Poets and Poetry
A Portrait of Reginald Shepherd as Philoctetes
Philoctetes, sadly, has never been a favorite character of Greek legend. He gets only a brief mention in the Iliad, and missed his chance for greater acclaim when the last manuscript of Proclusâ Little Iliad, where he may have played a greater role, was lost to history. The Greek tragedians liked himâheâs the subject of a play by Aeschylus and another by Euripedes, and two by Sophoclesâbut their audiences didnât fall in love with any of these plays, and history has been unkind to the manuscripts: only one full Sophoclean script remains, along with a few lines of the other. The Aeschylus and Euripedes have fared even worse: neither has been preserved, even in fragment. When Edmund Wilson surveyed the history of the Philoctetes story in The Wound and the Bow, he found it left surprisingly little trace in literary history: a bungled seventeenth-century French play by Chateaubrun, a chapter of FĂ©nelonâs TĂ©lĂ©maque, an analysis by Lessing, a sonnet by Wordsworth, a John Jay Chapman adaptation, and a version by AndrĂ© Gide. The six decades since Wilsonâs survey have added little to this short list: mentions in Derek Walcottâs Omeros and Seamus Heaneyâs The Cure at Troy, and a few short poems by Michael Ondaatje, are the only distinguished examples.
This is a shame, in that the Philoctetes story seems remarkably suited to our times. It is, after all, a story of othering, or (to steal one of Reginald Shepherdâs words) of otherhood. An archer equipped with a bow that never missed its mark, Philoctetes suffered a wound to his foot so distasteful to his fellow Greeks that they stranded him on an island en route to Troy. Ten years into their fruitless war, the Greeks learn that without the skills of the man theyâve wronged, they cannot win. They coax the understandably outraged Philoctetes to join them, which he does, distinguishing himself in battle. Edmund Wilson saw the story in a Romantic light, treating it as a myth of the alienated artist whose skill is somehow connected to his isolation. But we can see the story in more contemporary terms, too, as a myth of social disenfranchisement and the damage it causes. Seen this way, the real wounds arenât physical at all. They are, rather, the social and psychological burdens placed on those othered, and the losses to society caused by its failure to embrace the human potential of all of its members. It is no accident that the three poets to pick up the story after Wilson are all postcolonials.
Reginald Shepherdâs poetic career mirrors the Philoctetes story in both its contemporary and Wilsonian versions. The contemporary version of the story fits in that being born gay, black, and poor in Americaâas Shepherd wasâis to be triply othered, to be shunned and devalued for oneâs sexuality, race, and class. It isnât that gayness, blackness, and poverty are wounds in themselves: it is that America treats these things in a wounding way, much as the Greeks treated Philoctetes. Just as the Greeksâ cause at Troy suffered because of their failure to embrace Philoctetes, America suffers from its othering of people like Shepherd. The Wilsonian version of the myth also applies to Shepherd, in that Shepherdâs poetic genius is intimately connected to his otherness in American society: his work returns, again and again, to the particulars of his outsider status. Shepherdâs poems also return to the same solutions to the dilemma of otherhood, seeking solace in never-quitetrusted yearnings for beauty and interracial erotic fulfillment.
Over thirteen years and five books of poems, from Some are Drowning (1994), and Angel, Interrupted (1996) through Wrong (1999) and Otherhood (2003), and on to his collection of 2007, Fata Morgana, Reginald Shepherd consistently explored the same issues, and tested the same forms of solace. If, as T. S. Eliot maintained, one criterion of a major poet is a career devoted to a âcontinuous conscious purposeâ (43) then Shepherd, who died in his forties, showed tremendous promise of becoming just such a poet. Another of Eliotâs criteria for the major poet is that the parts of the work add up to a whole greater than the sum of the parts, that such a poet âis one the whole of whose work we ought to read, in order to fully appreciate any part of itâ (44). If this criterion is taken into account, the case for Shepherdâs majority becomes even stronger. Taken as a whole, the work represents a journey through the predicament of otherness to a new way of being at home in the world.
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Assessing Shepherdâs achievement from an Eliotic point of view is particularly appropriate given how deeply Eliot influences Shepherdâs poetry, especially the earlier work. Some are Drowning is saturated with Eliotic phrasing and imagery. A poem like âLâEnlĂšvenment dâAmymonĂ©,â for example, wears its influence on its sleeve, from the Eliotic French of the title to the rendition of birdsong (âJug jug. Tereuâ) proudly lifted from The Waste Land (20). The book is also filled with despoiled landscapes familiar to readers of Eliot: Bostonâs Charles River appears as a close cousin of Eliotâs despoiled Thames when Shepherd writes âthe Charles is choked with candy wrappers, / and here a single hyacinth / surrenders to a busâs wheelsâ (9). Even the bookâs recurring images of drowningâShepherdâs symbol for the loss of selfâseem to owe something to The Waste Landâs famous âDeath by Waterâ section. The bookâs most profound affinity with Eliot, though, comes in its obsession with that most Eliotic of themes, the fear of a life not fully lived. Shepherd is no Prufrock, though, dying of a severe case of respectability. Rather, Shepherd depicts a world where lives go unfulfilled because of the wounds dealt out for reasons of otherness.
âBrotherhoodâ provides one of the bookâs most direct treatments of the way individual poverty conditions experience in affluent America. The poem begins with a slightly uneasy moment of Romantic consolation, with the poet seeking solitude in nature (a nature even here not unmarked by hints of an Eliotic despoilation):
He wonders how he should stand
at the public shore where sand and liquid salt
immerse immobile feet as if it were still summer,
as if the soothing brine werenât tainted
by the tugs plying the horizon. (13)
The lines that follow show us both how low-wage drudgery generates the need for this kind of Romantic escape to nature and solitude, and how it prevents the realization of such an escape:
He wants to know how to turn back, get on the bus
and pay the fare; how to allow the head to drift
against the window towards the scenic reverie
pavements repossess (a sheltered suburb
shaded with plane trees), and not
drift into thoughtless sleep. Heâd like to steal
his life back, hour-per-hour wage, heâd like to rewrite
the working week. (13)
He yearns to take back the life thatâs been stolen from him by hourly-wage drudgery, but the attempt at a Romantic escape bears the imprint of his economic limitations: his trip to a âtaintedâ public beach canât drive away his exhaustion or his consciousness of the fare he has to pay. Everything is haunted by an economic insecurity that sets the speaker apart: the âscenic reverieâ is, after all, ârepossess[ed]â (13). Poetry seems like a weak tool for transcending class conditions: the poet may yearn to ârewrite / the working week,â but canât. Life slips away between work and the drifting-off into âthoughtless sleepâ (13). Itâs rare to find such frankness about class in American writing: the characterâs predicament here is more like that of E. M. Forsterâs Leonard Bast than it is like any in the American classics.
In âTantalus in Mayâ Shepherd examines the burden of societyâs barely-concealed hostility toward his sexuality. He invokes the Greek myth of a man sentenced to be forever near to the always-unattainable objects of his desire, then shows us âa frat boy who turns too sharply from my stareâ with hints of violence and danger (56). Conditioned by hard experience to curb expressions of his desire, the speaker finds himself out of joint with a world blossoming out into open desire and fulfillment. âEverywhere I look,â he says, âitâs suddenly spring. No one asked / if I would like to open up drasticallyâ (56). The predicament is classically Eliotic: life goes unlived, desires go unacted-upon, and there is only cruelty for the speaker in this blossoming April.
Even in environments where his sexuality is dominant, Shepherd frequently finds himself othered, ill-at-ease because of his blackness. âThree A.M. Eternal,â for example, gives us âa small room full of smoke and men, / pale bodies waveringâ where the speaker asks âwhy should it always be such pearled white skin?â He finds the menâs âwords / too blondeâ and, in a âroom so whiteâ he tells us heâd âlike to open / a door, someone, or just to breatheâ (7). Thereâs an oddness in that last phrase, in which one of the imagined forms of relief would be to open someone. But the idea of opening out a person is intended, and recurs elsewhere in the book. The image is much like the one we see in âTantalus in May,â for example, where the speaker canât open himself out. The recurrence shows us how insistently Shepherd returns to the idea of the life closed-off through the inhibitions of otherness. It also shows us how closely intertwined the poems of this book are, how they build upon shared patterns of images. The âcontinuous conscious purposeâ Eliot found so central to the major poet is definitely at work in these pages.
Shepherd isnât content merely to log the difficulties of otherness. With tremendous candor, he writes of his yearnings to escape from the burdens America thrusts upon him. Frequently, he imagines transcendent erotic experiences with white men, moments when it seems briefly possible to pass beyond painful history, beyond social division, even beyond individual identity. In âJohnny Minotaur,â for example, Shepherd describes a sleeping lover as a kind of adored blankness:
Sullen boy, sight
sullies you; itâs made you what you are. I prefer
to watch you sleep, your face adorned by lack,
your person sacrificed to first light slatted
through matte blinds. Iâm not ready to give that up
just yetâŠ(30)
The speaker knows that the emptiness of the sleeping lover is an illusion, that no person is simply pure beauty free of subjectivity and all its complications. But Shepherd longs for such an impossibility here, as he does in âA Muse,â where he looks at another beautiful man and finds himself âbewildered / by the eden of his body.â The prelapsarian world seems briefly possible through eros. It is a world where physical divisions, linguistic conventions, and individual identities seem to dissolve. âHe doesnât even know his name,â Shepherd writes of the man, âin his body heâs one with air, white as a sky / rinsed with rainâ (36).
Such dreams of a paradise beyond identity and otherness may haunt Shepherd, but he never loses himself in them entirely. Often, he finds the longed-for escape from otherness and its burdens collapses into the very history it seeks to transcend. We see this in âThe New World,â where Shepherd begins by conflating erotic conquest with the voyages of discovery that initiated the long, sad history of slavery:
This is the paradise of emptiness, I said
and journeyed into faithless terra incognita,
the muscles of his stomach on display
when he wipes his face with his shirt. (6)
The connection becomes more explicit when we hear of âhis stomach, peaks of nipples / briefly glimpsed before the cotton field unfoldsââthe cotton of the lifted shirt becomes the cotton fields of the slave plantations. Instead of the Edenic body, we find ourselves in âthe semiotic underworld / of palms and discontentâ (6). The poem ends with an admission that no escape from history and its legacies of disenfranchisement is possible:
Setting out upon the voyage of the new, one comes upon
the well-mapped coast, Atlantic dripping in noon light
after the flood, and orichalcum instead of gold.
I have already misplaced his name:
there is no new world. (6)
Just because something is impossible, of course, doesnât mean we donât desire it, even need it. Perhaps the most moving depiction of this predicament in Some are Drowning comes in âParadise,â where Shepherd describes the âhistories of high achievementâ that took place while his âgreat-grandparents were hidden among the cotton, / slaves.â He feels bound to speak for them, but also wishes to be relieved of that burden, and speak only for himself. âLet the lost,â he says, âthis once, bury the lostâ (10). His conflicting desiresâto be true to, but also to transcend, the tragic history of the African-American experienceâlead to this astonishing passage:
Swallow, swallow, when shall I
be like the swallow, singing the rape
of my voice, but singing past the rape, something
my own to sing? And not live by white menâs
myths (not to reject those too-clear eyes, but not
to long for them, or see through their blue distances
all colors but my own) (10)
Here, the desire to escape âwhite menâs mythsâ comes couched in the form of a white manâs myth: Ovidâs story of Philomela, who was raped, had her tongue cut out, and was then transformed into a swallow, singing with a new voice. History and the burdens of otherness prove inescapableâeven the forms in which Shepherd yearns for escape bind him to them (10). In another poem, âWide Sargasso Sea,â Shepherd gives us his most powerful image for this state of affairs, in which the sign of healing and the sign of an enduring wound become one. In the midst of a dizzying montage of suffering slaves, sugarcane plantations, and eroticized âblue-eyed / plantersâ sons at play,â Shepherd pauses over the image of the âbroken skinâ of a wounded past and says âIâll be / the scarâ (8).
Thereâs more to this prodigious first collection than Iâve been able to describeânotably two powerful elegies for the poetâs mother, which frame the book. But it is the concern with the wounds of otherness, and the ambivalence about beauty and eros as paths to healing those wounds, which connect the book to the main body of Shepherdâs work.
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The arc of Shepherdâs career over his next three books of poetry is one of immersion and transformation: the Reginald Shepherd we meet in Angel, Interrupted has plunged more deeply than ever into desire and the attempt to transcend otherness through eros; in Wrong we see him coming to terms with mortality and the limits of desire; in Otherhood Shepherd begins to develop a myth of death and rebirth that changes his relationship to his own dreams of desire. This journey is important, in that it shows us Shepherd developing even as he builds on his earlier work.
If Angel, Interrupted doesnât make Shepherd poet laureate of Chicagoâs Boystown, the predominantly gay neighborhood south and east of Wrigley Field, there is no justice. Should the neighborhood be destroyed, one could almost rebuild it all, from the Belmont rocks to the clubs on Halstead Street, using the descriptions in Shepherdâs poems. One might expect to find Shepherd at home here, and, indeed, the place does at times seem lik...