1 August 1959
Freud says,
It is easy to see how the remarkable preference shown by the memory in dreams for indifferent, and consequently unnoticed, elements in waking experience is bound to lead people to overlook in general the dependence of dreams upon waking life and all events to make it difficult in any particular instance to prove that dependence. [Interpretation of Dreams, 1900a, SE 4, p. 19]
My belief is that the dependence of waking life on dreams has been overlooked and is even more important. Waking life = ego activity, and in particular the play of logical thought on the synthesis of elements, i.e. particles characteristic of the paranoid-schizoid position. The function of the dream is to render these elements suitable for storage, and so to constitute the contents of what we call memory. Waking life = ego activity = logical operation. This in turn is essential for synthesis and communicability or public-ation.
âThe way in which memory behaves in dreams is undoubtedly of the greatest importance for any theory of memory in generalâ [Interpretation of Dreams, 1900a, SE 4, p. 20]. In my idea above, the dream symbolization and dream-work is what makes memory possible.
2 August 1959
Vomiting and greed as most recalcitrant symptoms: the intense desire to chew and then to feel it going down; the movement of the jaws, the biting is very satisfactory. Some feeling of rebellion likewiseâa kind of âWhy-should-I-be-denied-the-good-things-of-life?â attitude. The good things are denied because the desire is to chew, and the object is only within visual grasp. But then the destructiveness is transferred to, and is consequently felt to impregnate, looking itself.
Much the same is true of smell as of sight, in that with neither sense must the object be in the physical contact necessary for biting and chewing. Good smells are felt to be turned into bad by the destructiveness with which they are savoured.
This frustration carries over into a relationship with the manâs anus because he is predominantly representing the cruelly destroyed breast. Or, rather, the masculine anus represents it, and is itself a cruelly destructive mouth âproducingâ bad smells and bad food.
Stammering is also most recalcitrant. Intolerance of frustration leads to intolerance of stimulation.
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Dreams
We close our most important sensory channels, our eyes, and try to protect the other senses from all stimuli or from any modification of the stimuli acting on them.
The sensory stimuli that reach us during sleep may very well become sources of dreams. [Freud, Interpretation of Dreams, 1900a, SE 4, p. 23]
Then why is it that dreams we report, or have reported to us, are so often in terms of visual images?
Is it not a âmodification of the stimuliâ reaching us? And could this be something to do with the dream-work as an attempt to achieve âcommon senseâ as part of the synthesizing function of the dream? It may be an aspect of âlinkingâ one sense to another; the transformation of tactile stimuli into visual excretions as in hallucination. If this is so, it would fit in with Freudâs idea that sleep is to be preserved. [Interpretation of Dreams, 1900a, SE 5, p. 573 et seq.]. The hallucinated patient then would be doing what I said he was doing when I described him as taking in the interpretation and evacuating it as far as possible away from himself by âseeingâ it, i.e. visually evacuating it as a hallucination. If this is so, the dream proper may be an attempt at visual and flatus-like evacuation.
Calculus formation notes
There is a need for a sign for âcontributes toâ = âadds toâ = âaugmentsâ.
Thus: greed, frustration âaugmentsâ envy.
Also a sign for âinitiatesâ = âgeneratesâ.
Thus: greed, frustration âgeneratesâ hallucination. Or, frustration, intolerance âgeneratesâ hallucination.
Also a symbol or sign for âofâ, meaning âassociated withâ, so as to express frustration âofâ sexual desire in the sense of the frustration being particularized as to the stimulus involved.
3 August 1959
A dream can be concerned with evacuation of an undesired thought, feeling, image, or with its storage. In either instance it must convert either an empirical external fact or an internal psychic reality into a form that renders it suitable for storage or evacuation. In this respect, too, it seems analogous to a digestive process. But is it? Or is it not that the ânameâ of the process is similar to the ânameâ of the digestive process? From where does this seeming similarity arise?
4 August 1959
One way of dealing with the problem of scientific evidence for dream theories would be to restrict the search for data to experience shared by analyst and patient, or at which analyst and patient are both present. Such occasions might be all those on which the patient said he had had a dream, or all those on which there appear to be events taking place, e.g. the patient sits up and looks around in a dazed way; the analyst, identifying himself with the patient, feels that the experience the patient is having would be more understandable if the patient were asleep and dreaming.
âMore understandableâ Why? Because it is more appropriate to the facts as the analyst sees them. But this means that if the analyst were feeling what the patient seems to be feeling, then he, the analyst, would be disposed to say, âI must have been dreamingâ.
Just then I found I had been asleep; just before I woke I seemed to be saying to F that I was feeling I was going mad because I could not sort out the feeling I was having in the dream about having a dream and who I was. The dream seemed to be that I was trying to solve the problem I am in fact trying to solve, but with the addition of the fear of going madâa sort of mental disintegration.
Last night, as I was trying to understand a passage in Quineâs Mathematical Logic [p. 31] in which ânegativeâ occurred, I had a dreamâhaving fallen into a sleep or dozeâin which a negro appeared. The dream, I thought as I wakened, was associated with ânegâ being both negro and negative. But why did I not write it down then? And now I think of negative and native: ânativesâ is associated with memories of India, my mother, and natives as being coloured people like Indians who were âinferiorâ. Also âdativeâ as being a present, and dates which I liked. âAblativeâ, to lift off or take away. Negro, as he appeared in the dream, now seems to me to be not a real person but an ideogram. My theory is that this ideogram has enabled me to store all these ideas which I am now producingâmaybe because I am a dreamer. Perhaps there is a class of persons, or a class of dreamers, to which it might be useful to say some people belong. If so, and if it is true that schizophrenics cannot dream, it would need to be stated that they were not members of that class. (A point to remember in the elaboration of a theoretical deductive system for the schizophrenic patient.)
What do I mean by saying that the negro in the dream was not a real person? Of course he was not. But I suppose that while I was asleep and in that part of mind, if any, in which I am still asleep, he must have been thought of as just a real person, a fact, what I have called an âundigested factâ. But now I regard him as an ideogram, and this means that some fact has been âdigestedâ and that the visual image of the negro, which I am now recalling, is a significant element in the process of (the mental counterpart of) digestion. Are âundigested factsâ then used in the process of âdigestingâ other facts? Is their âindigestibilityâ a quality that renders them useful for this function, as if it were some kind of container for an eroding liquid which must be able itself to resist the erosion by its contents?
On this basis there is always some âundigested partâ of a dream-product (âdream-productâ is usually called the dream itself), although my point is that if the person can dream, then he can âdigestâ facts and so learn from experience. Obviously what is needed is to consider what âdigestingâ facts consists of in detail.
5 August 1959
α
Frustration, according to Freud, enforces the installation of the reality principle (âFormulations on the Two Principles of Mental Functioningâ [1911b, SE 12], pp. 218â218). But the psychotic with his hatred of reality evades the installation of the reality principle. His intolerance of frustration makes for intolerance of reality and contributes to his hatred of reality. This leads to reinforcement of projective identification as a method of evacuation. This in turn leads to dreams that are evacuations, not introjectory operationsâhence âdreamsâ of the psychotic, which are really evacuations of such α as he has been unable to prevent. The dream-elements in the psychotic dream are really the discarded residue of α-elements that have survived mutilations of α.
Thus, in the psychotic we find no capacity for reverie, no α, or a very deficient α, and so none of the capacitiesâor extremely macilent capacitiesâwhich depend on α, namely attention, passing of judgement, memory, and dream-pictures, or pictorial imagery that is capable of yielding associations.
But this in turn means that he destroys the capacity for thought which is essential to action in reality and which makes bearable the frustrationâan essential concomitant of the interval between a wish and its fulfilment. So the psychoticâs attempt to evade frustration ends in producing a personality more than ever subject to frustration without the softening or moderating mechanism that would have been available through a and thought. In consequence he is more than ever intolerant of a frustration that is more than ever intolerable. And thus a self-perpetuating situation is created in which more and more frustration is produced by more and more effort devoted to its evasion by the destruction of the capacity for dreaming which, had he retained it, might have enabled him to moderate frustration.
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How does a dream evade frustration? By distortion of facts of reality, and by displacement of facts of reality. In short, by dream-work on the perception of factsânot, in this context, dream-work on the dream-thoughts except in so far as the dream-thoughts are thoughts portraying the facts. Freud attributes to dream-work the function of concealing the facts of internal mental life onlyâthe dream-thoughts only. I attribute to it the function of evading the frustration to which the dream-thoughts, and therefore the interpretation of dream-thoughts, would give rise if allowed to function properlyâthat is, as mechanisms associated with the legitimate tasks involved in real modification of frustration. Consequently, since such legitimate tasks always carry an element of frustration, excessive intolerance of frustration short-sightedly leads to the attempt at evasion of the frustration intrinsic to the task of modification of the frustration.
α is concerned with, and is identical with, unconscious waking thinking designed, as a part of the reality principle, to aid in the task of real, as opposed to pathological, modification of frustration.
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Freud, approaching the problem as one of interpreting the dream [Int...