Part 1
The Early Years: 1919ā1947
āMy Family Background,ā 1957
Draft of letter to Paul Ross,1 dated
May 10, 1957; found in Seeger files
Dear Paul,
You wanted some rƩsumƩ of my family background and life, so I sit me down and try to organize a teeming memory.
First of all, like many people, I have spent much of my youth trying to forget my antecedents. I confess it. I tried to ignore them, to disparage them. I felt they were all upper-class, and I was trying to identify myself with the working people. Now, at the sage and sober age of 38 I have finally come around to assess them more objectively, to be grateful for their strength and character, for their making it possible for me to be alive on this world today, and to realize that a good honest streak of independency has run through them for as much of the last three hundred years as I know about.
Most of them seemed to be teachers, doctors, teachers, preachers, businessmen, teachers, artists, writers, or teachers. The generations seem shot through with pedagogues. In this century, both parents, several brothers, aunts, and uncles have all been teachers. Going back a few generations, we find several doctors, and more teachers. Back further, even a few soldiers, perhaps a lawyer, a hymn writer, and more teachers. Even old Elder Brewster on the Mayflower was as much a scholar as anything else. So: my hat off to them all, and the pursuit of knowledge. āWhere men gather to seek truth, that spot is holy ground.ā Probably the most financially successful was old great grandpa Charlier, whose select Institute was one of New Yorkās most elegant a century ago. But then he was the only one also ever brought before a congressional committee and asked how come some rich menās sons were arranging bribes to congressmen for West Point applications. So maybe itās just as well most of them werenāt too successful.
As for radicals, Lordy, the family seems shot through with them, too. In earlier centuries, this took the form of religious protest: Pilgrims, puritansāand Iām proud to see a lot of Quakers around, on both sides of the family (and now I find, in Toshiās family, too). Even great grandpa Charlier was the son of a French Huguenot preacher.
Later, the radicalism took a more political turn. Great-great grandpa Seeger got disgusted with Prussian tyranny, came to America and was an ardent Jeffersonian. Refused to teach any of his sons the German language even. Went around New England orating for the new Republican-Democratic party (in between making his living as a doctor). Another branch of the family were all fervent abolitionists about one generation later. Even the businessman I knew best, my grandfather, had the in-dependence to quit his job in the local bank (Springfield, Mass.) and seek his fortune in Mexico. Made it, or at least got it. Lost a good deal of it, Iām told, when a partner defaulted and a firm went bankrupt. My grandfather spent many years of his life conscientiously paying off every single debt, although he was not legally required to do so.
The main radicals in the 20th Century seem to have been of an aesthetic bent. I wonāt mention the respectable relative who took me (at age 14) walking in the New York May Day parade. In those days, as the New Yorker magazine recently remarked, everyone was a social reformer. Sitting around the house without a job, it was the natural thing to do. I will mention my uncle Alan, whom I never knew. He was killed in 1914. He was a Shelley2 type poet. I only found this out recently. As a kid, I was unable to make out his poetry. But now, upon reading it, I find lots of it very good. He was in the famous Harvard class of 1910, along with Lippman,3 Broun,4 and his friend John Reed.5 My grandparents thought him a neāer-do-well, because he then wouldnāt settle down to the life of a respectable businessman. Instead he went to France, fell in love with the country and the people, and when the First World War broke out, enlisted in the Foreign Legion, and was the second American to be killed. He left behind a slim volume of verse, and some miscellaneous writings, to tell what a wonderful contribution he could have made, had he lived. As I say, I only recently appreciated this. When I (at age 6) was forced to read before the 2nd grade class (mispronouncing almost every word): āI have a rennnādezzzāvoozz with death ā¦ā Poor Uncle Alan!
Oh, and in this century, miscellaneous other relatives experimented with Christian Science, yogism, nudism, advocated womanās suffrage, pacifism, vegetarianism, organic gardening, and one was part of the NY Daily Worker.6 This might all add up to sound like a family full of crackpots, but believe me, they have all have all been well-thought-of members of their communities. It does all point up to a remarkable streak of independence and I, at age 38, take my hat off to it.
Me? I was born in 1919. Never had to go hungry, but witnessed a good deal of family penny pinching. Been at boarding school almost all my life, first starting at aged five. Went for five years to a small private progressive school in Connecticut, where I became a fervent disciple of Ernest Thompson Seton, the Canadian naturalist, whose descriptions of the primitive communist lives of the American Indian communities seemed ideal to me. Loved the woods and hills above all, till I was sixteen. Once argued that I wanted to be a hermit, live by myself on a mountainside, and let the sinful world go its way. (Cracks Toshi now: Yeah, but why ask your wife to do it too?)
āAll Mixed Up,ā 2009
From Where Have All the Flowers Gone, Revised
Edition, W. W. Norton & Company, 2009
My mother was a good violinist.7 My father was head of the music department at the University of California, Berkeley. But, he got radicalized by some fellow professors. In 1918 he was making speeches against imperialist war and got fired. Back east he got the great idea to take the music of Bach and Beethoven out to the countryside. He built one of Americaās first automobile trailers in his parentsā barn in upstate New York. It looked more like a covered wagon, with a canvas top and [big wheels with] four solid rubber tires, pulled by a Model T Ford. It was to be kind of a one-family Chautauqua8 tour.
But, roads in 1921 were mostly unpaved. The Tin Lizzie [slang for a Model T] pulled the trailer at an average speed of 20 to 25 miles an hour. My mother had to wash my diapers in an iron pot over an open fire. She finally said, āCharlie, this is not going to work.ā They returned to New York and got jobs teaching at the Institute of Musical Art (now Juilliard). It was a world of high ideals, long training, great discipline. But, early in life I learned that rules were made to be broken. Henry Cowell,9 the modern composer, was a family friend. When I was six, I remember him playing the piano with his fists.
My mother had hoped that one of her children would play the violin. She bought miniature fiddles for my two older brothers. They rebelled. When I came along my father said, āOh, let Peter enjoy himself.ā But she left musical instruments all around the house. I remember having fun at age four or five making a racket on Autoharp, pennywhistle, marimba, a pull-push accordion, a piano, a pump organ. All by ear.
At age eight I was given a ukulele. Started picking out chords, learning their names. At boarding school I learned popular tunes of the day. Silly words but clever rhymes. Plunk, plunk. My father was researching some of the few collections of folk music available in those days. I learned from him that there were often different versions of the same song. People changed words, melody, made up new verses. This was an important lesson: you can choose the version of the song you want to sing.
āA Laissez-faire Upbringing,ā 1972
From The Incompleat Folksinger, Simon and Schuster, 1972
I said I had a laissez-faire upbringing. Iām forever grateful for it. From age eight I was away at boarding school. It was the decade when the term āprogressive educationā first flowered. Our class would take up a āprojectā (ancient Egypt, the Middle Ages, etc.). Weād write a play about some event in those times, stage it and act in it. Shop class, English class, even math would be drawn into it. The main thing we all got from it: learning, real learning, is fun.
And summers at home we were forever building things. One summer it was model boats, another summer model airplanes. Music? We made music for the fun of it. My parents, bless them, decided to let me find out for myself what kind of music I liked.
I did get one strict lesson at school, which Iāll not forget. At age fourteen I started a school newspaper, just for the hell of it.10 It was in competition with the official school paper, which was dull, respectable, and always late. Mine was pure Free Enterprise, a mimeographed weekly; I gathered the news, typed it up, sold it for a nickel, and kept the money.
But after a few months Iād had my kicks and decided to quit it. The headmaster called me in. āPeter, I think you ought to continue the paper.ā He explained that the wealthy old woman who paid the schoolās deficit liked reading it; its informal tone made her feel closer to the school. Her journalist friends, the young Alsop brothers,11 had complimented her on it.
I demurred. Itās a lot of work, says I, and doesnāt leave me as much free time as Iād like. But the headmaster was firm. āBetter get your copy for next weekās issue.ā
My favorite teacher sided with the headmaster. āYou canāt be a butterfly all your life, Peter.ā So for two more years I brought it out on schedule. Years later I discovered that this was why I got a complete scholarship to an otherwise rather expensive school. But just as valuable was what I learned in running the Avon Weekly Newsletter: typing, writing, editing, cartooning, and learning how to walk up to a stranger and try to ask the right questions. The goofs I made! Edna St. Vincent Millay12 visited the school when we put on her play Aria Da Capo, an antiwar allegory. (With my hair in curls, Iād played the female leadāAvon was not co-ed).
The English teacher said I should take the opportunity to get an interview with her. āSheās an important modern poet.ā
āWhat the heck will I ask her?ā
āDonāt be silly.ā
So I found myself seated awkwardly before this demure and beautiful woman, blurting out, āWhat do you think of Shakespeare?ā
āI Would Like to Buy a Big Banjo,ā 1932
Letter to Constance de Clyver Edson Seeger from Avon Old Farms boarding school, Fall 1932; found in Seeger files
Dearest Mama,
Iām really awful mad at myself for not writing sooner, Iād put it off and put it off and put it off until I just had to.
Iām getting along pretty well and am fitting in very well with every-thing. Did you get the card of my monthly marks? I got an āAā, a āDā, a few āCsā, and a āBā. Iāll try to pull āem up because I know that they arenāt very good.
Iām going to try and write one letter every day to somebody or other at least. Some time along now, pretty soon, there will be what is called a ālong weekendā and if one wants to, one may come home for it. May I? Iāll write as soon as I find out when it is.
If one gets on the Deanās list one may get an extra weekend home and so Iām going to try and get on it.
I think Iāll start a diary. It would be terribly useful only I wouldnāt know what to put in it. And then Iād put off writing something down that night and put it off till evening, the next morning, and so on.
I would like to buy a big banjo and play in the very little jazz band up here that has just been started. I have been practicing on one of the mastersā banjos but itās awful awkward to keep borrowing it. Itās not half so hard to play one as I thought and Iāve already learned about ten chords the last week and can read āB# dim.ā and play something that sounds okay and is technically correct. Iām having lots of fun. The music teacher said that he would go into Hartford with me and help me choose one from a pawn shop and I could use my allowance money to get it if it wasnāt over nine dollars or so. Will you let me get one? Please.
Your loving son,
Peter
āIād Like to Buy a Good Banjo,ā 1933
Letter to Constance De Clyver ...