Remembrance Someday
ticktockticktock
See the sterile clock with itâs can-can legs,
the frou-frou ticking of the red second hand,
no, the third hand, seconds are amputated,
only 3 fingers, a capital letter T. Tut tut tut.
Time disagrees with your use of it.
It clicks as a horse clops,
as the plack plack of the princess shoes
of a child on laminate floor.
Shhhh. Be quiet. Daddyâs in bed.
Daddyâs been asleep for a long time.
Jam a pen in the march of that clock
and turn it, turn it. Turn it forwards,
wait, Daddyâs in the bath.
Body temperature, where blood
like egg yolk flowers
in bathwater.
The poppy, dropped on blue lino
at the side of the bath.
A prick of the pin, a rake of the knife,
that plastic green stem is whirring round
and round, tickticktick,, twitching, defibrillating,
the raw red paper of helicopter blades
begin to hum and roar- men scream in relief,
an hours wait, the morphineâs wearing of,
this man, this boy is still alive, handover to the doctors,
they can fly away without jumping
from the white of the bath like the white of the
ward like the white of the eyes of one, two,
one, two, one, two, one, two, three boys
who you saved, who were supposed to survive,
like the white of the poppy the pacifist wears
like the white of your anger, like the white
shrouds of Afghan dead, like the dirty, white
of my wedding vows, like the white teeth
of Azad, haggling for chickens,
like the white of the fallen feathers, like the
white of divorce papers in the shredder,
like the white of the skirting boards
you scrub and scrub, like the white of the
toothpaste on your daughterâs cheek
like the white bone of the domino
Clock face. About turn. Left march.
Remembrance Sunday.
A service, a cenotaph, Ince shopping precinct.
watched by William Hill and Nisa,
watched by Tattoos by Lisa,
watched by the Colonol, you know, the KFC.
The kids made bucketful
of the clots, at school.
Mummy, look!
She wears it as a garland.
You wonât wear your medals.
a spattering of soldiers,
old, old soldiers,
their spines curve,
the ramrod frames of them
sink ...