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John Burnsideās Metaphysical World: From The Dumb House to A Summer of Drowning
Peter Childs
In his essay āIona: A Quest for the Paganā (2000), Burnside says he believes in an āunderlying pattern that informs the universeā and a āfundamental selfā discerned occasionally by āthose who have transcended the contingent personā, and that he āexperienced this authentic ground of being by some process of self-forgettingā (2000b: 22). In Burnsideās blending of animism and Gnosticism, knowledge comes through physicality, with sensory perception more than the conscious mind providing understanding.
In his second volume of memoirs, Waking up in Toytown (2010), Burnside also notes, not for the first time, that:
When I was a full-scale lunatic, I suffered from a condition called apophenia. This condition, this unease, was described by Klaus Conrad, the schizophrenia specialist who coined the term, as the unmotivated seeing of connections, coupled with the specific experience of an abnormal meaningfulness. In other words, seeing things that werenāt there ⦠For normal folk, this connective faculty allows them to make sense of the world, to find a modest local and hopefully shared order by which to live. For the apophenic, it means a wild and unrelenting search for the one vast order that transcends all others, a hypernarrative, an afterlife ⦠I still suffer from this condition, though only very occasionally. (2010: 5ā6)
Burnsideās writing seems to be fuelled by these twin perspectives: a belief in an āunderlying pattern that informs the universeā, and a āfundamental selfā, but also a knowledge that such beliefs are coloured by his apophenic sensibility, an āunmotivated seeing of connectionsā that to different degrees underpins how his principal characters āmake sense of the worldā. It may be this condition that spurs an unrelenting search in his writing for the connective tissue of a hypernarrative, but, if so, Burnsideās distinctive receptivity also contributes significantly to the uniqueness of his poetry and fiction.
For example, in the essay āStrong Wordsā (2000), Burnside makes clear the basis for his heightened perception of connectedness and for the openness to the non-human world found in his writing. He says we are āpart of a rich and complex narrativeā, that we are human but more truthfully express ourselves as spirits, and as such āwe also live in eternityā (2000c: 260). In this chapter, I shall consequently sketch aspects to this responsiveness in Burnsideās novels and then turn to a discussion of the influence of gnostic and alchemical ideas across his writing.
Fictions of Spiritual Connection
Burnsideās first novel sets out distinctive twin perspectives, in characteristically brutal terms. Near the start of The Dumb House (1997), its protagonist, Luke, declares: āHappiness, or fulfilment, or whatever else you choose to call it, seems to me to consist of a glimpse of the world as a patterned and limited wholeā (Burnside 1998: 23). To find the essence of this pattern, Luke takes the approach to locating the soul of a hubristic scientist: āI believed there would be a moment when the spirit ebbed ⦠I wanted to see what it was like when the life dissolved, leaving nothing but inert matterā (65). He adds that, āSometimes I managed to open a living body carefully enough to be able to see the heart beating ⦠I knew that, one day, I would discover its essenceā (67).
Despite his psychopathology, Luke is informed by an intimation with which Burnside has sympathy. Luke feels connected to the earth and to some ancient, pagan existence, āa manifold spirit, like the genii cucullatii I had read about in a book on pagan Britain: those dark creatures of the verges and borderlines the Romans had adopted as companions to Mercury ⦠if spirits existed, in any form, they would have to be like these: impersonal, neutral, rooted in the physical, utterly remote from human concernsā (85ā6). We later learn that Lukeās teacher, Miss Matheson, tried to explain to him in school that ādissection is murderā, and that the imperceptible āsoulā is also cut away in such an operation: āas soon as you chose to dissect a living thing, you lost its essence, something bled away, something invisibleā (184). Luke nonetheless believes that taking a scalpel to flesh can reveal āsome filament of preternatural warmth, some subtly of designā (184). In Lukeās failure, Burnside underlines a conviction of material enquiryās inability to find this āfilamentā, akin to a statement of hardwareās lack of potential to reveal anything meaningful of the software it enables.1 Similarly, the material world is unable to apprehend the immaterial, so Burnsideās many angels, ghosts, devils and preternatural others, such as the huldra in A Summer of Drowning (2011), are intimations of the essential precondition sought by Luke and that haunts existence.
Like Burnside, Luke is also attracted to the Tibetan Buddhist concept of bardo, an intermediary state āto guide the soul through deathā (Burnside 1998: 139), and one that reappears in Burnsideās sixth novel Glister (2008). More complex in its conjectures on the ethereal and spectral than The Dumb Houseās search for evidence of a soul, Glister plays repeatedly with the question of whether any putative spiritual essence is āintrinsically goodā or āa creature that takes up residence in the human body like a parasite and feeds on it, a creature hungry for experience and powerā (Burnside 2008: 236). Burnsideās benign images of spirit draw repeatedly on the traditional symbol of the bird, but in Glister a darker cryptid figure is characteristically caught in the portrayal of the pupal Moth Man, which in part alludes to the supernatural bird creature supposedly sighted in West Virginia in the mid-1960s.2 The Moth Man comes to be equated with the Angel of Death (Burnside 2008: 254), acting like a bardo figure to guide the spirit to another world, but Burnside also calls this figure āthe necessary angelā, referencing Wallace Stevensās name for the imagination and subjective reality in āAngel Surrounded by Paysansā (ll. 11ā13), which closes Stevensās collection The Auroras of Autumn (1950). In the poem, a supernatural creature visits the inhabitants of a village to bring them to a renewed understanding of reality:
I am the necessary angel of earth,
Since, in my sight, you see the earth again,
Cleared of its stiff and stubborn, man-locked set.
Thus, in keeping with Burnsideās other quasi folk-tale novels, Glister mythologizes the transformation of an industrial landscape in a way that complements an apophenic understanding of connections between ineluctable and intuited realities, between the visible and the hidden. From one angle, this can be understood in terms of the mythopoeic imagination that informs Burnsideās approach to prose as well as verse. For instance, in his Introduction to a selection of poetry by Stevens, Burnside espouses the view that āPoetry is how we imagine the worldā and, as such, is an āontological activityā inseparable from fundamental understandings of existence and being (Stevens 2008: viiāxiv).
In Burnsideās third novel, The Locust Room (2001), Paulās housemate Steve has hallucinations of angels and ascensions while recovering in the Fulbourn hospital in Cambridgeshire. Echoing Burnsideās portrayal of himself recovering in the rehabilitation clinic when āWaking up in Toytownā (2010: 1ā11), Steve imagines looking in a mirror and seeing āa small hole in nature, an emptiness, a loose stitch which, if pulled, might unravel the universe and show its underlying blackness, a blackness like decay, or like the small local darkness that falls each and every time an animal diesā (2002: 158). The final simile encapsulates a central message of the novelās specific interest in respect for the sanctity of lives steeped in silence, stealth and solitude. Throughout Burnsideās writing, there is a Manichean dark side to this sensibility, here most clear in the Cambridge rapist, mindful of both himself and the assembly around him in a kind of double-consciousness.3 He is said to be ālike that invisible presence the Arctic explorers described when they came home from being lost, walking for hours or days in the snow and the dark, with a single unseen companionā (148).
In Burnsideās previous novel, The Mercy Boys (1999), Sconnie similarly believes āthere is a real world that we cannot see or directly experience unless we get outside ourselves, unless we forget who we areā (2000a: 55). A familiar character type in Burnsideās writing of the troubled, questing male experiencing an apophenic perception of preternatural connections, Sconnie is finally victim to a Lawrentian sun-god sacrifice when he becomes prey to Nietzschean murderers, who are reminiscent of Luke in The Dumb House (see Lawrence, The Plumed Serpent, 1926, and āThe Woman who Rode Awayā, 1925; see also, Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil, 1886). Sconnieās own dreamlike epiphany of falling through space as he loses consciousness in a drink-and-drug haze is turned into nightmare as Burnsideās brutal clown-dressed students ritualize their murder of Sconnie in terms of āthe priests who would open his veins and draw out his soulā (2000a: 212).
In contrast to Sconnieās dark interior sun-sacrifice, the narrativeās more central character, Alan, concludes the novel by finding release far from society in the exterior light and space of water. He stands at the shore of the loch with āa sense of the life that was waiting to touch him, not just at the surface of his skin, but ⦠as far as whatever it was the soul might be, buried in its house of fleshā (2000a: 259). While Sconnie dies with a certainty of the waste and banality of his killing, Alan embraces the weightlessness of slipping into water as the words āSpirit and lightā run through his mind (265). The close of The Mercy Boys suggests a transition into the intermediate bardo state accompanied by the dream-figure that opened the novel, when in this premonition of his own passing, Alan rescues a bird-like angel that he fears will die in the āwatery light of Magdalen Greenā (7ā8).
In The Devilās Footprints (2007), as in Glister, the negative of this winged image appears as Michael ponders the embodiment of āfearā: āa man in the process of becoming a bird, or a bird that had started to become a man, hideously ugly, perhaps, but capable of inspiring pityā (2007: 34). Michael first imagines that the devil is a living creature āsomewhere between angel and beast, between Ariel and Calibanā (4). Only later does he recognize a spectral relation to the fear he himself experiences, when he says:
I felt something rise to the surface of my skin, something old, a forgotten sensation of fear ⦠an apprehension that somehow predated my human existence ⦠All at once, I was aware of a chill, animal pleasure, a continuity between my own flesh and the shadows in the bushes. (134)
He decides at the end of the novel that ābefore it became the devil, that spirit had been something else ā an angel, Pan, the genus cucilatus, some wandering breath of wind or light that touched a man from time to timeā (202). Such stories, linking human emotion to mythological presences, also have numerous traces in Burnsideās preceding novel, Living Nowhere (2003), in which spectral manifestations are identified as markers of something that has been long lost to contemporary culture (110). At Janās funeral, for example, Tommy wonders what it would be like āif all the spirits returned ā not just the people, but everything: the animals, the birds, the children dead in childbirth, the trees felled to make way for factories and roads. Think of the slow fade of those ghostly stains on the air, in the grass, in the earthā (183ā4).
Gnosticism and Alchemy
Imagining the co-presence of everything that has existed is one vision of the underlying connective pattern Burnsideās novels speculate upon, but as I suggested at the start, an important strand in Burnsideās āwild and unrelentingā perception of patterns is his interest in Gnosticism and its associations with alchemy. Burnside has said that for him poetry is āa form of alchemyā (2000c: 259) and that he was drawn to Gnostic texts as a student:
some of the Gnostic ideas are actually taken up in alchemy. By āalchemyā I mean a magical process and I saw it then as a kind of metaphor: it seemed to me that changing metal into gold was quite straightforwardly a metaphor for taking incomplete and messed up human mind and spirit and trying to achieve a pleroma or fullness out of that. (Dósa 2003: 13)
The fundamental tenet of Gnosticism, which has had many traditions since its heyday in the second century, is that the route to the divine is through the revelation of knowledge and not through faith, and also that this gnosis is of a particular kind: a direct experiential awareness of the senses rather than a rational understanding in the mind (Martin 2006: 28). Elements of the Gnostic tradition that Burnside incorporates into his writing are numerous, and a list might feature the following examples: the conviction that a gnosis exists in every person not the few and can be awoken by insight (Rudolph 1983: 57); that this insight comes like poetry in an ordinary activity, often āa sudden moment of clarity and silence into which something else makes its presence knownā (Martin 2006: 30); an interest in dualisms or binaries, informed by the Gnostic view of two co-existing cosmological and anthropological levels; (Rudolph 1983: 57ā67); an understanding of death and resurrection as not embodied but an awakening into a fundamental reality or true nature shielded by immersion in the distracting activities of near-constant social interaction (Pagels 1990: 42); a belief in the divine Mother as well as Father, a dyad embracing male and female elements (Pagels 1990: 71ā2); and to an extent a fascination with the idea of the twin, which in Gnostic writing is found in the Gospel of Thomas, attributed to Jesusās twin brother (Pagels 1990: 47), and from which Burnside is wont to quote.
Burnside says he has no religion but has long been intrigued by spiritual writings and the concept of āthe soulā (Burnside 2000b: 22). Echoing the novel extracts I have cited, Burnside elucidates this by explaining that for him the soul is neither immortal nor personal but something experienced in moments of self-forgetting when the individual is detached from social consciousness, absorbed in activity and consequently removed into a more fundamental identity. It would be possible to align this with numerous philosophical theories, but Burnside argues that an āunderlying pattern that informs the universe ⦠cannot be described, only intuitedā (22ā3). This gnosis seems not to be adequately communicable in verbal language, which is why Burnside says that what is āneeded is an imageā (23). Thus, his fiction foregrounds such symbols as The Devilās Footprints in the snow, the Glister ship in the chemical factory and the hawthorn tree in Living Nowhere. Chiming with the quotation above from Living Nowhere, Burnside also says these mythemes help him, as a poet and person, to appreciate āa pagan sensibility which believed that everything ā humans, animals, trees, stones ā is connected in an almost sensual way to everything elseā (2000b: 23ā4). He suggests that this is what he finds, for example, āwalking along a beach on an island at the edge of the Atlanticā where āyou suddenly see yourself from outside, no isolated figure, but one woven into the continuum of human historyā (25).
To put a name to this, on occasion Burnside...