Who Cares About HIV?
Challenging Attitudes and Pastoral Practices that Do More Harm than Good
Paul Kybird, Joseph Kyusho-Ford
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Who Cares About HIV?
Challenging Attitudes and Pastoral Practices that Do More Harm than Good
Paul Kybird, Joseph Kyusho-Ford
About This Book
This timely book gives a voice to those living with HIV who are too often ignored or misunderstood by the Church and other religious institutions - including those in positions of care who may have thought they were helping but have ended up doing more harm than good.The book exposes and challenges attitudes of institutional blindness and abuse and suggests some positive means of remedy, all of which have been formed and tested with the help of clients at the London HIV Chaplaincy. With its powerful combination of moving personal testimony and honest pastoral reflection, this book will encourage a more informed, sensitive and effective interaction with many who, for whatever reason, feel marginalised by our society and alienated by those who most want to help. As Rowan Williams says in his foreword, 'This book is a proclaiming of the gospel as well as a call to judgement. It is necessary material for the self-examination and self-awareness of any Christian minister or community, if the Church's claim to be what it is supposed to be is not to go on being so hollow for so many who need to hear that their agency and dignity are understood and honoured.'
Frequently asked questions
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Ninth testimony
In conversation with the chaplain
It seems to me that the pastoral approach you adopt in the chaplaincy is of supreme importance to your work.
So how is such âattunementâ achieved?
Surely this makes for constraints on your work as a charity â the raising of funds, the management of records, the attraction of donors, the assurance that their money is being well spent?
It sounds as if you have an approach that is simply compassionate?
So how have you handled that?
Spell that out for me.
- Questioning They have asked faith communities very direct questions about dicey issues such as sexuality and gender. They have done so with sincerity and openness, but certainly with a desire for answers that make sense. They have bothered to explore inconsistencies and cultural constructions surrounding these issues, or past cruelties around these matters perpetrated by faith communÂities. They are extremely well informed, and often very blunt. Their questioning has most often been met with aggression.
- Emotions Clients have expressed themselves with very strong emotions indeed. If we had in any way pathologized or protected ourselves from these we would quite simply have missed the points the clients were making. The pain and anger expressed by the clients is often towards wrongs endured. Their passion and enthusiasm is what motivates them. Also, they express anxiety as a genuine âexistential angstâ about the meaning of the situation they find themselves in. This can lead to them pointing out the inadequacies of the religious answers they are offered. If we dodge these by seeing our job as offering a âhappy endingâ, we again miss the point.
- Reimagination Clients have sought to express their experiences in symbolic representations. This has been very difficult for them, as liminal figures donât figure highly in mainstream presentations of faith. Women clients are by far the best at this. They seek out the marginal, strong women of the Hebrew and Christian scriptural heritage that presents women as unfairly judged by men, or who were stronger than âfoolishâ men. Gay men experience far more difficulty in this area because the images and symbols from across the major traditions simply do not permit such reimaginings. We have had to learn to interpret and decode what clients are getting at when they resort to literature, mythology, humour, music and so on. It required a great deal of patience for us to learn to be open to the way clients were expressing fundamentally religious themes in this way. It would be easy to be dismissive or to engage in ridicule of clients when they use this material, or to be self-defensive. One example will do: when a client used a picture from the internet to laugh at an inconsistency from one faith community about âcross-dressersâ, they were met with a sour-faced comment about the internet being âa strange placeâ, as if religious communities cannot be so at times. In any case, a small amount of patience would have got to the point the client was trying to make. Incidentally, it does us no harm to laugh at ourselves. Humour has been a major cause of clients experiencing distancing or aggression from faith communities. It seems we all take ourselves far too seriously.
- Isolation Most religious communities place a very high premium on membership, so those who keep their distance as a protest face harsh judgement. Most of our clients, being people of intense faith, keep a profound distance between themselves and faith communÂities. Partly this is because a major price of inclusion seems to consist of silence and ânot rocking the boatâ . Clients have been offered inclusion at the cost of expressing the very issues that power their search for meaning in the first place. However, examination of the motives for isolation can provide communities with rich resources for reflection.
- Rebellion Clientsâ lives are messy and they are littered with loud behaviours and acts of protest around health and sexuality. Most often these elicit moralizing and judgementalism. But we have found, without in any way valorizing these actions, that at the root of them all is often a kind of âholy foolishnessâ . If we but have eyes to see, then we have much to learn.
- Instability All our clients are people whose expressions of uncertainty change according to their communities of origin. Quite simply (as a Buddhist lama friend of mine expressed it), âThe lines on the road run right through them.â Because of this they have had to be professional âwanderersâ of a spiritual nature. This is mainly because they were initially pushed out, but also because their passionate search for meaning has led them to measure different responses and answers to the problems of life. This is simply an expression of the collapse of a metanarrative. Nowadays every city is home to many religious communities. They do not all agree and there is no safe space for any faith not to engage with the issues raised. The clients live this and present it to communities who far too often stigmatize it as âinstabilityâ . But the grand narrative has dissolved and, with it, the sense of privilege any faith community wants to claim. The clients have a comparative knowledge of various faiths, which is frankly challenging, and they have an expressed existential anxiety that comes from knowing that all communities have at one time or another been implicated in marginalization and exclusion, or, again to quote my lama friend, âThey are aware all too well of the uses and abuses of religion.â Frankly, this issue only adds to the clientsâ uncertainty. It requires huge maturity and wisdom from faith communities to negotiate this in pastoral care for the simple reason that clients know that not all answers are the same. At its best, this can raise pastoral care above mere apologetics; all too often, however, this aspect of the clientsâ experience is resented.
- âOrdinary peopleâ syndrome I have saved what I personally believe to be the worst till last. Any GP will tell you that a patient who has to live with a chronic condition will be among the best informed of their patients, because they will research it. However, those engaging in pastoral care seem to believe that if an experiÂence or idea has not occurred to us, then how can the mere âordinaryâ people we care for have thought about it? Sadly, I have even encountered this among our own trustees. Our clients have had to amass a vast array of skills in order to negotiate the difficulties of their lives and faith journeys. To patronize them simply because we have not seen the need to think or change our ways is catastrophic, and is another expression of the way we distribute power unevenly in pastoral relationships.