TABLEAUX
POUGHKEEPSIENS
I lived in one place
and then I lived
in another until I came
to Poughkeepsie:
such comic historicizing,
like sweeping up nineteenth
-century dusts and the
twenty-first-century
cigarette that’s fallen
from behind someone’s ear,
or a spray of class C
pyrotechnics captured
in digital pixels from a clearing
in sparse woods, seems less
a misreading of the social text
than a chastisement of devotion
to our deleted shadows
Asbestos in carpet glue, beige linoleum in bedroom and living room, hallway and kitchen: the thinnest wisps of whatever boredom burns itself into, an insufferable inching toward wreckage. The man with a hand in your drawers is only checking for mice. The porch light’s gone, the door thrown open, and a dice game binds the ghostlier commodities to blown-out tires and traffic tickets, the smallest conveniences handed over a counter. A simplism: I have a lawnmower if you have money. A boy watching over the lip of his particular attachments: mediocre pen pal in the instrumental version. A mercy killing: the wall-to-wall. Deer step softly to the back window to receive all our coveted inadequacies. The estranged husband falls asleep in an armchair amid afternoon sun and taped cardboard boxes, then wakes to turn in for the night. All night, the train. And trees branch over the road in the precise shape of the absence of a truck’s right-angled trailer: so many pre-existing contentions.
A pole saw can reach far enough one doesn’t need a bucket truck to clear some sky. We’re cutting down our half of the tree, you can do what you like with yours. I’m exhausted raking orange needles and clearing dead leaves from my gutters, and anyway imagine summer sun ablaze on aluminum siding, or tracing the low winter sun’s arc all the way home, chimneys and telephone poles, long-disconnected television aerials weeping rusty smears on shingles, wind undoing old birds’ nests. All afternoon, a handheld circular saw slices wood pallets to fit a stove’s mouth. A pause goes on and on, more vacant than not, but ghosts do not hang from the birches of Christians who carve crosses into the faces of hollowed pumpkins encoded with incomplete legends. The children pile like puppies before the woodstove’s banked flames and curl themselves to sleep. Can we imagine another world? Pity keeps it going.
Cusp of July and August:
subtlety’s landscape of westward
decline, mountains bottoming out
in brick river-towns: the digital
thermometer registers more than we can
feel, the hyper logic of resale:
doe lifts hoof from hosta-bed,
a suburban orchestration: clattering
dice and dusk’s late sepia, urgency
of compressed air driving nails
under hard disk clouds’ silent quotations,
austere as hand-washed linens
Thin ribbons of cloud and half a ruinous moon
in an afternoon sky: meager sun gilds asphalt
briefly and slides out of sight as the furnace
kicks on again: in the tumult of equivalences
between split log and smoke, margin and note,
my knowledge unbraids itself from freed
finitudes: and whatever sense of the possible
the afternoon offers vanishes in a lethal twilight
broken by a single steeple, an abandoned
railway bridge spanning here and there, value
and use, the shapes this city assumes
Broken glass in the shape of
standing still on a side
porch: but Poughkeepsie
has the same shape
as an agonized self
-awareness: fingertips
against wall-shadow,
girl smoking in the kitchen
with the dishwashing crew,
narrative flukes like holding
a sign beside the divided
highway for the liquidation
sale: everything discounted:
if history has been
the consummation of keep
-sakes and solitude,
proficiencies in consent
and other remaindered
eventualities, the double
garage the ailanthus grows
through grows historical:
interpretation rusts
to depict the housekeeping
motel with riverview,
two-week stay’s currency of
handwritten diaries,
where an hour past checkout
the landlord collects
the television tipped into
weeds by the back door
The undercity rivers beneath cast
-iron covers: passage we know
only when set loose on windy
avenues ourselves: a world of nouns
in leaf-debris carried curbside
and the blunt animus of hammers
on vinyl machined into clapboards:
a confident inability to focus:
or a graph upon worm-eaten vine
leaves addled on frost-dead
stalks: progress’s ordinary commerce
gets stranded in this town’s vacancies
and intervening s...