(Lights up on a college party. Princeton. Two students, freshmen ā Amber and Tom ā are outside on the quad. A first date. Sort of. Theyāre drinking. A lot.)
AMBER
So I was reading tonight in our psych book about the pratfall effect, and itās actually really interesting: itās about how a personās attractiveness increases or decreases after he or she makes a mistake. So a highly-competent person, like, say, a celebrity, would be more likable after committing a blunder, while the opposite would be true if ā
TOM
God, do you ever stop talking?
AMBER
What?
TOM
(With a small smile.)
Just stop talking.
AMBER
Okay.
TOM
Iām gonna kiss you now.
AMBER
Oh.
Okay.
(They do. Amberās not sure what to do with her hand so it hovers awkwardly over Tomās shoulder, not touching it.)
AMBER
Letās play a game. Letās play Two Truths and a Lie.
TOM
(Emphatic.)
No.
AMBER
Come on.
TOM
Okay. I have two truths for youā¦ I hate games and I hate that game.
AMBER
But youāll play it.
TOM
And why would I do that?
AMBER
If you wanna sleep with me tonight, for one thing.
TOM
(Without missing a beat.)
Okay, who goes first?
(A sharp shift in tone. Amber and Tom abruptly turn to face the audience.)
AMBER
So.
TOM
(To the audience.)
In some ways Iāve been on trial my entire life.
AMBER
It wasnāt an actual trial. It was a hearing but it felt like a trial. We sat across from each other. At these long wooden tables. I felt like I was a character in The Crucible. Maybe because our ātrialā was in a classroom where Iād happened to read The Crucible earlier that semester.
TOM
We sat across from each other.
AMBER
The room was very cold. I had to wear two layers. The cardigan I carry with me because I am always cold but also my jacket. Inside.
TOM
I couldnāt believe how cold this girl got. Sheād have goose bumps like sitting outside on a 75 degree day.
(An abrupt shift back to each other, and into a continuation of the original scene.)
AMBER
Okay my first truth is: I thought Iād fall in love on my first day of college.
TOM
(Thatās weird.)
First day?
AMBER
(She speaks very fast.)
Well, my parents did. My dad was my momās professor in a class called History of the American South and she liked his accent and in a sort of twisted way that he was old enough to be her father and I guess he liked being able to lord it over her and probably her looks ā my mom was very attractive back then ā because then they were together.
TOM
That was allowed back then?
AMBER
You donāt even know if anything I just said was true.
TOM
Okay. Fair point.
AMBER
Second one: I have never excelled at any sport.
TOM
But youāre on the squash team.
AMBER
Third one: I have no feelings for you whatsoever.
(Tom stares at her.)
So now you guess.
TOM
No, I know. Iām thinking.
AMBER
Lay out your thought process.
TOM
Well, Iām an arrogant bastard so I think you do like meā¦ And that shit about your parents is either too detailed to be a lie or so detailed itās the obvious lie.
AMBER
Hm. Interesting.
TOM
Youāre on a team here so I think youāve excelled at sports. And Iām way confident youāre into me ā
AMBER
So youāve said.
TOM
So Iāll go with the lie is about your parents.
AMBER
The lie was not about my parents.
TOM
Then youāre no good at sports.
AMBER
Iām no good at sports.
TOM
How the hell did you get on the squash team?
AMBER
Anyone can get on the squash team.
TOM
Is that right.
AMBER
I mean, you donāt have to be great. You can be good. Or just okay. Itās a great way to help you get into college.
Just like being black.
TOM
(Incredulous and amused.)
Um. You know you canāt say that. Right?
AMBER
But itās not a micro-aggression or anything.
TOM
āCause itās like a macro-aggression.
AMBER
(Unapologetic, matter-of-fact.)
Come on. Everyone has things that help them get in. Iām not saying either of us is remotely unqualified to be here.
TOM
(In disbelief.)
Wow. Okay.
AMBER
No, Iām sure youāre super smart. You had to beat out a shit ton of other black kids to get in. I just had to beat out some other mediocre squash players.
TOM
You think my only competition was other black kids?
AMBER
Mainly, yeah. We all fill some stupid niche, which reduces us to something much less than what we are, but thatās the way it goes. Has it been very hard for you, being black?
TOM
(Laughing.)
God, you really are, likeā¦a piece of work.
AMBER
But has it?
(Another sharp turn out to the audience.)
AMBER
See it became, almost immediately, āthe matter of Anthony dash Cohenā.
(Bashfully.)
Which I couldnāt help thinking looked like what our last name would be if we got marriedā¦
TOM
I get an email from the Office of the Vice Provost of Institutional Equity and Diversity. Itās from some dude named Leslie. He made it clear that he was a dude by saying ābecause the name can be ambiguous I want to make you aware that I am a man.ā Iām told to come into the office at my very earliest convenience.
AMBER
What happened was I told Heather who told our RA Olivia who told whoever she told.
TOM
I honestly thought maybe this was about my being an asshole for not joining the Black Student Union.
AMBER
But I didnāt know Heather would tell anyone. She just came into my room and was like āAmber. People are saying you were topless at Cap last night. What the fuck. Were you super wasted?ā And Iām like āthatās the least of it. I mean, Thomas Anthony practically raped me.ā And she looked at me with these wide eyes, like she was kind of seeing me for the first timeā¦ And I knew immediately that Iād said something I couldnāt take back.
TOM
So Iām sitting across from Leslie, and the guy has an enormous beard. Part of me wonders if maybe there is a woman behind there.
AMBER
And so I tell her what happened. Or what I can remember. But I donāt tell Heather everything. I mean, why should Heather know everything?
TOM
And heās like āI assume you know why youāre hereā and Iām like āenlighten me, Leslieā not realizing I shouldnāt be, like, a dick right now. And he squints his eyes at me like he canāt believe what heās hearing.
Okay, so even though my mom was always like ādonāt give anyone any reason to write you offā Iām still not great at gauging when I really should be polite. Like in 11th grade I once said to the school psychologist: āwhoās your shrink, shrink?ā
I mean, I had this one weird thing and my high school sent me into therapy. Whatās that all about?
AMBER
So I just say to Heather that things went pretty far and sheās like but thatās not rape and Iām like I know that Heather. What might have maybe constituted something approaching sex without my one hundred percent consent was that he got a tiny bit rough with me and at first I was into it but then I wasnāt into it anymore and I stood up and was like āactually, umā but he pulled me back and kept going. And then she says, all horrified āand all you said was āactuallyā?ā and Iām like yeah. And sheās like ābut thatās not noā and Iām like I know that, Heather ā I am aware that two different words in the English language are not the same wordā¦ Also, I was just so so drunk.
(Abrupt shift back to the scene.)
TOM
Okay, so I guess Iāll sayā¦in the spirit of truthā¦
AMBER
Or maybe a lie.
TOM
If I can, one day Iād like to play piano professionally. Like in a symphony. Or jazz piano. Or, like, the orchestra pit of Hamilton / or something.
AMBER
Oh god I love that show.
TOM
(Impressed.)
You saw it??
AMBER
No!!
TOM
Okayā¦ The second one isā¦my mom is the love of my life.
AMBER
Aw. Thatās sweet. That better not be a lie or youāre kind of deranged.
TOM
I am capable of some pretty poor behavior.
AMBER
(Flirty.)
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