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Eve
Chris Goode, Jo Clifford
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Eve
Chris Goode, Jo Clifford
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Eve tells the story of a child raised as a boy, when she knew all along that was wrong. That child grew up to be one of the 10 Outstanding Women in Scotland in 2017. With trans rights again under threat, legendary playwright, performer, father and grandmother Jo Clifford tells a story both gentle and passionate, intimate and political, to remind us that the journey towards our real selves is one we all need to make.
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PART ONE
1.
This all began when I was a child ā
when I looked in the mirror and saw a boy
and didnāt really know who he was.
And that made me so afraid.
I was very young then. Maybe four or five.
But old enough to know I could tell no one.
But old enough to know I could tell no one.
Old enough to know it was too dangerous to say.
Itās not true what they tell you, that children donāt know their own minds.
I knew. I just couldnāt give it a name.
Today I want to write a manifesto.
I want to write a manifesto because I feel militant.
Because I have been thinking about my life.
Iāve been looking through the photographs.
I have been making a list. A list of everything that happened.
Iāve been writing it all down.
This is when they sent me away.
This is when my mum died.
This is when I thought it was all my fault.
This is when no one spoke to me for months and months.
This is when I thought no one would ever love me.
This is when I wanted to die.
This is when Lorca taught me not to die and I went to Spain.
This is when I ate yoghurt for the very first time.
But at first there was nothing. It was like I didnāt exist.
My dad used to watch the boxing
and sometimes heād let me watch it too, as a special treat.
Iād keep my eyes tight shut and listen to the commentator
because in spite of everything his voice was kind.
Shortly after my mum died
I got taken to the pantomime.
My first ever trip to the theatre.
I saw Billy Dainty as Widow Twankey in Aladdin. He was dressed as a ballerina ā I donāt know why.
He did a striptease right down to his underwear.
Everybody laughed at him. What he did
could have been beautiful.
I wanted to be Princess Jasmine
who wore the most beautiful dresses.
But I must have known, somehow, deep inside:
known I was Widow Twankey
and that meant everyone would laugh at me.
My dad liked to watch the Black and White Minstrel Show.
I wanted to be one of the chorus girls
and have long legs in tights and wear a sparkly leotard and on the top of my head, a plume
and dance in high heels and always keep smiling.
But I couldnāt do that could I?
I wasnāt even supposed to think that was I?
Being a boy.
But donāt think Iām going to tell you a story of suffering.
A story of unhappiness and betrayal and being a victim of it all.
And I will not tell you the story of a girl born into a boyās body,
whose troubles end when she meets a nice kind surgeon who gives her a vagina.
No.
Because a girl can have a penis. A boy can have a vagina.
We all have our bodies.
Iāve come here to tell you the story of a child.
A child who was frightened and angry.
A child who was lied to throughout their young life.
But who became someone beautiful:
the beautiful person they were all along.
I want the story I tell to spread hope
and communicate gratitude for the beauty and courage
and the riches we bring to the world.
And I know where I want to begin.
2.
Just look at this boy.
This boy looking out at me with bewildered eyes
This boy looking out at me
This boy who loves music
Loves music more than anything in the world
Except perhaps his mother
Look how much he loves the music on his Pixiephone
Look.
And here he is again.
The picture of boyhood.
Look at him ā five, maybe six, in his woolly socks and his Start Rite shoes.
His hair cut short
and his old dark coat
standing in the stern of his fatherās boat
watching the train.
Exactly what a boy should be.
Robert John
with his photo in Picture Post:
āThe Fascination of Youth.ā
I was a star from a very early age.
I didnāt know this! I was told I was a problem.
But you can tell the photographer knows Iām a star.
I loved the train and I loved the boat.
On the boat I felt safe and I loved being me.
Funny how on the boat it didnāt seem to matter, being a boy.
Iāve been chosen to represent boyhood
but really itās me-hood.
3.
Look how alone this boy is.
Heās been sent away to be made a man.
Sent away from his mother.
Because everyone knows
itās bad for a growing boy to be too close to his mother.
The dormitories are all named after famous generals
and the beds are made of iron
and the blankets are all g...
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APA 6 Citation
Goode, C., & Clifford, J. (2017). Eve (1st ed.). Bloomsbury Publishing. Retrieved from https://www.perlego.com/book/1812052/eve-pdf (Original work published 2017)
Chicago Citation
Goode, Chris, and Jo Clifford. (2017) 2017. Eve. 1st ed. Bloomsbury Publishing. https://www.perlego.com/book/1812052/eve-pdf.
Harvard Citation
Goode, C. and Clifford, J. (2017) Eve. 1st edn. Bloomsbury Publishing. Available at: https://www.perlego.com/book/1812052/eve-pdf (Accessed: 15 October 2022).
MLA 7 Citation
Goode, Chris, and Jo Clifford. Eve. 1st ed. Bloomsbury Publishing, 2017. Web. 15 Oct. 2022.