PART I
Philosophical and Theological Thought
CHAPTER ONE
A THOUGHTFUL LIFE
When I first encountered Simone Weil some forty-plus years ago, the public and scholarly recognition and reception of her was very different than it is now. For one thing, there was not a lot of secondary literature on her. What there was chiefly centered on her extraordinary life. People knew of her year of working in a factory, her participation in workersâ and social causes, and also her death. Some thought it heroic; others saw it as madness. Everybody had an opinion about whether she was a saint, or a seriously disturbed young woman, or a Manichaean, or a terrible example for feminists, or a self-hating Jew. There wasnât really a lot that looked deeply at her thought, though. What there was tended to look for confirmation of already held suspicions, positive and negative, about her life. She would have been disturbed by this. She herself wrote that she hoped that people would not ignore her thought because of the inadequate vessel in which it was carried.
At the time I largely concurred. Work needed to be done on what she thought. It was profound and coherent. The life of a philosopher shouldnât overshadow her thought as was happening with her. So, with respect to her thinking, I more or less held to Heideggerâs oft-quoted lack of interest in philosophical biographies. Notably, he opened a lecture series on Aristotle with this as the sum total of Aristotleâs biography: âHe was born at such and such a time, he worked, and he died.â I am of a somewhat different mind now. Why I am certainly has something to do with being suspicious about Heideggerâs biography, even though I think it is a mistake to see it as nothing but a full and direct reflection of his colossal self-absorption or his acceptance of National Socialism. You can find both in what he wrote, but that isnât the biggest problem that has bothered me about him. What concerns me is how his failure to be interested in biographyâor character and moral responsibility, to be more preciseâsays something about what and how he thought philosophically and hence how he lived. It is in such a way that I think it is worth looking once again at Weilâs thought and its connection with life and saying something about that connection in the beginning of a book on her thought. She may have not wanted to have people look at her life instead of her thought, but her thought had a lot to do with thinking about value and character. Even if she felt herself inadequate, in a phrase borrowed from American philosopher Stanley Cavell, she saw a need to write better than she was. It is worth asking what kind of thinker is like this and what she has to offer.
There are situational reasons for asking this now, too. Intellectual work on Weilâs thought has progressed. Since her death in 1943, she has remained a constant fixture in the constellation of eminent twentieth-century thinkers. No chair in any university is dedicated to her (perhaps to her credit), yet she is regularly cited, usually favorably and with admiration, within scholarly and intellectual circles. She is admired by thinkers of depth. Over many years, her ideas have provoked the sort of thinking that she thought needs to be provoked. For younger thinkers, there are not now many like her to look to. But at the same time, I sometimes wonder if her thought has somehow become disembodied along the way. This is a reversal of early scholarly writing on her. If this has happened, I want to suggest that it has happened in a couple of ways. One, there may be a certain failure to be struck with her life, or to understand it at the same time that one is using her thought. People such as Weil have become increasingly rare, and dealing with them has become more and more baffling. Perhaps more to the point are her often absolute claims and her willingness to stake her life on them. Claims of this sort strike many people in a postmodern, post-truth world as being just too much. You canât talk that way, we are told. But if her way of talking is at all close to her way of thinking, then I suspect that anybody who says that you canât talk this way just doesnât get it. It is easier to set those absolute pronouncements to the side and round the edges off. Second, there is also a certain failure, probably due to the worship of the same idols of the contemporary theater, to take her thought on in a way that lets oneself as a reader really be challenged by it. I cite here a tendency of many scholars in commenting on Weil to take her thought on very thinly. For example, a lot of the references made to her or work done on her have discussed her almost entirely through the contextless snippets that her friend Gustave Thibon, not Weil herself, assembled in Gravity and Grace. There is not a lot of textual work on her essays, much less her extensive notebooks. The essays and notebooks show her in the course of her thinking; Gravity and Grace does not. Her essays are more than striking, but manipulable, bons mots. They are not oracles. There is also a tendency to take the edges off what she said and make her sound like us. Concepts that are central to her thought are dulled. âAttentionâ becomes simply ânoticing,â which she says it is not. âAfflictionâ becomes simply âsuffering,â albeit intense suffering, which she says it is not. So, this sort of approach is not only piecemeal in failing to hold Weil responsible for her thought as a whole; it also betokens our failure for knowing her well. She gets treated like an icon. She could be wildly paradoxical, but if we want to understand her and use her, we need to find out if she was responsible. Perhaps nobody is interested in that because no one is particularly interested in being held responsible for oneâs own thought, or for depth, wishing only to appear deep. That also is a feature of a postmodern world in which there are no longer souls and in which, therefore, there can be neither tragedy nor inner greatness.
So, what exactly does it mean to talk about her life as a thoughtful life? In the end, that is how she needs to be understood and judged. If by that one means a careful and prudent life, one lived out according to a plan, then, clearly, that wasnât her life. It is something else we are after. What we should be interested in here is how she lived her life as a thinker, as a philosopher, and what that might tell us about philosophy and about thinking, and ultimately about how to think about the lives we are living and how to live lives that are thoughtful. To be able to say something about that would be to say where and why she is an important thinker. And it is, I believe, to talk about it as she thought a life ought to be talked about.
No one invents or constructs her life out of whole cloth. One comes into the world with a certain body and is heir to a history. As that being interacts with the world, she becomes aware to herself as a someone of some specific personality and then chooses to interact again with the world. It is a dance, as it were, as Weil was to describe perception in the philosophy course she taught at the girlsâ lycĂ©e in Roanne.
There are certain qualities to anyoneâs person, though, that seem to be more or less consistent throughout life. They are not necessarily the essence of who one is; they can take different forms according to other aspects of oneâs character. However, there do seem to be certain consistent aspects of character that let us recognize someone across many changes. For Weil, two aspects of her character seem most evident, namely, her strong will and her righteous concern for others. The first could express itself negatively in willfulness and stubbornness. It could also express itself far more positively in concentration, self-discipline, perseveranceâwhich is not the same thing as stubbornnessâand loyalty. The latter aspect showed itself in Weilâs concern to share and know the lives of others and in a rare openness and generosity. The two aspects together could do a lot for others; they could also at times lead to a self-destructive asceticism.
There is, of course, a third consistent outstanding factor in Weilâs life: her intellect. When she compared it to her brilliant mathematician brotherâs mind, she was ashamed of its insufficiencies, although when one allows it its own way, it was just as brilliant. But to say that it can be allowed its own way is to acknowledge that intellect can also be an extremely malleable element of character. It can determine how other parts of the self are shaped; it can take very different forms itself, especially over the course of a life.
Intellect was important to Weil. She cared about it; she was taught to care about it. She competed with it, at least inwardly with her brother, but more or less at times with others. She, like her brother, could use it to be bitingly critical. But she was also insightful in far more constructive ways, and she valued intellect as part of a good life. She respected it in others and was contemptuous of those who failed to respect it. She was intellectually generous. Intellect was not just for an elite, and she loved teaching anybody who would listen. She was generous to her students, trying to open up horizons beyond examination preparation; she gave her time to teach workers both formally and informally. Those are ways of thinking in which we are most interested in her as a thinker. They come to shape her will and sense of righteousness, as well. So, in trying to see the way in which she may have led a thoughtful life, we are most interested in how she thought and how thought formed the rest of her life.
Something else was consistent over the course of her adult life, something that she had learned from her teacher, Alain, at the LycĂ©e Henri IV. Alain had always insisted that in order to think well, one had to make contact with the object of oneâs thought. This explains something of her distinctive example, such as taking a year off from teaching in order to work in three factories. Although she had just completed a major work on the causes of liberty and social oppression, she wasnât satisfied. She needed to engage workers and labor itself. Her desire to be part of the action during World War II by being parachuted into occupied France in order to be a frontline nurse surely owes something to this habit of thought.
But, even as we see what is consistent in her life of thought, we also have to realize that there were changes in how she thought. Broadly speaking, there are two periods to her life as a thinker that roughly correspond to the time before and after her religious experiences. In the earlier one, her concern was chiefly with social and political events; in the later, her concerns were far more transcendent as she wrote and thought about religion and questions of value and character, although she by no means gave up her concern with social life. Her unparalleled biographer and friend, Simone PĂ©trement, observes that while she may not yet have been a believer after her religious experiences, âthere had already occurred a certain change in her philosophical ideas.â1 But it is not just the content. It is also how she thought.
To an important extent, in both of these periods Weil did not just think; she thought about thinking, as a philosopher should. But this is not just about thinking in general, about anybodyâs thinking; an important subjective element must be recognized. Wittgenstein once suggested, âAs is frequently the case in architecture, work on philosophy is actually closer to working on oneself. On oneâs own understanding. On the way one sees things. (And of what one demands of them.)â2 In a very similar vein, Weil understood philosophical thinking not just as a tool, which one needs to learn how to use and which needs to be used in order to produce certain desired results. It is also a matter of working on oneself. She herself says as much: âPhilosophyâsearch for wisdomâis a virtue. It is a matter of working on oneself. A transformation of being. (Turning the whole soul). Different than mathematicsâ (OC 6.1, 175).
The difference between the two periods of her life can be seen with respect to the notion of âworking on oneself.â There were two distinct approaches. PĂ©trement describes the difference broadly as a difference between the sort of philosophy Weil had learned from Alain, which she says is âvoluntarist,â i.e., about the will and willing, and a mystical philosophy that involves a certain sort of passivity or receptivity in the inner life. French Weil scholar Pascal David gives some important precision and detail to this.3 David argues that the point of working on oneself is for Weil a matter of being able to give oneself to the truth. She argues that we need to turn around in order to do this, a point she frequently uses Platoâs allegory of the cave to make. She also regularly uses the language of transformation. That is consistent over the two periods of her intellectual life. One needs to ask, then, how does this transformation take place? That is where the two periods diverge.
Initially, she describes this transformation as a matter of dressage, of discipline and training. In a text from 1934, written for herself, she gives a list of temptations to be resisted.
- The temptation of idleness. Flight from real life with its limitations, and from time, the essential limitation. Not to attempt anything that makes one aware that one isnât God. . . .
- The temptation of the inner life (all emotions that are not absorbed immediately by methodical thought and effective action). Put aside all actions that do not attain the object.
- The temptation of domination. . . .
- Temptation of self-sacrifice (subordination to any object whatsoever, not only everything that is subjective but the subject itself; this comes from not being able beforehand to make the separation).
- Temptation of perversity. . . . If you want to be cured, you must first of all be conscious of them. . . . Then subject yourself to merciless control and correction.4 (OC 6.1, 407)5
In the earlier Weil, discipline and training also go hand in hand with a very great concern with the notion of method as a way to approach problems of knowing. Method particularly is a matter of disciplining the folle imagination, the âfoolish imagination,â that distorts what we see and think. This sort of discipline was the concern of her diploma essay, Science et Perception dans Descartes, and it continued on through the first half of the 1930s. In this period, she sees philosophy as a matter of constructing thought according to discipline and a method.
However, by the time of the later notebooks, Weil sees this sort of discipline as being of limited value. As David puts it, what is important to Weil now is no longer a matter of training oneself but rather of letting oneself be trained or shaped. âThe role of the will tends to fade as attention gains.â6 She says as much in a way that sharply defines the issue:
If we place a fault fully recognized as such in actual contact with God himself it is certain that we shall never commit it again; that even if it isnât destroyed in us immediately it is bound to wither away like a plant whose roots have been severed. If we are capable of such an operation, it is certainly much to be preferred to the process of self-training, which laboriously cuts through the stem. (NB 445)
Or, as she describes the matter in the essay âSome Reflections on the Love of God,â we must keep our eyes trained on God. This is a sort of spiritual immobility. The will must not be the source of what we do; it is to be used solely for the performance of obligations that call for an exercise of the will. After that, âthere is one effort to be made, and by far the hardest of all, but it is not in the sphere of action. It is keeping oneâs gaze directed towards Godâ (SWW 81).
So, as Weil comes to see it, work on oneself is no longer a matter of self-formation or self-creation. It is a matter of attention, which is a way of being formed that depends on being revealed to. Philosophy, which she calls exclusively a matter of reflecting on values, thus needs to hold detachment as its chief value (LPW 33). This is not indifference or an artificial equality of all perceptions. It is a matter of being willing to accept reality even when it costs something, including some very dear things.
For Weil, this is not dreaminess or giving into the sort of temptation that she earlier described the inner life as, which is to say, to focus only on oneâs own inner states. It still requires changing oneâs readings of the world from egocentric ones to ones where one feels the world as a direct response to Godâs love. That, she is clear, takes an apprenticeship, and that requires the body.7 It still involves discipline. Above all, it requires attention, which is to say, suspending oneâs own intentions and giving the object of attention a place within oneâs own self. She wanted her mind to be like water, âwhich is indifferent to the objects that fall into it: It does not weigh them; they weigh themselves after a certain time of oscillationâ (WG 85).
This is the sort of thoughtful life Weil led, or at least sought to lead. But before giving a broader assessment of what this kind of thoughtful life means, and what it looks like, one question needs to be answered.
Surely an astute reader must wryly smile when reading the list that Weil wrote in 1934 of temptations to be resisted. For on that list is this: âTemptation of self-sacrifice.â Self-sacrifice seems to be a hallmark of her life, sometimes of a kind that appears perverse. She told Father Perrin that when she thought of Christ on the Cross, she commi...