MISCELLANEOUS WRITINGS
NOTES FROM ROW L
Row L, center orchestra at the City Center was where Edwin Denby liked to sit for dance performances because the rise there was just high enough for you to see the dancersâ feet. Just before Frank and I traveled together to Europe in October, 1961, Edwin, who had been invited by Lincoln Kirstein to edit writings by poets for the coming seasonâs New York City Ballet program, invited each of us to contribute. Frank suggested that we write something together. We wrote the text, alternating paragraphs, in the dinette of Paul Jenkinsâ Paris studio on the rue Vercingetorix. Edwin later told us that Balanchine hated all the poetry and prose that Edwin had assembled for the booklet, which included pieces by Auden, James Merrill, Marianne Moore, LeRoi Jones, Kenneth Koch, Robert Lowell, Joe LeSueur, Diane di Prima, and Saint-John Perse.
Apart from the various ideas about the âmachineâ order of the dance, ballet remains, in America (and elsewhere, one hopes), a triumph of the modern romance of personal action of autobiography over the blank stone face of Parnassus. What we love in that âMelissaâ or âDianaâ or âPatriciaâ (known without being known) did that, gestured so miraculously last evening. It is our selfishness, our lack, perhaps, that we seem to soar usually in our descriptions of their feats, that we imitate them by a ânobleâ uprightness of our faces or a grand gesture of our arms. It is called identification â the moviesâ hat trick.
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It all depends on whether you want your heart to beat, your blood to pound through your veins and your mind to go blank with joy, until you are brought back to self-consciousness by an embarrassing tear your neighbor might see (we are still Americans, arenât we?). We have a helpless admiration for any one who dares to do anything beautiful in public, perhaps to do it at all. Ballet is the most modern of the arts. It is made up exclusively of qualities which other arts only aspire to in order to be truly modern: daring, risk, chance, personality, individual and unique beauty. No two dancers dance alike, but poets, painters, musicians and sculptors have found a way to be alike. In our hearts there is a permanent theatre and as we walk along the rainy streets certain performances are created over and over again, though never repeated.
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It is theatre, after all. It maybe many steps above the Cole Porter song, but there was often a clown or a juggler dressing in the next cubicle to the prima ballerina. Ballet has its stars, and they have their theatrical aura. America did not invent the star; some fools even doubt that there are any ballet stars in America. And, luckily, Americaâs systematizing of the stars has not extended to the ballet â an instance, perhaps, of the benefits of keeping the dangerous ignorant. The unsystematized star is granted an extraordinary brand of admiration, one which does not extend to the irrelevancies beyond the performance and which, thus, gives fuller import to the heights of the starâs work. Ballet lovers have the knack of turning away at the right time during a wrong move; they are always enchanted.
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Whether the Firebird clears the sleeping stage with her toes, knees or fingers is of the utmost importance, just as in âPas de Dixâ Raymondaâs slap should be a striking variation in her variation, but not because of its sound. It is actually a courtesy to the movement: if she did it three times it would be Japanese theatre. The ballerinas of the New York City know these details and their function, so their movements are away from dramatic exaggeration and into the organic pulse of the ballet. One is not surprised to notice them breathe since they are not pretending: they are being. One of Balanchineâs greatest achievements is in making the dancers be the dance. They can do this as well by projection (in the traditional repertoire) as they can in the dances like Agon and Episodes where the movements seem to fit them as if they had grown into them from childhood. The poise is natural, the action seemingly free; the opposite of that is artificial style which is capable of so much brilliance, unless the audience should notice suddenly that the dancers are human and then the whole thing falls apart.
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One eveningâs program can be staggeringly satisfying â a series of visions: Allegra Kent appearing on the shoulders of four male carriers in the âEternal Questionâ section of Ivesiana (Poetry): Diana Adams and Arthur Mitchell going through their steps in the competitive atmosphere of Agon (Tension); Jilliana, Jacques DâAmboise, Violette Verdy and Edward Villella yankeedoodling it with supreme showmanship in Stars and Stripes (Exuberance).
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1961
REVERDY
Right after âNotes from Row L,â John Ashbery invited Frank to write something for an issue of Mercure de France honoring Pierre Reverdy who had died of a heart attack, July 17, 1960. Frank had the idea that we should collaborate for the occasion, and John agreed to translate what we wrote into French for the issue, which appeared the following spring. You Die with Your Eyes Open Donât You and Wake Up and Die were two of the working titles for a Horace McCoy-type low-life novel Joe LeSueur was working on at the time.
Reverdy is not like Chopin. He is a long city street with small musical houses on it.
There is a word, rédacteur, in French, of which I cannot recall the meaning.
Here are two cups, a Keats, a comb and a brush, four packs of cigarettes, an ashtray labeled âChance,â two boxes of matches, a rope, Always Love a Stranger, a wire brush and a carved piece of wood, which I cannot understand. This is where Reverdy still lives, inexplicable as ever.
What strikes the eye hurts, what one hears is a lie. What is written struggles through, and then has struggled through and is white. The snow lasts because of the sun. Never letters, always messages.
Here we are, getting ideas like the French, yippee!
We discovered many years ago that in French you can say anything⊠Except certain things which Eliot, Valéry, Claudel, Béranger and others have said. Yippee!
Reverdy is not a cubist. Who ever was? One hundred Americans a day are accused of cubism. âThe pubic area of the male is not a a thing of beauty.â âThe pubic area of the female is not a thing of beauty.â (These are two American sayings showing a lack of Reverdy).
Picasso is fire, Reverdy is flint. In America flint is used for arrowheads as well as tinderboxes. Do you like to hunt for what you eat? Are you a cannibal? Is there order outside of insanity or just a maelstrom of velleities and mistakes?
Je suis las de vivre dans le pays natal. When you get to the maelstrom let me know. If you have to pick the ashes off your cigarette, you are born to any given work of modern art. We no longer know what wires are wrapped around us than what air we breath. We no longer care who is next door; we know how they feel about us. One drinks more than one thinks. There is no sense in coming home âearly.â We are already in the maelstrom which is why we donât âknowâ it. I want to get up âearly.â
In America there is only one other poet beside Reverdy: William Carlos Williams.
They are both alone. How do you feel about titles like They Are Both Alone, Wake Up and Die, You Die with Your Eyes Open Donât You? Chair Vive, Poem?
We have made ourselves cretins for Reverdyâs sake.
We must all pretend to feel fine or get shot like a horse.
(Written for the French of John Ashbery, Paris, 1961)
IN THE MĂTRO
Written after a day trip with John Ashbery to visit Jim Bishop and Marcelin Pleynet in Sceaux, southwest of Paris, and to walk around the extraordinary seventeenth-century gardens there. Returning by mĂ©tro, Frank and I stopped to watch the Seine from the Pont Mirabeau, recalling Apollinaireâs beautiful poem about the bridge and lost loves.
the year of
theatrical events is greatest
under the lamps the walk-ons
are nearer
you can see them better
especially if youâre near the sight the beat
map of us
tickets to Sceaux
no ruinous army in the landscape smoking with eveningâs part of us
itâs no longer sunny in Sceaux
our thoughts (smoking)
wrench the future into predictability
no more fuzzy fatigue
though weâre still asleep
walking through the gardens of Sceaux
to the frozen dahlia exhibit
lying there like income tax forms
1961
SHOOTING THE SHIT AGAIN
Although a year apart, both this poem and âHecubaâ were written at Larry Riversâs house in Southampton.
I was rattling along thinking â what was I thinking of?
I guess it was of the Coast Guard Beach (or was it les trois corbeaux?)
dans le spleen de la jeunesse dorée, je suis las de vivre au pays fatal
I was also thinking how much I like the flan de la jeunesse dorée
I think Martha Foley is a very nice woman, too, so are you
just because I love you donât make me a woman unless it makes you one too (so
fuck you, you canât put me in a âfalseâ position â anyway all you ever talk about
is Robert Lowell anymore) mnyaaaa! Piss on your antediluvian head
I think you have a suspicion Iâd like that, damn that private eye for squealing
oh god itâs hardâŠ.
And if you think thatâs the typewriter youâre nutsâŠ.
4/4/61
HECUBA
I have spent your day on these papers
but I donât think there is any twisty or messy solution
among these walls where it is the rag
the answer is walking rubber bands in the hall
Under these flakes, behind my shoes
my charm is like a preference for hail
What the rain, what this fire, so
at the syndacate I donât like to fuck for lunch
so free when the March wind rattles us
3/16/62
FLIGHT 115
A play, or
Pas de Fumer sur la Piste
We wrote this little drama on November 19, 1961, on the plane returning from Rome via Paris to New York. The title is the PanAm flight number plus the French variant of âNo Smoking During Landing or Take-Off.â We had a small portable Hermes Rocket, ready to be passed back and forth, supported on our knees, on which to write. Me by the window, Frank in the middle, and a man who described himself as âin government workâ in the third, aisle seat. Obviously, much of the play attempts to fathom the interior monologue of this mystery companion who could not conceal his suspicions of us, as we enjoyed the novel excesses of collaborati...