BFF: You know Berlin doesn’t have any CCTV?
I just heard that –
I don’t even know if it’s true –
Some guy told me.
He’s probably talking shit.
But –
I mean –
If it’s true –
I just don’t get why?
I mean –
CCTV is there to protect people –
It’s there –
You know –
So that people know they’re being watched –
That they can’t just do what they want –
It’s important.
I get that it doesn’t always work.
I mean –
Look at what happ –
But still –
It’s –
I told her to text me when she got home.
I mean –
We always do that –
You know –
It’s what they tell you to do at school –
And on TV and whatever –
I just went to sleep
She never text me –
But I was asleep anyway –
So I guess –
She doesn’t really talk about it –
Well –
Sometimes –
I dunno –
Once in a while I get a phone call and she’s on the other end in tears and I just –
I dunno –
Freeze up –
Cause what can I actually say to her?
I don’t understand what she’s going through –
How can I?
I can give her fuck all –
I –
She used to be so fun –
I know I would say that –
Cause –
Obviously –
She’s my friend –
Why would I be friends with her if she wasn’t fun?
But actually –
To be honest –
I have loads of fucking boring friends –
She was so funny too –
But also –
She was really hot –
Cause usually girls –
They’re either hot or they’re funny –
Like –
You know –
They’re not both –
Cause if you’re always hot –
Why do you need to be funny?
Everyone is always gonna like you –
I tried to call her in the morning –
But there was no answer –
I didn’t even think anything of it –
I just waited for her to call me back –
We decided that she was the only one of our friends who could pull off a click –
You know what I mean?
Like a sassy girl click?
Obviously she wouldn’t –
But if she did it wouldn’t be lame –
OK –
Well –
It would still be lame –
But she could have done it way better than any of us –
Not that I would –
You know –
This guy dumped her really harshly –
And seriously –
I don’t know why cause he was fucking hideous –
A week later he turned up to a party with some other girl –
And I mean –
She wasn’t even hot –
Like not at all –
And we were all like –
Do a sassy girl click!
Do a sassy girl click!
Do a sassy girl click in her face!
And she wouldn’t
Cause –
Obviously –
That would be weird
I keep thinking though –
What if this happened to me?
Cause it happens all the time
And now –
Every time I walk home –
I just think –
Is this gonna be my moment?
Is it gonna happen tonight?
Like –
As if like –
It’s definitely going to happen –
And I think –
What am I wearing now?
And sometimes I think that I’m fucking crazy –
And then I think that I’m just being sensible –
Cause –
You know –
It does happen a lot –
And then I think that crazy people think they’re just being sensible –
So yeah –
But it does happen all the time –
He cut off all her hair.
Her mum didn’t say that on the phone –
So when I went to see her I didn’t ...