âpublic exposureâ of the sinful self: âNothing, indeed, is more revolting to English feelings, than the spectacle of a human being obtruding on our notice his moral ulcers or scars, and tearing away that âdecent drapery,â which time, or indulgence to human frailty, may have drawn over themâ (C: 1). De Quinceyâs description of the confessional act as a theatrical display of moral wounds echoes a passage in Augustineâs Confessions that warns against the lurid curiosity of the public. In Augustineâs angry words, audiences are âan inquisitive race, always anxious to pry into other menâs lives, but never ready to correct their ownâ (AC, Bk. X: iii, 208); they delight in âsensation[s] of sorrow and horrorâ or in the âfreaks and prodigies [that] are put on show in the theatreâ (AC, Bk. X: xxxv, 242). Where Augustine tried to reduce the potential theatrical appeal of his life story in the name of its edifying truth, De Quincey invokes similar precautions on behalf of secrecy, suggesting that what he has to confess is of a private, confidential nature. âGuilt and misery shrink, by a natural instinct, from public notice: they court privacy and solitudeââa âpenitential loneliness,â De Quincey adds, quoting Wordsworthâs The White Doe of Rylstone (C: 1).6
Even as De Quincey announces the confidential nature of his narrative, he teases the reader by suggesting there is something buried underneath the âdecent draperyâ in which he shrouds his confessions, something that implicitly invites scrutiny. De Quinceyâs image of guilt carries the idea of a double concealment. On the one hand, guilt and misery are literally buried in a churchyard: âeven in their choice of a grave, [they] will somet...