PART ONE: BEFORE
SCENE ONE
EVELYN AND JASON
VIDEO PROJECTION: Evelyn and Jasonâs internal world
Bright lines of colour, jagged and broken, emanate from around Jason and surround Evelyn. As the tension in the phone call increases, the lines become a frenzy of colour around them.
EVELYN and JASON stand at a distance apart from each other. A telephone rings for several rings before being picked up.
JASON: ⌠HelloâŚ
EVELYN: Hi, Jason.
JASON: Hi. Who is this?
EVELYN: Itâs meâŚ
JASON: I canât really talk now.
EVELYN: How are you going? Have you been out and about today; itâs a really gorgeous one out there. On my lunchbreakâ
JASON: I havenât been outside.
EVELYN: Oh, okay. So⌠how are things going?
JASON: Okay.
EVELYN: Yeah? When I left for workâ
JASON: Iâm okay.
EVELYN: Did you end up going to the appointment this morning?
JASON: Well⌠no⌠they called and it got⌠rescheduled.
EVELYN: Rescheduled?
JASON: They had two people coming in at the same time or something like that.
EVELYN: ⌠RightâŚ
JASON: Iâm not lyingâ /
EVELYN: I didnât think / you were.
JASON: Thatâs actually how it happened this / time.
EVELYN: / Alright. Okay.
JASON: Jesus.
EVELYN: So⌠when is it now?
JASON: I donât know, I wrote it down somewhere.
EVELYN: What are you going to do today then?
JASON: I donât know. Iâm not feeling so great.
EVELYN: How do you mean? Like sick?
JASON: No, not sick. Just all⌠all the same stuff as usual.
EVELYN: Right.
JASON speaks in a very small voice.
JASON: Maybe I wasnât going to go to the appointment anyway.
EVELYN: Pardon?
JASON still speaks in a very small voice.
JASON: Maybe I wasnât going to goâŚ
EVELYN: Sorry, Jas, I canât hear you.
With great effort JASON raises his voice.
JASON: You were right. I wasnât going to go today anyway.
EVELYN: Why?
JASON: I donât need a lecture, alright Evelyn? The last thing I need is a lecture from you, okay?
EVELYN: Please stop.
JASON: I wish you would.
EVELYN: I love you. [Pause.] Jas�
JASON: I heard you.
EVELYN: Then say it back.
JASON: I should go.
EVELYN: Are you feeling like you might hurt yourself? [Pause.] Jason? [Pause.] Hello?
JASON: ⌠Iâm okayâŚ
EVELYN: Youâre okay?
Pause.
JASON: ⌠YesâŚ
EVELYN: Yes, youâre okay?
JASON: Yes⌠I mightâŚ
EVELYN: You might hurt yourself?
Pause.
JASON: ⌠YesâŚ
EVELYN: Suicide is something youâve been thinking about again?
JASON: ⌠A bitâŚ
EVELYN: Right so do youâ?
JASON: Donât worry / about it.
EVELYN: Do you / have a plan for how you might do that?
JASON: What?
EVELYN: Do you have a plan?
JASON: Do I have a fucking plan?
EVELYN: The internet says you should just ask outright.
JASON: You fucking googled it?
EVELYN: Yes I âfucking googledâ it, I donât know how to deal with this any better than you do, alright?
JASON: ⌠JesusâŚ
EVELYN: So⌠do you have a plan for how you might kill yourself?
Pause.
JASON: Kind ofâŚ
EVELYN: Whatâs the plan?
JASON: Iâve got some⌠a few⌠Iâve got a bunch of rope and stuff⌠or⌠a few different thingsâŚ
EVELYN: So youâve actually got the things you would need?
JASON: ⌠YeahâŚ
EVELYN: All there with you right now? [Pause.] Jason?
JASON: In front of me on the table hereâŚ
EVELYN: Okay⌠um⌠okay⌠thatâs pretty serious. Have you hurt yourself in anyway just yet?
JASON: No⌠not yet.
EVELYN: Iâm going to call the ambulance.
JASON: No.
EVELYN: Or the acute care team, theyâve helped you before, right?
JASON: No. I donât want them screaming up in here and everyone seeingâ
EVELYN: But, Jasonâ
JASON: I should never have answered the phone. I told you this...