David H. Rosen
In Jeremy Jensenâs first mandala, there is a square with a circle inside, and the Star of David embraces the central red circle. In addition to the Star of David, there are 8 red circles around the square. There are also several other circles in this drawing. So there are multiple mandalas, since mandala means circle. Itâs noteworthy that there is a sun circle in the top right corner, which is the future quadrant. Note also that this drawing is quite faint in color and form.
The analysand grew up in a community of Mormons, but because of his mother, he was not raised in the faith. I didnât realize there was a connection between Judaism and Mormonism until I attended a Jungian meeting in Salt Lake City and a Mormon Jungian analyst invited us to visit their Temple and have lunch in Brigham Youngâs home. When I noticed a large Star of David at the top of the Temple, I was told that Mormons believe they are one of the lost tribes of Israel. Thus it becomes clear why the Star of David appears in this analysandâs first image, as well as several future images.
Jeremy Jensen
I had been seeing David for just over a year, and in that time I had avoided his promptings to create art as part of the therapeutic process. A major factor in this avoidance was self-doubt, that voice of self-doubt would say, âyou canât create something meaningful. Whatever you do, it will be crap.â I needed to remind myself that things grow from crap, or it could be also known as the âprima materia.â Once I set self-judgement aside, the images started to come forth.
The most salient features of this mandala to me are the green Star of David in the center, and the eight points around it making a 16 petaled Rose. I did not think of this until I began writing, but the Star of David and the Rose, are similar enough to David Rosenâs name. Maybe an unconscious symbolic pun? Maybe some sort of feeling of identification with David, the analyst and healer? I am not sure. However, at the face of it, I personally think the Star of David seems to be balanced and positive; it feels like a beneficent starting point. The triangle pointing upwards to the sky and spirit, and the triangle pointing downwards to the Earth and soul.
Rosen
Itâs readily apparent in his second mandala that this individual is already centering himself. The difference between this and his first image is striking, as this one already has far bolder and darker colors, and braver, more defined shapes than the first. To begin here, green is the color of growth, and it is thus noteworthy that he begins his journey open to development, like a strong, green tree. He identifies with the tree, which Jung describes in his writings as a symbol of the Self. The numerology of six appears in this drawing with the dots along the edge of the circle. First, this relates to early trauma, perhaps around the age of six, and itâs also likely that family figures are represented by the dots. Age six is also an important year because if the individual feels inherently good about him or herself at that time, they can more easily actualize their potential. This matches with the analysandâs history, as he was was identified as gifted in the educational system. In addition, a circle represents not only wholeness but also the feminine. This is interesting since, in numerology, even numbers, and particularly the number six, represent feminine energies like caring, loving, and healing. This is why six is also called the âmotherhood number.â So here we have a big circle which is feminine, and six small circles that are feminine. Below the tree lies an infinity sign, which signifies wholeness and finding oneself. Interestingly, there are two triangles outside the central circle. Triangles are considered masculine because they have three sides, and odd numbers are masculine. The triangles are also located outside the feminine circle, as those two energies have not been integrated.
Jensen
As I was suffering from bouts of insomnia, David advised that when I couldnât sleep, I should try making a mandala. So, this mandala occurred at 4:00 in the morning after I had been up for some time with acute anxiety. I was unprepared with materials, and I made this with a used scrap of paper from my graduate program. The only drawing implement I could find was my 5-year-old sonâs green Crayola marker. As I sat in front of the paper, an evergreen tree came clearly to my mindâs eye. My immediate association with the tree were the many pine trees in Oregon. I also thought of âever greenâ as meaning continually alive, immortal. Though, I also associate green with jealousy, money, or inexperience. Green may mean health in plants, thought a green complexion in a person may mean sickliness. Overall at the time, the evergreen tree felt strong, sturdy and positive.
After I had put the tree down on the page, it felt as though the image drew itself. I felt right to have the tree encircled by six points (which could be connected into another Star of David), and below an infinity symbol (which is the first instance of a repeating theme through the series of mandalas). I was struck by at the time was mysterious scribbled columns to either side of the circle, which appeared to me to have eyes at the base of each. Two columns or trees also become a repeating pattern through this series of mandalas. It also felt appropriate to place two upwards pointing triangles at the 4 and 6 oâclock points on the circle (active principles, connecting to spirit). After I finished the mandala, I felt a sense of relief from my anxiety and was able to go to sleep.
Rosen
You can see how this third mandala is more balanced, which reflects the patientâs immediate therapeutic progress. This mandala represents wholeness and his overcoming emotional difficulties. In the center is an ouroboros, which is an ancient symbol of a snake eating its own tail. It signifies infinity and wholeness (which is again highlighted in the bottom of the mandala), as well as death and rebirth. The five orange circles, mirrored by the five serpents, relates to trauma around age five, which clearly is being faced. The orange trees in the green forest perhaps indicate balancing both family and education.
At this time, he had a dream of three animalsâa big buck, a bobcat, and a wolf. All three were white in color with gold highlights and were larger than they would be in real life. The bobcat attacked his right side, just above the liver, which is significant because of a later dream in which he has a liver transplant. He was able to take them on with a knife and prevent his own death. Concurrently, he was doing well in his studies, but doubted that he would be able to graduate. However, it seemed to me that he was right on track to finish his degree, which I emphasized. The blue square symbolizes his masculine identity and feeling more secure as a father and husband, and that he could achieve his dream.
Jensen
The first image that came forth in this mandala was the Ouroboros, the snake eating its own tail, as it encapsulates the center of the image, which is dotted with a purple background. This seemed to me like a starry sky, or the cosmos....