
- 256 pages
- English
- ePUB (mobile friendly)
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About this book
At the age of fifteen, Kelle Groom found that alcohol allowed her to connect with people and explore intimacy in ways she'd never been able to experience before. She began drinking before class, often blacked out at bars, and fell into destructive relationships. At nineteen, already an out-of-control alcoholic, she was pregnant. Accepting the heartbreaking fact that she was incapable of taking care of her son herself, she gave him up for adoption to her aunt and uncle. They named him Tommy and took him home with them to Massachusetts. When he was nine months old, the boy was diagnosed with leukemia—but Kelle's parents, wanting the best for her, kept her mostly in the dark about his health. When Tommy died he was only fourteen months old. Having lost him irretrievably, Kelle went into an accelerating downward spiral of self-destruction. She emerged from this free fall only when her desire to stop drinking connected her with those who helped her to get sober.In stirring, hypnotic prose, I Wore the Ocean in the Shape of a Girl explores the most painful aspects of Kelle's addiction and loss with unflinching honesty and bold determination. Urgent and vital, exquisite and raw, her story is as much about maternal love as it is about survival, as much about acceptance as it is about forgiveness. Kelle's longing for her son remains twenty-five years after his death. It is an ache intensified, as she lost him twice—first to adoption and then to cancer. In this inspiring portrait of redemption, Kelle charts the journey that led her to accept her addiction and grief and to learn how to live in the world.Through her family's history and the story of her son's cancer, Kelle traces with clarity and breathtaking grace the forces that shape a life, a death, and a literary voice.
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Table of contents
- Cover
- Praise
- Author Bio
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Contents
- Chapter 1: Evidence of Things Unseen
- Chapter 2: The Boy with His Mother Inside Him
- Chapter 3: Constellation
- Chapter 4: Godzilla
- Chapter 5: Book of Lifesavers
- Chapter 6: The Worst Thing That Can Happen
- Chapter 7: Seven Works of Mercy
- Chapter 8: The Last Time I Saw Her
- Chapter 9: Regency
- Chapter 10: Night Train
- Chapter 11: Gore Street
- Chapter 12: El Paso
- Chapter 13: Space City
- Chapter 14: Weapons Department
- Chapter 15: Sugar Mountain
- Chapter 16: Broadway
- Chapter 17: Mirror
- Chapter 18: Palindrome
- Chapter 19: The Shoe Museum
- Chapter 20: Migration
- Chapter 21: How to Make a Shoe
- Chapter 22: Hotline
- Chapter 23: Arabia
- Chapter 24: Hour of Death
- Chapter 25: 1982
- Chapter 26: Aortic
- Chapter 27: Shelter
- Chapter 28: Australia
- Chapter 29: Informant
- Chapter 30: Guanyin
- Chapter 31: Radiolarians
- Chapter 32: The Floating Island
- Notes
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About this Guide
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