CHAPTER 1
NUDES ON HORSEBACK
I awoke on a chilly winterās morning, burrowing further under the blankets, summoning the courage to make a dash from the warm bed to the shower, when the phone rang.
āDesmond? Neil Hawkes here.ā The chief of the London bureau of the Melbourne Herald, my old paper in Australia; a pedantic man, as always, taking his time to explain himself while Iām freezing in my pyjamas by my desk. I silently urge him to get to the point.
He had been working through the night, he said, and there had come on the teleprinter an odd message from one of the Herald groupās stable, the Australasian Post. A request he obviously felt was probably a time-waster, but grudgingly he would pay me to check it out anyway. āIām not enthusiastic about the end result.ā (Yes, yes. Get on with it!)
I knew, as he did, that the Post was a notorious ātits and bumsā magazine devoted to sex, Australiana, oddball stories and sport. It tended to run pictures of outback toilets and dogs with two heads. By no stretch of the imagination had it ever touched on matters intellectual; and to my knowledge had rarely shown an interest in what was going on anywhere outside Australia.
That was why the London man was so puzzled, he ruminated. The Postās editor desired an interview with the celebrated artist, Dame Laura Knight, the only living female Royal Academician. āHeās said something in the cable about Dame Laura painting nudes on horseback. Heāll want pictures.ā The penny dropped! Nudes and horses. Together! I said Iād go and see the old lady. It helped pay the rent. I dashed off to the shower. Working at the time for a lowly wage on the Daily Mail, I knew I had to grasp at freelance crumbs in a thin week.
Dame Laura lived alone in St Johnās Wood, and when I phoned, she charmingly invited me to ātake teaā with her at three oāclock the next afternoon. I took a tube train to the nearest station and walked along a beautiful terrace of houses and rang the doorbell. She came to the door: a small, greying woman in her late seventies. Greeting me with a firm handshake, she led the way upstairs to her huge, airy studio. Cuttings in the Mail newspaper library had said she was a painter of world rank, and that made my task more embarrassing. How was I going to ask her about naked ladies riding horses? And then arrange to have the paintings photographed for the salacious readers of the Post?
A Royal Doulton tea service sat ready on a tray with a plate of tiny cucumber sandwiches. āBut before we sit down, let me show you my studio,ā Dame Laura said. She led me on a tour of her paintings of ballet dancers, clowns and, I noticed, circus horses. The old lady must have been stunningly attractive when she was young. She wore her hair in a plait that was wound round her head; her eyes twinkling with merriment, raising her hands in girlish joy when she laughed. In the middle of the barn-like room, gazing at a sketch of one of her ballerinas I took the plunge.
āDame Laura, I hope you wonāt be offended by this, but I have been asked if you would show me your paintings of ⦠er ⦠naked girls on horseback.ā
She looked puzzled for a brief second, then she laughed. āOh my boy! I am sorry to disappoint you. I paint nudes as you see and all my life I have been fascinated by circuses and have painted circus people and their horses. But never together. Have I disappointed you?ā
I assured her, red-faced, that she had not. Only some prurient fellow back in Melbourne might be frustrated. We settled down to enjoy our China tea. From my place on the sofa I glanced across the studio and tried to remember where Iād seen the large painting that dominated the room. Then the penny descended in the foggy brain for the second time. It was the courtroom dock scene at the Nuremberg Trials; the line-up of the notorious accused: Hess, Goering, Von Ribbentrop, Speer. Dame Lauraās eyes were twinkling again. āYou recognise it?ā I assured her, yes of course I did. She was the official war artist at Nuremberg. This was one of the worldās most famous paintings. āThat was my working painting,ā she explained. āThe original is in the Imperial War Museum.ā Nudes on horseback. I felt ill.
I explained, on the second cup of tea, that I was interested in German history. As a small boy, with a German name, I had been the butt of taunts and bashings at my country school. āNazi! Nazi!ā Iād never forgotten the shame. We walked across to the painting. āLook at poor Goering,ā she said. āHe had a terrible cold while I was painting him.ā Then, as we returned to the sofa, she said: āYou must forget about interviewing me. There is a great friend of mine who was at Nuremberg, and was ever so much more important. When he comes to London he takes tea with me and sits where you are sitting now. Colonel Burton Andrus was the Commandant of Nuremberg prison, the building next to the court where the trials were going on. His job was to keep those terrible men in their cells; to prevent people getting them out; or even murdering them; and that was a real possibility. He has never told anybody his story. Why donāt you let me put you in touch with him?ā
She always had her ānapā at four oāclock. Why didnāt I wait in the studio for her, and in the meantime, read the air-letters she had written from the courtroom to her husband Harold, in London? They would probably give me an idea of what the Nuremberg Trials were like. She went downstairs and returned with a bundle of the blue letters in a box. āThere,ā she said. āThat will help you understand.ā
I had in my hands a pile of letters that were a daily diary. They described in vivid, intimate detail what she had observed from her tiny observation box high up on one of the courtroom walls. And indeed, there at the top of one letter was her pen-picture of Goering: āHe fidgets, sniffles, wipes his nose constantly. He looks miserable,ā she had told Harold. On the left-hand corner of the page there was a thumb-nail sketch of the fat, hated man, nose dripping.
By the time she came back I had made up my mind: I would contact Colonel Andrus in Tacoma, Washington, and ask him if I might discuss my writing about his Nuremberg life. The security of the Daily Mail had to be put to one side. Sure, the outlay of time and money would be considerable; but if he was prepared to talk for the first time about what went on in Nuremberg prison, it would be a literary scoop. The old boy sounded a character, but a formidable one. I wondered if heād break his silence after all these years, and why he hadnāt by now?
I went back to my one-room bachelor flat at Cadogan Gardens, London, and wrote to Col. Andrus. It was 11 July 1965:
Weeks went by and then came a two-paragraph note from Andrus. āMaybeā, he said. āOne day, maybe.ā For months after my visit to Dame Laura Knight, our sporadic, mostly one-sided correspondence seemed to be destined to go nowhere. It was only when I pointed out in a final letter that he was 75 and āhistory might dieā with him, that I had his phone call.
3 a.m. āMr.Zwar? Andrus here. When ya cominā over?ā
āColonel! I can leave tomorrow.ā
āFine. Let me know what time youāre gettinā into Tacoma.ā
Heās agreed! Iād made this accidental connection with this man surely with history in his grizzled head. He had held in custody twenty-four of the worldās most evil men ā Streicher, Goering, Sauckel, Funk et al., while they were being tried in Nuremberg Court, next door to his prison. I was to meet him. And only because a sex-starved Australian magazine wanted pictures of naked ladies riding horses!
Airlines operating between Britain and the US were on strike. I met Burton C. Andrus, the ex-Commandant of Nuremberg prison, after a flight to Amsterdam, another across the Atlantic to Canada, and a bus ride to Tacoma, Washington State. A stern, crew-cut, greying man with a fierce expression on a leathery face, Andrus exuded no-nonsense army. He picked me up at Tacoma bus station at the end of my long hoursā travelling, and I felt exhausted. When we got into his car the colonel said heād booked me into the visiting professorial quarters at the nearby University of Puget Sound, where he taught geography. (āThank God! I can sleep!ā)
āBut in the meantime, Iāve arranged dinner at my club.ā I sighed inwardly. Bed would have been perfect.
I sat down at the Elks Club dining table, bleary-eyed from the long trip, and tentatively broached the subject of diaries. I hoped, I said, heād still have the notes and diary records he had kept at Nuremberg. He stopped eating his steak: āHell no. I never kept diaries.ā My stomach sank. How, then, would he remember what actually went on? There had been nothing in my London newspaper archives about the prison itself; there were cabinets full of cuttings about the trial and a whole row of books that had been written about the proceedings and the fate of the accused Nazis. But the news blackout on his prison, adjacent to where the trial was taking place, and what went on in the cells that incarcerated the Nazi leaders, had been coldly efficient. āYeah. I operated a tight ship,ā agreed the nuggety Andrus. āI tried to make sure nothinā got out.ā Obviously nothing had.
That was why I was there, I said. I wanted ā through him ā to tell the world what it was like incarcerating Hitlerās most notorious colleagues.
What sources were available for my research? Didnāt he have files? Instructions? Letters? I had a sinking feeling that the whole project was turning into a dead end.
He grinned at me as he finished his chocolate dessert. āWell, thereās a whole lot of stuff up in my loft in tin trunks at home. But you wouldnāt want to go up there in the dust. You told me in one of your letters you get hay fever.ā
It was hard to know when Colonel Andrus was serious or joking. He had an immobile face and one eye that just stared at you, the other hardly moving, leaving you to make up your own mind. I said if it was okay with him, I would go up into the attic the next morning and look at the āstuffā. And risk the hay fever.
Next day I went to his home and climbed the ladder. Lying against one side of the loft were three dusty trunks he had brought back from Nuremberg in 1946. I carefully opened each one and pulled out orderly files of documents, letters and stapled reports. As I opened them I saw Classified, Top Secret, and Eyes Only across the majority of the folders. The colonel had kept letters from Goering asking why he wasnāt allowed a batman in his cell; even suicide notes. There were invitations from the judges to cocktail parties, Andrusā pencilled record of the actual times of the hangings. It seemed that in eighteen months as Commandant he had thrown nothing away.
Amongst evidence gathered for the tribunal was an ancient letter Hess had written on 16 July 1924, from Landsberg prison, where he and Hitler had been jailed for the failed Munich āBeer Hallā coup the year before. Hess, acting as Hitlerās secretary and already helping him to write Mein Kampf, was telling a colleague ā Heim ā that at the time Hitler was refusing to have anything more to do with āoutside mattersā like the fighting within the Party.
I spent the next hours sneezing from the dust of twenty years and reading the documentsā contents onto a tape-recorder. As we both needed to lose weight, Col. Andrus and I had arranged to swim daily in the university pool and lunch frugally on liquid Chocolate Metrecal, which was supposed to replace food. (Iād spoil it all in the evening at the commissary where Iād pile my plate with flapjacks, ice-cream and marshmallows.)
I spent two more days in the loft feeling I was inside Nuremberg prison; I could almost hear the clanging of steel cell doors and smell the disinfectant. But there was a huge obstacle to using the material Andrus had filed. The printed pages and scrawled notes I was opening in the trunks were historical dynamite. But the most sensational were ominously stamped in stencil: CLASSIFIED. NOT TO BE RELEASED. EYES ONLY. The colonel and I were, if we used material from these files for our book, surely breaking a most sobering law which could land both of us in serious trouble. At any time he was obviously going to say to me, āIām sorry. I should have told you. We canāt access any of this stuff.ā An...