Faith that is put into practice is a living faith. The life of discipleship begins in the mind and heart of the leader, and then becomes the foundation upon which ministry is built. In this chapter, I will identify and demonstrate the practices of discipleship. This is not a complete explication of the many ways they can be practiced. Rather, I invite the reader into the inner journey of the soul. This is the invitation of Godâs grace in Jesus Christ. This is also the âinside-outâ leadership that will stand the test of time.
I hope the reader will see this chapter as an invitation to the circle of faith formation instead of a list to be checked off. In my experience, there are times when one practice is stronger than another; one expression of faith more easily accessed than another. The invitation is to spiritual growth and depth. Facing the present challenges requires an inner strength and focus that is best nurtured in private practice and within the community of the local congregation.
Imperfect Faith
The wonderful thing about faith is that it is imperfect.
A father brought his son to be healed of a demon that would seize the boy and throw him into a fit. At times the boy would be thrown into the fire. Jesus, up on the Mount of Transfiguration, came down to find his disciples arguing since no one could free the child. The boyâs father approached Jesus and explained the situation, saying that the demon had tormented the boy since childhood. âIt has often cast him into the fire and into the water, to destroy him; but if you are able to do anything, have pity on us and help us.â Jesus said to him, âIf you are able!âAll things can be done for the one who believes.â The father cried out, âI believe; help my unbelief.â And Mark records that Jesus cast the demon out and healed the child (Mark 9:14-29).
There are few events in the life of Jesus of Nazareth that express the dynamic of faith like this one. The father, desperate to save his boy, has brought him to Jesusâ disciples in the hopeâthe faith!âthat his child could be made well. The disciples were in over their heads. Jesus challenges the father to trust in God. The father, at his witâs end, expresses the cry of so many of us: âHow much more faith must I have? Help me, O Lord, to have that much faith.â
Pastors are no longer called to be the public ideal of faith. Instead, the twenty-first-century church leader is called to stand authentically beside the people of God as they struggle with faith. The distance between the ideal and the real is no longer acceptableâif it ever was! People of the church need to know that their pastor believes in God as revealed in Jesus Christ. They also need to know that he or she understands the imperfection of faith. The truth is that we do not believe as we should. We all believe as we are able. And the gospel is that God, in Jesus Christ, meets us thereâjust as the Savior met that father so long ago. This fundamental grace of God is the source of the pastorâs continued serviceâwhether preaching or teaching; serving communion or saying the prayers of commendation for the dying; baptizing a child in the bloom of new life or officiating at the memorial service. Pastors, like that father, lean on grace: the accepting, loving presence of the Savior Jesus.
Personal Practices of Faith
When pastors accept that imperfection is the nature of faith, then we can begin to grow in our confidence with God and before the people of God. Our ministry is no longer based solely upon our abilities but is founded on the God who works through imperfect people to accomplish the perfect work of faith. Faith is Godâs work, not ours. At best, we can point toward it. That is our task, to point and say, âSee here . . . or there? That is the living power of Godâs love for imperfect people. And I am first among them.â
We cannot give what we do not have. None of us has a perfect faith. Faith begins with our imperfection, and then the Holy Spirit meets us in the perfect love of God. We, at best, give imperfect witness to Godâs perfect willâeven when we do not understand it. Then we call others to seek and find this God-man Jesus. The pastorâs practices of faith both ground and strengthen this calling. We dare to trust that in our imperfect words and deeds the perfect love of God can become present to others through the work of the Holy Spirit.
Years ago, I formed an acrostic to guide my personal practices of faith and to equip others for their journey into discipleship: POWER SURGE. The vowels drop off, leaving the first letters of the practices described below: PWRSRG. Over the past few years, this acrostic has proven helpful to many congregations, pastors, and lay leaders. For a more in-depth treatment, see my book Power Surge: Six Marks of Discipleship for a Changing Church.
Pray Daily
Prayer is the beginning of our task. These are not the prayers we pray in our official capacity. Instead, these are our own private and personal prayers. Sometimes they take the form of the historic church and are formal. In these instances, it is as if the believers of long past express the longings of our souls. In the twists and turns of ministry, I have found historic prayer to have a depth of meaning unmatched by my paltry pleadings with God.
O God, you have called your servants to ventures of which we cannot see the ending, by paths as yet untrodden, through perils unknown. Give us faith to go out with good courage, not knowing where we go, but only that your hand is leading us and your love supporting us; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. (ELW, pg. 304)
When I pray this prayer, I am reminded that I cannot control tomorrow. I do not know what challenges and joys will meet me because I will follow paths unknown to me. But I can trust the God of my journey. There are prayers in our traditional worship services that seem dry as dust, relics of our liturgical past. But there are other formal prayers that seem to embody the faith and point to our Lord Jesus in ways that defy language. These are the prayers of worship that are the heart-felt prayers of the worship leader.
Then there are the deeply personal prayers of the pastor that will never be heard by anyone other than our God. These embody our struggles of faith; they give expression to the groans of our hearts in the face of tragedy; they storm the gates of heaven on behalf of a critical need in the life of the pastor or another. They can be as silent as the dusk or as loud as a widowâs wail. Like the prayer of the father in Markâs Gospel, they are always at the intersection of a faith that dares to believe and circumstances that assert the absence of Godânot just our God, but any god at all.
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When Jennifer could not stand in worship for the opening hymn, she quietly sat down. As our worship continued, she became aware of her growing weakness and dizziness. Then, when communion was being served, she realized she could not go forward. Thatâs when her daughter called 911. As the final hymn was being sung, the EMTs arrived. During the final verse, they put Jennifer on the gurney and exited the worship space.
Over the next few days, one of our lay ministers remained with Jennifer and her family members. I, as pastor on call, visited with her in support. Then, as I arrived at about 3:30 one afternoon, a closed door to Jenniferâs hospital room stopped me. Two hospital technicians explained that the doctor was in the room, had been for quite awhile, and would surely soon be out. When her physician came out of her room, he closed the door. âIâm her pastor,â I said. âCan I go in?â âPlease do,â he responded, and opened the door.
I entered a scene of shock. She had just heard that what had appeared to be a simple problem with blood pressure was in fact a cancerous tumor putting pressure on her aortal artery and kidneys. After a lengthy time of listening and caring, I prayed and left.
All the way back to the church, I kept picturing Jennifer kindly serving at church, watering the plants, stuffing the bulletins, hosting events. How could this happen to such a wonderful person? I asked. And I pictured the Savior gently telling the woman with a twelve-year hemorrhage that she would be well. In the face of daunting news, with no prognosis available, I dared to claim such a healing for her. Then, realizing that prayer is not control over God but access to Godâs love, I simply entrusted her into his care. âI believe; help my unbelief.â
These ongoing conversations with God often constitute the lifeblood of faith for the pastoral leader. The nearness of our holy God brings with it the trust that this God is the one who loves us and, like a loving parent, wants to hear our heartfelt desiresânot just what we think we ought to pray for. And if we can have such an active relationship with God, then we know that others can as well. We speak of what we know: the Lord Jesus Christ meets us where we are, not where we ought to be. Real faith is imperfect.
The various prayers of the pastor will, sooner or later, become the deeds of faith. To pray is to eventually do. An example of this came one year when we celebrated Christmas in October. Our congregation had been walking through the compact Bible entitled The Story, and we transitioned from the Old Testament to the birth of the Messiah in the fall. As we reflected on the Saviorâs birth, I challenged us all to not only receive the gift of the Babe of Bethlehem but to become the gift of Godâs love in the world through surprising acts of kindness.
Soon after, I turned into the drive-through at my favorite Starbucks, inadvertently cutting off another vehicle I hadnât seen coming. As I ordered, I thought of the sermonâas well as the womanâs surprised and unhappy face as I cut her offâand prayed that I might surprise her with grace, if not a concrete apology. So I paid the barista for her order.
Prayer can sometimes take concrete formâlike buying coffee for a stranger. I wanted to âbe the giftâ and, at the same time, apologize. I do not know whether these goals were accomplished, but whether my prayer would be turned into action was within my power to determine.
As another example, sometimes when I am out for a jog, Iâll think of someone I know who cannot runâand I turn my run into a prayer. âLord Jesus,â I will pray, âlet every step I take be a prayer for somebody that they may be blessed and know the healing power of your love.â Sound silly? No more so than the habit of using prayer beads for praying. And the benefit to me is the awareness of the presence of God and the desire to extend it to someone else.
Worship Weekly
Actions become prayers when we consciously offer them to Godâwhich is, of course, the basis for Christian worship. âLiturgyâ comes from two Greek words: laos, meaning people, and ergon, meaning work. So liturgy is âthe work of the people.â Yet for most of us as pastors (as well as some of our key lay leaders), it is our work. We take responsibility to see that the preparations are done well, that the participants all know their role and are capable of them, that the music will work with the theme of the message or liturgical day, and that we have done our work. Then we shepherd the service. The problem is that our work frequently excludes the possibility that we might actually worship!
Christian leadership is doing the right thing at the right time. This is no truer than in worship. That means there are times when we will have to exercise a hands-on approach to leading worship. We are all too familiar with the soloist who didnât sufficiently rehearse or the childrenâs program that disintegrates in front of us. The pastor will need to interveneâif possible!âor, at the least, learn from such experiences how to better ensure that they will not happen again. And there have been times when pastors will need to interrupt for the sake of the worshipers.
Iâll never forget watching a volunteer consistently undermine the flow of our worship by changing our worship slides late. At St. Mark we have a lovely sanctuary in which a large screen is placed above and behind the altar. This allows our worshipers to see the words of our prayers as well as our contemporary hymns. But this Sunday, our volunteer would wait for the last word of any given slide to be said before changing to the next one. This meant a delay as we continuedâagain and again.
Between the services, I went upstairs to our media center and asked the volunteer to please move to the next slide while we said the second to the last word on the slide before us. It workedâuntil Monday morning, when I received a very angry phone call telling me that I had ruined the experience of that volunteer. In retrospect, perhaps I could have used gentler languageâfrankly, I couldnât remember exactly what I had said. On the other hand, the experience of the worship for the next two services improved significantly.
Doing the right thing at the right time may require intervention. On the other hand, sometimes it means letting go and worshiping. I have come to believe that the first and best thing worship leaders can do is to enter into worship themselves. What we do is so often what we can give. When we are able to worship, we can authentically invite others into worship. Whenever possible, I will pray before our worship services: âLord Jesus, help us do the very best we can so that we can get out of your way to do what only you can do.â Worship may be the work of the people, but it is only possible by the presence and touch of the Holy Spirit. The discipline of worship leadership also includes the inner focus of worship for the leader.
There are those moments when I am lifted out of my concerns and vigilance in worship. As mentioned earlier, I do not choose the hymns or contemporary songs of praise for our worship. Instead, I trust our worship leaders to make those decisions. We all are committed to working together so that the single focal point of our worship services is upheld in word and song. As a result, I often find myself surprised by what has been selected. Whether it is a traditional hymn or a contemporary song of praise, my surprise will delight me, drive me inward and I will lose myself in worship. When that happens, everything changes about the service for me. Now I know it has moved from being our work to becoming the work of the Holy Spirit.
I believe worship leaders long for such moments. I have never met a pastor who became a pastor without experiencing them. Yet I have heard many pastors lament that they cannot worship on Sunday with the people they are serving. This is both tragic and unnecessary. Let the pastor do her work, equip those who are serving in worship to do theirs, and then relax and trust the working of the Holy Spirit. Let worship surprise us with Godâs grace! Look and plan for those moments of delight or the humbling of the soul. Leading worship means worshipingânot just working.
This is why I attend church while Iâm on vacation. I believe that God has created humankind for worship; that is, with a space deeply within each of us that can only be touched and satisfied by our worshiping. And when I worship, I try to come with an open mind and spirit. Most of the time, I am able to hear the word spoken, prayed, and sung in such a way that my soul is fed. When I canât keep an open mind and spirit, on that rare occasion that the pastor struggles with his message, I pray for the minister and the congregation. And I look for those elements in the service that can touch me with Godâs grace.
A number of years ago, I attended a service where the pastor was doing a fine job of preaching. The topic and presentation were interesting and engaging. Then she said something that I just couldnât agree with. I found myself arguing with her in my mind. After worship, my wife asked what I thought of the sermon and, after complimenting the pastor on her topic and presentation, I shared with my wife that I just couldnât agree with a statement she had made. My wife laughed and said she knew that would get me. Then she told me some of the other things that pastor had gone on to say that my wife found to be delightfulâa real blessing. Thatâs when I realized I hadnât heard anything after that one sentenceâI had become derailed and hadnât heard much of anything after that.
I was embarrassed, and I felt cheated. Thatâs when I decided Iâd try to set aside those things that I disagreed with in a colleagueâs sermon in order to hear her out. I keep working at it so that I can worshipâwhich, of course, is the point.
Read the Bible Daily
When I announced at St. Mark that I wanted to put Bibles in the racks of our pews and chairs so that anyone who wanted a new Bible could take one, I was pleasantly surprised by the response. When I said that we didnât have the money in the budget so I was looking for generous gifts to cover the cost, I was even more surprised by the generous response. We have used these Bibles in our worship and have given so many away that we have had to repl...