Chapter One
Present Day
Rock
āDaddy, watch this!ā Daisy May exclaimed excitedly. As if she didnāt already have my complete attention.
āIām watching,ā I assured her.
She ran and began doing cartwheels across the backyard before flipping backward into what I now knew was called a back handspring. My baby girl was a little gymnast, and with that came a lot of practices. But every time she beamed at me and said, āDaddy, watch this!ā I couldnāt think of anything else Iād rather watch.
The past two and a half years of being my little girlās daddy had been some of the best years of my life. Only one other smile moved me as much as Daisy Mayās.
Trisha stepped out the back door, smiling at me, with two glasses of lemonade in her hands. That smile was the other one that owned me. Daisy May had become my little girl a few years ago, but Trisha had been my girl for much longer. I had been entranced by the teenager who wouldnāt give me the time of day, and completely captivated by the woman she had become.
She was the best mother in the world if you asked Daisy May, Brent, or Jimmy. She was the most incredible woman in the world if you asked me. And she knew damn well we all adored her.
āYou nailed that, Daisy, baby,ā Trisha cheered, and Daisy May instantly lit up. Our little girl had lived the first seven years of her life without the love of a mother. The woman who had given life to our children hadnāt been able to love anyone. Sheād been angry and bitter and had neglected not only the children we now claimed as our own but her oldest son tooāone of my best friends, Preston Drake. Heād been the only love these kids had known until their mother overdosed, leaving them in need of a home. Preston had been ready to take his younger siblings in, but Trisha and I had fallen in love with all of them. When weād asked him to let us adopt the kids, he had agreed. Heād wanted them to have a home life with parents who loved them. Something he had never experienced.
They all worshipped the ground Preston walked on. He was still their older brother, and he watched them every Thursday night and any other time Trisha and I needed a night out alone. It was a family unit that worked.
I was one lucky son of a bitch.
āMomma, do you think Iāll make the team next week?ā Daisy May asked as Trisha handed her a glass of lemonade.
āI think youāve worked hard and you have as good a chance as anyone. But no matter what happens, you are number one to us.ā
Like always, Trisha knew the right answer to everything, and Daisy May beamed at her.
āPreston said he would be there,ā Daisy May said, plopping down on the grass beside me.
āThen he will be. You know he wouldnāt miss your tryouts for anything,ā I replied, taking the glass Trisha held out for meāthen pulling her down onto my lap. I liked having my woman in my lap. Always had.
āIām nervous,ā Daisy May added, then took a sip.
Trisha reached over and pulled Daisy toward us and tucked her under her arm. āWe will be right there cheering you on. Youāve worked hard, and no matter what happens, you will be our star. We will be so proud of what youāve accomplished. Most of those girls have been taking gymnastics since they were very young. Youāve managed to get a chance at the team in only two years! That right there is a reason to be proud.ā
I loved this woman. She could make anyone feel better. I was sitting out here, getting nervous thinking about Daisy May trying out to make the competitive team, and Trisha wasnāt making just Daisy feel betterāmy nerves were easing too.
Truth was, I didnāt like the idea of anyone telling my baby girl no. But Trisha kept reminding me I couldnāt fight all their battles in life. It was so damn hard, though. Theyād suffered enough in their earlier years.
āNext week I get to be a flower girl again,ā Daisy said, grinning up at us. She didnāt stay focused on one thing too long. She was already thinking about Preston and Amandaās wedding.
āYou have several weddings coming up. But I imagine next weekās is the one youāre most excited about,ā Trisha said, ruffling Daisy Mayās brown curls.
āYep! I canāt wait. Amanda said me and Brent and Jimmy get to all stand up there with them when they say their . . . uh . . . them things they say. I forgot what itās called.ā
Trisha leaned back against me as I chuckled. āWhile they say their vows,ā I said, and Daisy May nodded.
āThatās it. We get to stand up there. And Jimmy gets to hand Preston the ring. The one he puts on Amandaās finger. And I get to give Amanda the surprise . . .ā Daisyās eyes got big and she shut her mouth.
āWhat?ā Trisha asked before I could.
Daisy May shook her head and grinned, then twisted an imaginary lock on her lips and tossed away an equally imaginary key.
Apparently, Preston had some kind of secret only Daisy May knew about.
āWell, now Iām even more anxious for the wedding,ā Trisha said as she sank farther into me. My arms were wrapped around her waist, and I was beginning to think about where Iād like to move my hands. My wife was smoking hot. She always had been. It never got old seeing her in a pair of tiny shorts and a tank top. This body could stop traffic.
Our fifth wedding anniversary was coming up in four months. I had already prepared Preston that Iād need his help. I intended to take her somewhere special. Weād never had a real wedding. We couldnāt afford one. But I had been desperate to make her mine. Back then I kept thinking sheād figure out she could do better and leave me. When I had convinced her to go to the courthouse and become mine forever, I hadnāt thought about the fairy-tale wedding she deserved. I had just wanted Trisha.
It was time my woman had the fairy-tale wedding she deserved right before we went on the honeymoon weād never gotten.
The first time Iād seen her, she had taken my breath away. Getting her attention had been one hell of a ride. Sheād been so determined to stay away from me. Or any man. Then Iād found out why . . . and Iād sworn to myself sheād never have to live in fear again.
Falling in love with Trisha had changed my life. My friends and family had said I was an idiot. I was throwing away my future. Butch Taylor, my father, had never been a big part of my life until I had become a high school football star. For once I had a parent who gave a shit about me. It had been something Iād craved since I was a kid. Making him proud and proving I was worth loving had been what drove me to work harder. My dream was within my reach. I had my father cheering me on, and I would make it to college and thenāI knewāIād play pro ball.
Until my dream changed the day a pair of the prettiest blue eyes Iād ever seen stared at me across the parking lot one morning before school started. That was the first day of my sophomore year, and it would be another twelve months before I would be able to get Trisha Corbin to even speak to me.
With one look, that girl had changed my dreams.
Chapter Two
Eight years ago . . .
Trisha
Most kids agonized over going back to school. I sat on the bus, listening to others talk about their summers on the beach, sleeping late, going to parties, and how much they dreaded school. It was like they were speaking a different language. A foreign world I knew nothing about.
I glanced over at the seat across from me, at my younger brother, Krit, and his best friend, Green. Krit was as relieved as I was to be going to school. We had looked forward to this day all summer. Having an excuse to escape the life we lived at home was a blessed relief. Green was excited because they were eighth graders now. Two years ago Sea Breeze had moved the eighth grade to a section of the high school building because the middle school had gotten too full. They were still separated from the high school students for the most part, but they would use the high schoolās cafeteria and gym.
My brother had grown at least six inches this summer. He reminded me of a weed. Overnight heād gone from scrawny kid to tall and slightly intimidating. Didnāt mean his mind had caught up to his almost six-foot-tall frame, though. He was still a kid. A scared kid. One who needed me to protect him. Even if I did have to tilt my head back to talk to him now. He had passed my five feet eight inches sometime around June.
I crossed my legs and tugged at my shorts. Not that it helped. There had been no money for me to go buy any school clothes this year. I had to wear last yearās things. Krit had grown way more than I had, and heād required an entirely new wardrobe. Every dime Iād made lifeguarding at the pool went toward buying him decent clothing at the consignment shop.
The problem with me wearing last yearās things was that, although I hadnāt grown in height, my breasts and butt had gotten bigger. So although I was still five eight, same as last year, my shorts were shorter. I wasnāt sure how my legs had gotten longer, but they hadāor my butt was just taking up the extra room.
My hips seemed wider too. That probably wasnāt helping either. Krit turned his head to see me tugging on my shorts, and I stopped. The frown that wrinkled his forehead told me he wasnāt happy. We had argued about me spending all my money on his clothes. Heād said he needed two pairs of jeans and two shirts. He could wash them every day. I refused to let him go to school in only two outfits that fit him. I had plenty. I would just need to go on a diet and make them fit me right again.
I wasnāt sure how I had managed to gain weight, but that was all that made sense. This was my fault. Not his. I smiled at him reassuringly and acted like the short length of my shorts was no big deal. Picking up my book bag, I placed it in my lap as the bus pulled to a stop in front of the high school.
āWeāre here,ā I said, standing up.
āTheyāre too short. I told you to buy new ones,ā was Kritās response. He wasnāt going to let that go.
āMy butt and hips got big. I just ate too much over the summer. Iāll lose weight and itāll be fine,ā I told him. āNow, forget it and focus on school.ā
āWe donāt get to eat enough for you to have gained weight,ā he snarled.
āPlease, for the love of God, donāt lose weight. It would break my heart,ā Green said with a flirty grin.
Krit shoved him back down in his seat and scowled at him. āDonāt. Seriously, dude. Donāt.ā
I was used to Greenās flirting. Heād been at it since last year when he discovered he loved girls. It was only getting worse. I knew he was harmless, and I remembered when he was scared of the dark and wore Superman underwear. He was like my other little brother.
āI donāt like you in those shorts. Shows too much,ā Krit said in an angry whisper as we stepped off the bus.
āIām fine. No one is looking,ā I told him.
He lifted his eyebrows at me. āReally? Youāre gonna tell me shit like that and expect me to believe it?ā
I started to tell him to shut it, when my heart rate picked up and my breathing hitched. He was here. I hadnāt seen him yet, but I knew he was here and he was close by. My body always reacted that way when Rock Taylor was around. It had been like that since Iād stepped off the bus the first day of school last year and made eye contact with the most beautiful boy Iād ever seen.
For almost three hours I had waited anxiously for another glimpse of him. Then finally at lunchtime I saw him again. He had a girl on each arm, and one even sat on his lap while he ate. His friends were all the same. Girls acted ridiculous to get their attention, and threw themselves at the guys, who seemed to think it was their due. Like they were supposed to get to pick and choose females. When Rock had gotten up to leave the cafeteria, he had looked back at me and winked. Right before another girl grabbed his arm and he walked out the door with her. By the end of the day I knew more than I wanted to know about Rock Taylor.
āIs that Rock Taylor?ā Krit asked in awe. As if Rock were a celebrity. The guy was a high school football star. So what? He was gorgeous and talented, I would give him that much. But he wasnāt anyone I wanted my little brother idolizing. Rock Taylor used girls. Iād seen it firsthand. Over and over again.
But no matter how many girls Iād seen in the bathr...