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ACT ONE
1.
Two young women enter. NENE and LEA stand close together. They both stare ahead for a long beat.
There is something uncomfortable in the silence.
NENE starts rummaging in her bag.
LEA takes one step forward.
NENE. Wait please / please wait.
LEA. Yes.
NENE. I…
LEA. Are you counting and breathing?
NENE. Yes. I think so.
LEA moves towards NENE.
LEA. This is it / Nene.
NENE. I’m not sure / about…
LEA. What?
NENE. It’s just / hard…
LEA. What?
NENE. To get back past five /
LEA. Okay but five is good Nene. If you’re feeling a five then /
NENE. I’m / trying…
LEA. You’re doing it / really!
Beat.
You need another minute?
LEA moves back to her position next to NENE.
NENE. Yeah that’s all. A minute / to just…
Beat.
LEA. We are here now / Nene.
Outside!
NENE. I know…
But the feeling…
Creeps up on me…
Drips into my mind y’know.
And I’m like…
LEA. I know!
NENE. Look I want to yeah. Move faster. Yeah. Want to not let you down. Yeah. Like you made this happen / for me.
The thing is that I’m getting that feeling…
And I want to say no but…
No.
But I’m getting that feeling. That everything is too open. Too much space…
And I think I’ve forgotten something.
LEA. What’s real?
NENE. Even put my outfit out last night so I wouldn’t have to stress this morning.
LEA. You look nice Nene.
Beat.
Are you still counting? What number are you feeling now Nene? Are you feeling more than five? Six maybe?…
NENE. –
LEA. What do you think you’ve forgotten?
NENE. I don’t know. I won’t know until I check again will I?
The thing is I don’t think I can really go any further unless I check. You get that don’t you? You get what I’m saying Lea.
But out here… I mean people are moving so fast…
And I need to have a good look y’know just in case. I can’t just go out for the day without being sure I have everything. Y’know. You get it don’t you / Lea?
LEA. Course babes!
We can move over there.
There.
I can hold your bag whilst you check. It’s cool. Cos then you’ll know and that feeling will go and we can count and five is good.
NENE. On the edge / of it.
LEA. I got that extra bit of commission at work dinned I? Been saving it. Going to treat you Nene. I want to buy you something exotic like spaghetti alle vongole.
NENE. What? That sounds wrong!
LEA. It’s…
It does doesn’t it…
But look the twinnies are back.
LEA breaks into a dance. A familiar routine. NENE joins in for a beat.
They laugh.
NENE. Six.
LEA. Really?
NENE. Yeah I think so.
LEA. Yes!
LEA takes a step forward/away from NENE.
Let’s go over there…
Beat.
LEA stands in front of NENE as she rummages through her bag.
NENE. Sorry / Lea.
LEA. It’s cool / Nene.
Fine.
Honestly…
Long beat.
NENE. Okay.
Everything is here. Nothing missing. Everything is there.
Purse.
Cards.
Tissues.
And more tissues.
Chewing gum.
Nail file.
Concealer.
Phone.
Charger.
Coconut oil.
Headphones.
Anti-bac for…
LEA. We’re going to have so much fun / today Nene.
NENE. Just for a few hours you said.
LEA. Yes. Proper grown-up lunch at the place I showed you on the map.
I’ve been saving…
I mean who has to save for a meal out when they work full time? I might as well be working a shoe shop for the amount I get paid!
It’s not far Nene. Ten minutes / that way.
NENE. Two hundred metres turn left. Four hundred metres turn left. Half a mile down that one road, and it should be on the right. Il Forte Italiano. Good rating on TripAdvisor.
– Slow service but no reports of food poisoning in 2019.
LEA. That’s it.
Then maybe…
Beat.
We can stop when you need to Nene.
LEA is a little distracted looking at her phone during the following speech.
NENE. Lea. This is the furthest I’ve been in forever.
It’ll be alright won’t it?
I mean it’s just going to be a nice day isn’t it?
Beat.
But if you don’t mind I could just hold on to your top…
By the elbow…
LEA. I’m here.
NENE. I’m going to hold on to you tight yeah when we walk in. Just in case…
LEA. Course!
NENE. It’s only in case…
In case it all flows too fast and everything washes away.
LEA looks up and hard at NENE.
LEA. – No reported food poisoning for a whole 2019.
They can take all my monies!
NENE. We can’t be the first though so no seafood yeah just in case.
LEA. But spaghetti alle vongole is good you know…
NENE. It still sounds weird!
NENE takes a step forward. They link arms.
They exeunt.
2.
The front garden. DEE stands amongst an array of soft toys, and half-played games, and thrown-around dolls. She slowly lifts herself up.
DEE. If anyone ever tells you that having children is easy, don’t listen.
Really. Block your ears. Hold them shut. Don’t even pretend to listen. Don’t even pretend to hear them. Work your way out of the vicinity of that conversation, and be glad that you nevar heard anything past the words –
– No, it’s easy! They give you joy.
It is a lie. It is a lie...
