CHAPTER ONE
Find Your Purpose
âFind your purpose or youâre wasting air.â
âNipsey Hussle, âVictory Lapâ
If youâve ever heard me speak live or listened to me on a podcast or attended a workshop Iâve taught, youâve undoubtedly heard me say this phrase: âIf you are not walking in your purpose, you are just working and living to die.â I hope that statement shakes you to your core. I hope that statement makes your stomach sink and makes you feel uncomfortable. I hope it lights a fire in you and makes you question everything.
How we use our time while on this earth is the most important decision weâll make in our livesâand the goal should be to use this time by walking in our purpose. When you google the definition of purpose, this is what youâll read: âThe reason for which something is done or created or for which something exists.â Powerful words. When determining your lifeâs purpose, youâre determining the reason for which you exist, the reason for which you were created.
Wait. So, youâre saying we werenât put on this earth to work really hard, gain and lose ten pounds over and over again, get in debt, then get out of debt, go on a fancy vacation, and then die?
Of course we werenât.
We are each placed on this earth for a specific reason. This chapter is going to help you identify that reason. And listen, I get it. Every blog, every podcast, every influencer is talking about âliving in your purpose.â Itâs the new fad. Although I recognize itâs a trend, Iâd be remiss not to talk about it in this book, because I believe nothing is more important than walking in your purpose.
Sometimes we overcomplicate the conversation about finding purpose. We assume that finding purpose involves an intricate, difficult task, like curing AIDS or ending world hunger. However, finding purpose is as simple as determining that the thing youâre doing every day is the thing youâre meant to be doing.
When you start the journey to identify your purpose, it may feel like youâre on a road trip without a map. You take one highway and discover youâre on the wrong highway, so you quickly exit and end up on the feeder road. You try to get back on the highway, but each of the entrances is blocked. So, you take a detour. The next thing you know, youâre back on the highway, going the wrong way. Then youâre on a side street. Then youâre in a dead-end cul-de-sac and donât know how to exit. The journey to find purpose can take you on many different routes. Iâm sure some of you reading this book right now have changed professions even two or three times. Started and ended businesses. Had passions that died off and then found new ones.
It annoys the crap out of me when authors and speakers talk about purpose while also seemingly hiding the ball. Like: âOh, Iâm so happy Iâm walking in my purpose! What a blessing and an honor blah blah blahâ (eye roll). Thanks, lady, but give me the secret recipe! These people make finding your purpose sound difficult, like itâs reserved for an elite group.
News flash, people: Everyone has a purpose, and finding your purpose should not be hard. Period. In fact, your purpose was placed deep inside of you when you were born, and now itâs just a matter of bringing that part of you to light, of discovering more of who you are. More of what makes you . . . you.
As someone who believes I am absolutely walking in my purpose, I want to help you do the same. Therefore, Iâve simplified how to determine what your purpose is and boiled down purpose to four criteria. I believe your lifeâs purpose is:
- Something youâre naturally good at;
- Something you enjoy;
- Something that makes an impact in the world; and
- Something you would do for free.
If you can check off all four of these items, youâre likely already living in your purpose. And I know thereâs someone out there right now saying: âThis is dumb. Iâm in my purpose for sure, but I can only mark off three out of those four items.â While itâs not a perfect formula, I do think it will help point you in the right direction.
Letâs break down each of these criteria.
SOMETHING YOU ARE NATURALLY GOOD AT: YOUR SUPERPOWER
I sat on a panel with Microsoft vice president Lani Phillips. When asked about what she thought purpose was, she defined it as someoneâs superpowerâthe thing that comes naturally to you. And I couldnât agree more.
For instance, when you think about Superman, you probably think of his ability to fly. When you think about the Hulk, you probably think of his superhuman strength. What do people think about when they think of you? What is your âsuperpowerâ?
I donât want you to make this difficult. Instead, think of the thing your friends identify as your strength. They might say things like, âOh, Nicole is really good at that,â or âWe could ask Taylorâsheâs got a knack for that.â It doesnât even have to be something you were taught or went to school for. Take a second and make a list of these things; maybe you have four or five things you excel at. That list will narrow as we apply additional factors.
If youâre having trouble with this list, ask some of your trusted family or friends. This might be uncomfortable, but their perspectives can be valuable for this exercise. You might be surprised at some of the things that you overlook, because, well, they come naturally to you! Thatâs a good thingâthatâs your superpower.
SOMETHING YOU ENJOY
Your purpose should be something you enjoy. I donât believe we were put on this earth for a purpose that makes us miserable. So, ask yourself: Of the items on this list, what do I enjoy? What can I lose track of time while doing it? Maybe itâs dancing, and your purpose is to reach people through your performances. Can you dance for what seems like just a few minutes, and the next thing you know, two or three hours have passed? Or maybe youâre on a church committee, and you enjoy serving each Sunday in any capacity: greeting people, taking up offerings, or praying at the end. Maybe youâve always been good at art, and when it comes to designing clothes, you could sit for hours on end drawing your dream pieces.
Now, I wonât say you have to enjoy your purpose all the time, because the journey to get to living in your purpose could be filled with obstacles. And just because itâs your purpose doesnât mean it comes without grueling, hard work. My life as a sports agent is a living testament to that (keep readingâweâll get to that later in the book). But I do believe that when you finally reach the destination, you will enjoy it. Walking in your purpose should bring you fulfillment and joy, but that doesnât always equate to happiness along the way. Even after a really tough dayâpossibly with tears involvedâyou should be able to look back and say, âThis is what I was meant to do.â So, take a look at your list and cross off any items you happen to be good at but wouldnât enjoy doing.
SOMETHING THAT MAKES AN IMPACT ON THE WORLD
Your purpose should have an impact on the world. Again, donât make this complicated. Some of the obvious ways to make an impact include fighting for social justice, donating funds to a charity you care about, curing a disease, starting a nonprofit for homeless kids, and so forth. But here are a few other ways you may not have considered:
- Being a mom or dad and raising kids to be good humans
- Adopting a dog from a homeless shelter
- Creating jewelry that makes the owner smile Making people laugh through your comedy
- Taking things off someoneâs plate by being an executive assistant
- Coaching softball for middle school girls and teaching them the value of teamwork
- Being a loving husband or wife to a spouse who needs love
All of these, plus many more, impact the world and shouldnât be overlooked. Donât let the world or society tell you what an impact is or isnât. You define this on your own terms, as everyone is impacted differently.
In case no one has told you: your purpose and your impact donât have to be your day job. Let me say that again in a different way: what you do to pay the bills doesnât have to be your lifeâs purpose. Iâm a civil litigation attorney who represents some of the worldâs biggest companies. I handle high-level, complex, commercial litigation cases like breach of contract claims. Would I say Iâm making an impact on the world by saving these Fortune 500 companies money and protecting them from liability? If Iâm being honest, and by my definition of impact, Iâd have to say no, I feel Iâm making zero personal impact. Yes, I am good at being an attorney and I enjoy it, but I donât feel Iâm making an impact on the world through this work. Thus, I donât find purpose in my day job. My purpose lies outside of that.
Maybe youâll find purpose in your side hustle or your hobby or in your personal life or in your friendships or in your marriage. And, hey, maybe youâre one of the lucky ones whose purpose is in your work, and every single day you get paid for your calling. Either way, itâs important that whatever you deem your purpose is, itâs something that makes a lasting impact.
Look at your list again. Youâve narrowed down the things you are good at and crossed off the ones you wouldnât enjoy. Now, remove those you donât deem impactful. Perhaps this list only has a couple items left, and youâre that much closer to determining your purpose.
Itâs now time to apply the âpurpose testâ to the remaining items on your list.
THE PURPOSE TEST: WOULD YOU DO IT FOR FREE?
As long as I can remember, Iâve always known exactly what I wanted to do in life. I may not have always known it was called a sports agent, but I knew I wanted to help athletes. I never wavered on this, and every career step I took was to reach this goal.
I still recall the day I finally received the confirmation I needed to know I was truly walking in my purpose. It was a few years ago, and I was in my second year as an NFL agent. I was walking around my neighborhood with my best friend, telling her how excited I was to have successfully negotiated my first contract for a client. To me, a junior agent, the contract had taken forever. So much back-and-forth, so many days of research, and true negotiation skills. I was so relieved it was done, and I also was proud of myself for this accomplishment.
As I told her the story, she said: âThatâs really great! So, how much money do you think youâll take home from that deal when your commission comes out?â
I stopped in my tracks. âCommission?â I asked. Not one time while in law school, while studying for the NFL agent exam, while applying to sports agencies, or even while recruiting this particular player did I ever think about what Iâd be paid.
I looked at her with a blank stare and said, âWow, oh my goshâI forgot that I get paid to do this.â And that was the moment. Right there, standing in the middle of my neighborhood, sweating like a pig (because of the hundred-degree Texas heat), I knew I was truly walking in my purpose! The entire time I had negotiated this playerâs contract, it never crossed my mind that this was a job I was doing, and Iâd be compensated for my work. So, when I realized Iâd be making moneyâcash moneyâoff of the deal Iâd worked so hard on, this was an added bonus. The money clearly didnât faze me, and it had nothing to do with why I was in this profession. I was in this profession because itâs my purpose.
I call this the âpurpose test.â I was doing something I was good at, something I enjoyed, and something that was making an impact every single day with young athletes. Even so, it wasnât until I acknowledged Iâd do this job for free that I knew it was truly something I was called to do. When youâre struggling to determine if youâre truly walking in your purpose, ask yourself: If you didnât need money, would you do this activity for free? For example, do you love blogging so much that youâd do it forever and not worry about what it brought in? Does the idea of owning your own business and being an entrepreneur excite you, or the funds that come from that job? The answer to the purpose test is how youâll know.
Let me be abundantly clear about something: I do want to make money, and lots of it. Just because you want to make money doesnât mean that gig isnât your purpose. The purpose test simply asks about the initial excitement. Is the initial excitement about owning your own business and working for yourself, and the money is secondary? Is the initial excitement that you get to star in movies and walk on the red carpet and then, as an afterthought, you get paid too?
In that moment while walking around my neighborhood, I not only wanted to make money, I also needed to make money. I was drowning in law school debt and supporting my extended family back home. I had no help, so the money was necessary. But the money was my secondary excitement. Representing some of the biggest names in football was the primary excitement.
Even in writing this book, I didnât think about how much I could earn from writing it. Iâm writing this book because I...