Band versus World
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Five Against One
âGoâ â âLeashâ
Success breeds higher expectations. Once you set the bar, you want to raise it, not make it your status quo, certainly not bring it down a peg. Itâs as true for musicians as it is for carpenters, accountants, teachers, scientists, or customer service agents. When you find that sound, that formula, that email tone that just clicksâyou canât continue to aim right at or below it. You refine, try to improve, to do better. Anything less successful the next time would, reasonable or not, feel like a failure.
Thereâs an inverse aspect to this, too: âsuccessâ in the eye of the beholder. The kid who bonds with a teacher wishes more educators would take the same approach. The couple who furnishes their bedroom with the custom dresser now wants a matching headboard. The music fan who plays her favorite record until she knows every vocal tic, can hum every basslineâshe canât wait until the act puts out another album. She expects it, of course, to be even better. Itâll be her new favorite record.
Thatâs how I think, how you think, how everyone thinks. Itâs not that what weâve already heard isnât good enough. Itâs that the threshold for âgood enoughâ only moves one direction. And, actually, itâs not thinking at all. Itâs emotionâwhich, by definition, irrationally makes the listener, and the artist, expect ever better. The skyâs the limit. Why would you aim below the horizon?
That question complicated Pearl Jamâs follow-up to Ten. The expectations were massive. The world had by then made the band and several of its brethrenâNirvana, Soundgarden, Alice in Chainsâhousehold names. Seemingly every record from a rock band in Seattle was greeted with radio airplay, magazine love, boosted sales, and listener adulation. Bands from other cities (and countries) were also taking up the guitar-heavy approach and pounding out their takes of what had been labeled grunge, widening the malleable definition of âalternative rock.â The world banged its collective head to heavy chords and sang along with big choruses. Millions were eager to do the same to Pearl Jamâs next effort.
That fact was all too obvious to Eddie Vedder, Stone Gossard, Jeff Ament, Mike McCready, and Dave Abbruzzeseâand the pressure was intense. If they recorded something less listener-friendly, people would consider it a miss, even conclude that Pearl Jam was a one-hit act that had been in the right place at the right time. If they made a record vastly different from Ten, they might alienate a large swath of fans. And retreading the same territory would beget zero creative satisfaction.
That last point might have been the toughest partâbecause Pearl Jamâs members held their craft sacred. Those who said Ten reflected a âcorporateâ or âselloutâ approach to rock and roll, who believed the band was focused on making mainstream hits rather than authentic art, couldnât have been more wrong. The bandmates had a coalescing vision of what Pearl Jam should be, and a skin-deep chart-chaser wasnât it.
In a 1992 interview for MTV Japan, Gossard emphasized their approach to making art in the towering shadow of their initial effort. He stated that in looking toward a second album, the band was âtrying to understand the intangible things about the first record . . . stuff that we didnât even think about or realize that people really responded to. [Weâll] try to retain those elements, but at the same time do something new, something different. Try to keep, from our own perspective, growing musically and growing emotionally.â1
The bandâs label, Epic Records, might have appreciated the actâs integrity but was, predictably, focused on the bottom line: sales. Epic pressed Pearl Jamâs manager, Kelly Curtis, to keep the Ten hits coming into late 1992. As Curtis put it in Everybody Loves Our Town, âThere were some great people at the label that were really supportive, and then there were people that didnât understand. Tommy Mottola, the CEO of Sony Music [owner of Epic], told me . . . that if we didnât release âBlackâ as the next single, it would be the single hugest mistake Iâve ever made in my life and my career.â2
Pearl Jam, testing its budding strength, refused to commercialize âBlack.â But by early 1993, a perfectly arduous storm had descended upon the band. Every day, the hungry masses were clamoring louder for more. Articles about the Seattle Sound and its twin champions, Pearl Jam and Nirvana, were piling up and tightening the screws. Plus, there was the bandâs contract with Epic to record more material. The pressure was omnipresent.
Perhaps most crushing was Pearl Jamâs very hometown. Seattle was ground zero for a cultural movement the band had helped create and, therefore, had become as overbearing as its fabled misting gray skies. The Emerald City had transformed into a microscope and the five musicians were bugs pinned beneath its lens. It was anything but an ideal environment for fostering creative integrity and solidifying a fragile, fomenting aesthetic. âWe just needed to get out of Seattle. [It] was starting to feel a little weird,â Ament recalled, in what may be the understatement of his career.3
So when they were ready to record new musicâthe bassist, for one, inspired by his own curveball âmixtape of Police, Peter Gabriel, and reggaeâ4 âthey hit the road. Pearl Jam packed their gear and headed for a remote studio in Californiaâs Bay Area. New setting. New headspace. And a new producer, for good measure.
The band would quickly find that change is not inherently good.
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Vedder, as the most objectified member of Pearl Jam, was also the most wary of the spoils of his bandâs success. So upon realizing that the space he and his bandmates would use to record their follow-up to Ten was a posh accommodation boasting, among other things, a dedicated chef, he bristled.
The Site, set in the picturesque San Rafael foothills thirty miles outside of San Francisco, could have been the final factor that vaporized Pearl Jam before the band found its identity and its way. The name itself suggested entitlement, bore a âyou have arrivedâ con notation. And in addition to the chef, there was a basketball court, a sauna, a pool, space to sleep, space to roam. All impressive amenities that had been previously enjoyed by the likes of Keith Richards, Dolly Parton, and Huey Lewis and the News, but when compared to the bandâs spare experience recording Ten, were wild, disorientingâand to Vedder, ridiculous.
âI fucking hate it here,â he admitted to Rolling Stone writer and Singles director Cameron Crowe at the time. âHow do you make a rock record here? Maybe the old rockers, maybe they love this. Maybe they need the comfort and the relaxation. Maybe they need it to make dinner music.â5
In the Pearl Jam Twenty tome, Vedder reflected, âOn the first record, we were living in a basement, and I was pissing in Gatorade bottles and putting quarters in the parking meter so my truck wouldnât get tickets.â While working at the Site, he âfelt too far away from the basement. It was a hard place for me at that point to write a record. Especially with lyrics, I didnât want to be writing about hillsides and trees among luxurious surroundings. I was more into people and society, chaos and confusion, and answering the question, âWhat are we all doing here?ââ6
Ascending producer Brendan OâBrien, whoâd engineered the Black Crowesâ first two records and the Red Hot Chili Peppersâ Blood Sugar Sex Magic and had been introduced to Pearl Jam by the latter band, did his best to help Vedder answer that both personal and existential question by harnessing the positives of the studio and sidestepping what some of the band saw as negatives (or at least excessives). A musician himself, OâBrien understood the situation, saw that Pearl Jam was under immense pressure, and initiated a routine to build, and maintain, momentum.
âThey had just blown up with popularity out of nowhere,â the producer said. âMy role at the time was really getting those guys in a room and getting them in a head space to record. I encouraged us to meet every morning. It was like, âOK. Tomorrow, 9:30, pep talk in the kitchen, and then weâre going to play softball.ââ7
OâBrienâs regimen was part diversionary tactic, part classic creative redirectionâencouraging artistic thinking by leading the mindâs shallower layers elsewhere. He and the band followed the morning games with studio time where the majority of Vs.âs songs were incubated from start to finish. Theyâd only brought a few solid compositions with them and agreed to the producerâs suggestion that they work through and record each song completely before moving on to the next. The approach ran counter to typical rock recording sessionsâin which bands capture separate vocal and guitar and rhythm tracks for various songs, in whatever order whims strike, and then mix the pieces together either on the spot or at a later dateâand it was a stroke of genius.
Taping and mixing each song to completion before moving on allowed Pearl Jam to capture and convey the authenticity that theyâd become known for on stage, to achieve the âraw and live-soundingâ energy Ament later said the band was looking for. Ample volume was an important ingredient, too. The bassist noted that he ârecorded all [of his] parts live with the drums, amps in the room full-blast.â8
As McCready attested, the thorough-and-loud approach âkept us focused, kept the basic tracks more live, and kept us working.â9 Itâs what gave the heady songs such punch, and the slower-burning tracks lived-in depth. Itâs also what enabled the band to record âGo,â âBlood,â and âRatsâ in their first week at the Site.
Those three songs are some of the hardest-charging of the record, and their lyrical topics indicate Vedderâs antagonized headspace. They are the sound of a band on fireâin all senses of the phrase. Pearl Jam, kicking off the Vs. sessions, was clicking as creatively as they had in their first few weeks together. Yet at the same time, fame and their (mainly Vedderâs) rage against it had created an explosive friction.
Evidence is in the first words sung on the album: âOh please donât go out on me, donât go out on me now.â The practical interpretation is that Vedder was imploring, even if only metaphorically, his new bandâand perhaps himselfânot to go off the rails, not to crash and burn. The singer and his four bandmates had much at stake with their second record. Its reception could spell more fame, fan disappointment, a breakup, who knows? Anything was possible, but one thing was certain: the lyricist was barely holding on, and those words opening the recordâaccompanied by the breakneck pace and raw aggression catapulting âGoâ into listenersâ ears following a near-thirty-second warming primerâset the stage in a hurry.
Pearl Jam has asserted that âGoâ is âabout a car on the verge of breaking down,â10 but itâs hard to believe Vedder didnât have Pearl Jamâs perilous trajectory in mind when he wrote the lyrics shortly after arriving at the Siteâa setting which reflected the bandâs success in every luxurious touch.
While there are lines that support the breakdown explanation (âMoving oh so swiftly / With such disarmâ), there are others in the song that suggest Vedder might have been seeing himself in a mirror, from someone elseâs point of view, or projecting personal emotions (via an automotive parallel)âregret, angerâonto a character also on the verge of shutting down, at risk of failing under immense and constant pressure.
I pulled the covers over him
Should have pulled the alarm
Turned to my nemesis
A fool, not a fucking God
Whatever Vedderâs true intentâand he has never been exactly forthright in explainingâthose are not lighthearted lines. Something, be it a vehicle or a human being, is in a bad place. The one clear element is that the observer has perspective, and a certain distance from the hurtling, seemingly doomed subject in question. Which might just be the frontman im agining a version of himself stepping back to take it all in, crying out a warningâand hoping for the best.
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