Walking in the Madmanâs Wood
Walking in the madmanâs wood
over the disquieted dry shushing leaves
in early spring.
The madman loved this wildland
once, before his brain
turned lacework. Must have been
him (when?) who put
this round stone here, topping
the mossy oblong. Mine.
And all the tin can
lids and wooden squares,
rough-painted red and nailed to trees
to mark his line:
mine, mine, mine, mine.
I shouldnât say that cancelled word:
madman. Maybe lost his mind?
No, because we donât have minds
as such these days, but tiny snarls
of firefly neural pathways
signalling no/yes/no, suspended
in a greyish cloud
inside a round bone bowl.
Yes: lovely. No: too lonely. Yes.
The world that we think we see
is only our best guess.
This must have been his shack,
collapsed now, where heâdâwhat?
Come sometimes and sit? Hepaticas
wrenched up by sun,
brown tufts of hairbrush grass,
the toppled stove, the wild leeks
so glossy they look wet,
the soft log frilled with mushrooms.
You could get waylaid here, or slip amazed
into your tangled head. You could
just not come back.
Feather
One by handfuls the feathers fell.
Windsheer, sunbleach, owlwar,
some killer with a shotgun,
who can tell?
But I found them here on the quasi-lawnâ
I donât know whose torn skinâ
calligraphy of wrecked wings,
remains of a god that melted
too near the moon.
A high flyer once,
as we all were.
Every life is a failure
at the last hour,
the hour of dried blood.
But nothing, we like to think,
is wasted, so I picked up one plume from the slaughter,
sharpened and split the quill,
hunted for ink,
and drew this poem
with you, dead bird.
With your spent flight,
with your fading panic,
with your eye spiralling down,
with your night.
Fatal Light Awareness
A thrush crashed into my window:
one lovely voice the less
killed by glass as mirrorâ
a rich magicianâs illusion of treesâ
and by my laziness:
Why didnât I hang the lattice?
Up there in the night air
among the highrises, music dies
as you fire up your fake sunrises:
your light is the birdsâ last darkness.
All over everywhere
their feathers are fallingâ
warm, not like snowâ
though melting away to nothing.
We are a dying symphony.
No bird knows this,
but usâwe know
what our night magic...