PART 1
ROBYN
1
ROBIN MERRY HOOD
Mudgee, New South Wales, 1953â1965
Sunday 2 August 1953 was a day of noteworthy events, chronicled faithfully as always in the Mudgee Guardian.
Another atomic weapons test to be held at the Woomera rocket range. Three men charged with sedition after a raid on âred hauntsâ in Sydney including the printery of the Communist Review. Man tells the divorce court that his bride of eleven days knocked him out with a pot of rabbit stew.
And there on page two, tucked between the district cricket results and an advertisement for Kellettâs Ironmongery, was a small but eagerly awaited item of news: âA bonny baby daughter has come to brighten the home of Mr and Mrs Jim Hutchinson of Mudgeeâ.
Jim and Bessie had been trying for years, since the birth of their son George, now aged seven. Bessie had had four miscarriages and another son, Wayne, born with a hole in his heart, who died at four months. Herself an only daughter, Bessie had longed for a baby girl.
âWhat do you want to call your sister?â Bessie asked George, who was turning somersaults on the front lawn as his parents arrived home from Mudgee district hospital with their precious bundle.
âRobin Merry Hoodâ, replied George, whose hero was the dashing brigand of Sherwood Forest. Bessie laughed. âWhy Mary?â she asked, not realising that George meant Merry, as in merry men.
âSo everyone will know sheâs a girl.â
In keeping, more or less, with young Georgeâs suggestion, the baby was named Robyn Mary Hutchinson. The story of how her name was chosen is a favourite and oft-told anecdote. âI always loved Robin Hoodâ, she says. âThe principle of stealing from the rich and giving to the poorânot the stealing part, but just the idea of the rich having to give to the poorâreally appealed to me.â
Like the legendary Nottinghamshire of mediaeval times, Mudgee in the 1950s was a community of haves and have-nots. Pegged out in the 1830s by the colonial planner Robert Hoddle, and enriched by the New South Wales gold rush, it was a town of wide streets, stately Victorian buildings and leafy parks. When the gold was exhausted, the districtâs mineral-rich soils and the completion of a rail line to Sydney ensured that it continued to flourish as a producer of fine wool, fat lambs, vegetables, dairy products and wine. By the turn of the century, Mudgee was a bastion of the squattocracy, lorded over by a clutch of wealthy families such as the Loneragans and Kelletts who ran stores, mines and hotels. The divide was keenly felt by working-class folk like the Hutchinsons. âThere was a right side of the tracks and a wrong side, and we lived on the wrong sideâ, Robyn would later recall.
Her first recollections were of playing in the yard of the familyâs home at 51 Horatio Street, a lemon-coloured, cement-rendered bungalow with a Hills Hoist and a treehouse built in a huge old eucalypt out the back. Thursdays were washdays, when Bessie would light a fire under the big copper tub set in bricks in the laundry, and stir the household linen in boiling water and Sunlight soap until it was spotless.
âIf I close my eyes I can still the see the house and the white sheets flapping on the clothes line, and Maggie swinging back and forth on the sheetsâ, Robyn remembers. âMaggieâ was her magpie, the first of many wild animals she tamed as pets. âI have this thing with animals. I think Iâve always liked animals more than humans, and I got this magpie when I was two years old. It had a damaged wing and we nursed it back, and then it wouldnât leave. I used to dress him up and put little hats on him, and play cowboys and Indians with him.â
When Bessie came out to unpeg her clean linen from the washing line, she would often find a row of dirty claw marks along the bottom of the sheets, and Maggie dangling like a feathered trapeze artist, swinging back and forth in the breeze.
Jim worked two jobs to provide for his young family. By day he was a salesman in the drapery department at Loneraganâs department store on a salary of eight pounds a week, and by night a âstewardââthe term used then for a bar tenderâpulling beers in the Neptune Bar at the Hotel Mudgee. He was fond of a beer himself and would often stagger home to Horatio Street three sheets to the wind, after a night of bowls at his regular haunt, the Soldiers Club. Jim and a mate were champions in the menâs pairs, in which they played âlike infuriated soldier antsâ to take the trophy, the Mudgee Guardian reported.
Jim and Bessie had married in Sydney in June 1945 at the tail end of World War II, as Lord Mountbatten was declaring victory in Burma and US B-29 bombers were bombarding Osaka in Japan, a prelude to the atomic bombings that would end the war. Bessie was a dark-haired, high-spirited Mudgee girl who had left school in sixth grade and got a job in the coal town of Lithgow. She worked on the production line at the small arms factory, which made Bren machine guns during the war. Jim hadnât been Bessieâs first choice. At the height of the war she had fallen in love with an American officer whom sheâd met at a dance hall in Sydney while he was on shore leave. Theyâd become engaged, and at warâs end he had bought her a ticket to fly home with him to the United States. But Bessieâs mother, Lurline, was bed-ridden with heart disease and Bessie had to choose between leaving with her young fiancĂ© and staying with her dying mother. She chose to stay, nursing her mother until her death at the age of forty-nine, four years after the war. From then on, she wore the air of a woman whose hopes had been dashed.
She married Jim on the rebound. The son of a Lithgow coal-miner, his given name was Kenneth Roy Hutchinson, but everyone called him Jim. He had left school at fourteen, worked variously as a salesman in the Sydney department store Mark Foys, a fruit and vegetable vendor, machinist, and telephone linesman for the Post Master Generalâs Department. He enlisted in the army in 1943, as a private in the Second Battalion of the Second Australian Infantry Division, but never made it overseas to fight, apparently because of extreme myopia. The closest he got to seeing action was at Townsville in north Queensland, home of the Australian Armyâs Heavy Anti-Aircraft Battery. His war record was distinguished only by an admonition for going âAWLââabsent without leaveâand another for âconduct to the prejudice of good order and military disciplineâ, the details of which were not recorded. Because he never saw active service over seas, his father-in-law would often joke derisively about Jimâs time in âthe bucket brigadeâ.
Bessieâs father, a dour Scotsman named Archibald Roy McCallum, was the bane of Jimâs life. Archibald was the grandson of a Scottish settler, Donald McCallum, who had migrated to the Australasian colonies in 1831, and turned his hand to farming on the fertile plains of the Cudgegong River valley around Mudgee. Donald and his wife Christina had nine children, among them Archibaldâs father, John McCallum, born in 1845, who listed his occupation as âmaintenance man, farmer, Gold minerâ. John himself never struck it rich, but his eldest son, John Alexander, found a nugget the size of a cricket ball, enough to set himself up in comfort.
John juniorâs brother, ArchibaldâRobynâs grandfatherâ was a gifted horseman who turned his skills to training racehorses for a stud at Cullenbone on the Cudgegong River. Robyn recalls that on weekends Archibald would travel to race tracks around the district to cheer on his charges, dressed in his customary navy pinstriped suit and waistcoat, with his silver-grey hair parted neatly down the middle beneath a grey fedora hat. He drove a mustard-coloured Vauxhall with a wooden dashboard and leather seats, which he polished lovingly with saddle wax. Race days were the only time old Archibald abandoned his stiff reserve. Family folklore has it that the most excited he ever got was when one of his rank outsiders came in first, and he slapped Bessie so hard on the back that her false teeth went flying over the railing.
A God-fearing Presbyterian who never drank, cursed or womanised, Archibald (who was commonly known by his second name, Roy) had no time at all for his hard-drinking son-in-law Jim, who was Roman Catholic, to make matters worse. âMy grandfather hated him with a passionâ, says Robyn. âHe considered my father beneath him.â
Jim wasnât the only one who cringed under Archibaldâs withering disapproval. âEveryone was afraid of my grandfather except me and I think thatâs why he loved meâ, Robyn recalls. âHe used to call me his wee bonny lassie. He was the person I loved most in my lifeâI donât think anyone loved him except me.â She called him âfarvâ or âfarvieâ, short for grandfather. While the others tiptoed around the old curmudgeon, she would fiddle with his fob watch, and blow her snotty nose on the starched white handkerchief embroidered with his initials that peeped from his breast pocket. Only his âwee bonny lassieâ was game to tease the peppery patriarch.
âYouâre Scotch, arenât you?â she would ask with mock innocence, to annoy him.
âDo I look like a bottle of whiskey? Iâm a Scotsmanâ, he would indignantly reply.
Archibaldâs wife Lurline had been a pillar of the Mudgee citizenry, eulogised in the Guardian as âa member of a very old district family ⊠a kindly, charitable lady (who) was held in the highest regard by her neighboursâ. After her death, the widower had sold his own property and rented a room in a neat weatherboard bungalow a dozen doors up Horatio Street, owned by an upstanding local family named the Pitts, whom Archibald considered far more respectable than his own unruly brood. âThey were the epitome of what he approved ofâhusband and wife, mother and father, solid job, own home, family car, church on Sunday. Their little girl was always immaculately dressed with ribbons in her hairâ, says Robyn. Such was Archibaldâs scorn for his son-in-law that he refused to set foot in Jim and Bessieâs home. When the children wanted to see their grandfather, they would have to walk up Horatio Street to visit him. âIt was very sad for my mum. She had been the apple of his eyeâuntil she married my father.â
When their daughter was still a toddler, Jim and Bessie decided to leave Mudgee and make a new start in the city. Robynâs vague recollection was that her heavy-drinking father had been retrenched from his job, but the urge to escape the pitiless scrutiny of his overbearing father-in-law may also have been a factor in the move. They relocated to the working-class seaside suburb of Narrabeen on Sydneyâs northern beaches, where Jim and Bessie took over the snack bar in the beer garden of the Narrabeen Hotel. Their new home had an orchid garden and a backyard swimming pool that had been filled with concrete after a child drowned in it. Surrounded by bushland, it was almost like being back in the country.
George was a serious, responsible boy, who could safely be left in charge of his little sister. She was a scrawny, pale-skinned runt, with a shock of frizzy white-blonde hair and an eye-patch she wore from the age of two to correct a severe astigmatism. What she lacked in physical stature she made up for in sheer pluck, as she stumbled through the bush behind her brother like a pint-sized pirate, game for almost anything.
âMy mother used to say that poem: âThere was a little girl who had a little curl, right in the middle of her forehead, and when she was good she was very very good, and when she was bad she was horridâ. She used to throw her hands up in the air and say âThank God youâre not twinsâ, because she never knew what I would do next. I didnât have any fear.â At age two, Robyn recalls packing a toothbrush, face washer and some scraps of food and striding off into the scrub to collect cicada shells in a paper bag, hoping Bessie could bring them back to life. By the time she wandered home several hours later, the local police were leading a search party through the bush to find her.
While Bessie slaved all hours in the hotel kitchen, Jim spent his time propping up the bar and yarning with the regular clientele. Over time, his drinking got steadily worse, as did his volatile temper. Publicly, he was an amiable enough drunk, but at home after a heavy night he would sometimes lash out in violence. âHe never beat my brother and I, but he beat my mumâ, Robyn remembers.
Her half-brother, Roderick, thirteen years Robynâs junior, paints a sobering picture of their father. Roderick was one of two sons born to Jim Hutchinsonâs second wife. He made their lives a misery. âHe was always violentâ, says Roderick. âI love my father but Iâll never forgive him for the alcoholism and the beatings. My dad would come home from the pub each night, and he had two moodsâif he whistled he was happy, if he was silent I would cop the beatings. It went on till I was fifteen or sixteen years old. Never once in my life did he tell me he loved me. There was nothing.â Roderickâs brother Brett, who was a year-and-a-half younger, committed suicide at the age of twenty-seven. Roderick himself attempted suicide three times and was finally diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, which he attributes to his brutal upbringing.
Fortunately for Robyn, Jim Hutchinson was not yet the extremely cruel man he would become. And in any event, Bessie was not one to tolerate such treatment for long. There were constant arguments, occasional bursts of violence, and money was always tight. By the time Robyn was about three years old, Bessie had had enough; she packed up the children and went home to Mudgee.
âMy mother, in the face of damnation, left my father and went back to Mudgee and tried to surviveâin a world that did not cater for divorced women. My family was looked down on because Mum had separated. My grandfather wouldnât support her financially, and she was too proud to take welfare. So she worked. She had to do jobs that were normally done by men, because in those days they paid double the wages that they paid to women.â
Bessie and the children moved into the Woolpack Hotel, a gold-rushâera bloodhouse that still had the old stables out the back where thirsty prospectors would tether their horses when they stopped for an ale. Now derelict and with its windows painted over, the old pub had ceased trading and was operating as a cheap boarding house. Bessie found work as a âdonkey stokerâ at another hotel, shovelling fuel into the coal-fired hot water system known as a âdonkeyâ. Her other tasks included chopping wood for the hotel fireplaces and cleaning out the stinking black sludge from the cesspool where wastewater from the kitchen and bathrooms stagnated before flowing to the sewer. While George was at school, Robyn would trail around after her mother as she worked. âI was always at the pub. I hated itâ, she recalls. Bessieâs wage was barely enough to put food on the table for her and the two children. Robyn remembers her mother eating bread and dripping while the children ate meat, and buying cheap Dairy Bell margarine that she wrapped in discarded butter paper so the children would think they were eating butter.
The old teetotaller, Archibald, was horrified at his daughterâs new circumstances. In 1950s Mudgee, âgood womenâ didnât divorce and they didnât go to hotels at all. Those who did were allowed only in the dining room or âladies loungeâ; the bar was reserved for men. âMy grandfather couldnât bear it, so he shunned herâ, says Robyn. âHis view was âyou are second classâ. He felt she had brought shame on the McCallum name.â
As best she could under the circumstances, Bessie instilled in her children a strict moral code, which prized good manners, respect for oneâs elders, adherence to the Queenâs English, modesty, frugality and above all honesty. âMy mum was a very strong woman who taught us honesty and truthfulness and that you stand on your principles. She hated gossip, I guess because she was a victim of it all her life. She taught me very strongly that whatâs important is not how people perceive you, itâs how you are yourself. If someone is saying something about you, itâs either true or not true; and if itâs not true, you donât care what they say. It gave me a very strong sense of self-worth.â
Bessie insisted the children were always neat and clean, even though their clothes were patched and threadbare. âBeing poor is no excuse for being dirtyâ, she would tell the children. They only ever had three sets of clothing each; it was all they needed, according to Bessieââone on, one off, one in the washâ. A former neighbour, Stephen Gay, remembers Bessie as âa rough and tough typical Aussieâ who enjoyed a laugh and a few beers but was a stickler for her rules, which included forbidding the neighbourhood children from running up and down her hallway. âShe was a genuine old rough diamondâ, says Gay.
The only occasions Robyn got a spanking were when she told lies. One time was when her mother sent her to the shops to buy a packet of her favourite Capstan cork-tipped cigarettes and Robyn spent the haâpenny change on lollies, lying to her mother afterwards that there had been no money left. Bessie found out and whipped her with the cord from the electric iron.
âDo you know why Iâm punishing you?â she asked her whimpering daughter.
âBecause I stole mone...