Bathed in the Fading Light
âI donât feel part of life. I always felt as though I were a spectator.â
âTerence Davies
The cinema of the British director Terence Davies is one of contradictionsâbetween beauty and ugliness, the real and the artificial, progression and tradition, motion and stasis. These opposites reflect a certain struggle, for the filmmaker and his characters, to make sense of a confusing and sometimes violent world. For Davies, this struggle constitutes a reckoning with his past, a highly personal account of a fractured childhood; for the viewer it has resulted in one of the richest, most idiosyncratic, and arrestingly experimental bodies of work put out by a narrative filmmaker. This struggle is particularly acute because Davies, a gay man who has long accepted his homosexuality yet has also often vocalized the shame he feels about it, is constantly negotiating issues of identity in his workâboth his own and those of his characters. Daviesâs world is a personalized vision of the twentieth century refracted through a decidedly queer prism.
A recurring image in Daviesâs films shows someone staring out of a window. A character faces the camera, looking onto a world that has confounded, betrayed, or oppressed. This specific visual bestows great power on both his first film, 1976âs forty-six-minute Children, and 2011âs The Deep Blue Sea, his most recent feature at the time of this writing. The first is a spare, black-and-white work of tortured, fictionalized autobiography, recounting the filmmakerâs traumatic coming-of-age in grim, mostly static compositions; the latter is an adaptation of a 1953 play by Terence Rattigan about a married womanâs self-destructive affair, shot through with a seductive, rich classicism that could almost be called luxuriant. Worlds apart in many ways, the films are united by the manner in which their makerâs presence is felt within them, never more strongly than in those images of the protagonist gazing out at us, past us, at a universe he or she doesnât understand, and which hasnât taken the time to understand the person contemplating it.
At the climax of Children, Daviesâs pubescent surrogate, Tucker (Philip Mawdsley), has been affected by twinned traumas: he is slowly becoming aware of his incipient homosexuality, and he has lost his father to pancreatic cancer. Though the director has shown us the older man writhing in pitiful agony, we have not been invited to feel sympathy for him: he has been depicted as a tyrant, beating Tuckerâs mother in a splenetic rage. Thus his death evokes in Tucker not sadness but mixed feelings of horror and joy, perhaps even more difficult emotions with which to reckon than had he merely been driven to mourn. With one shotâremarkable for its technical virtuosity and its ability to encapsulate warring feelingsâDavies makes this moment unbearably vivid as well as metaphorically resonant. It is the morning of the funeral, and he has trained his camera on the front door of Tuckerâs Liverpool row house, the camera patient and still as the coffin is carried out. Tucker walks into the frame, flanked by his mother and a couple of unnamed female mourners. Their ghostly faces peer out from behind the windowâs cross-shaped grilles, which dominate the image. In a technical move that would prove uncommon in Daviesâs cinema, the camera slowly zooms out on this haunting tableau (Davies would later rely on tracking and crane shots rather than zooms for such flourishes); in this shot, Tuckerâs mouth breaks into a broad smile, one that only he could be aware of since the other mourners are positioned behind him. Itâs an eerie image, wholly incongruous with the melancholy scene, yet Daviesâs masterstroke is to come. The camera continues to zoom out, until the hearse enters the foreground; the coffin is mounted into the car from left to right, and as it slides into the back of the vehicle, its motion literally erases Tucker and his mother from the shot as though marks wiped from a chalkboard. The shot is made possible via a doublereflection of the front door and a second window across the street; the image conveys an extraordinary sense of both negation (the family unitâs erasure) and coming-into-being (Tuckerâs smile connoting the possibility of a newfound happiness). A line from the single most influential work of art in Daviesâs life, T. S. Eliotâs Four Quartets, comes to mind: âIn the end is my beginning.â
The erasure of a family in Children.
The same sentiment could apply to the closing moments of The Deep Blue Sea. Though employing multiple flashbacks that give it the sense of a grand, time-hopping personal epic, the narrative proper takes place over the course of one day, following the night during which Hester (Rachel Weisz) attempts suicide via asphyxiation by gas heater. Over the filmâs unfolding twenty-four hours, Hesterâwho in the years immediately following the war has left her loving and reliable but dull husband, a prominent and wealthy judge, for a romance with a young and handsome but penniless and emotionally unstable former RAF pilotâhas tried to reconcile, or at least comprehend, the opposed halves of her embattled life. Whether she has come to any greater understanding of herself by the end of the film is left ambiguous, but we do know this: she has, for this one morning at least, chosen life. She throws open the heavy curtains, flooding her dingy boarding-house apartment with sunlight. Davies cuts to an exterior shot of her standing in the window, and before the camera cranes down and away from her (in a reverse mirror image of the filmâs opening shot), we note the trace of a smile as Hester looks out. It is not as broad as Tuckerâs, but her expression is similar: conveying the need to move forward yet clearly haunted by the past.
Davies is a cinematic auteur in the classical sense, authoring films from an unmistakably personal aesthetic and thematic standpoint. And if any true auteurâs protagonists are in some essential way their surrogates, then Tucker and Hester, wildly different beings at different points in their lives, are vivid incarnations of Davies himself. They exist at two disparate poles of his filmography, casting ambiguous smiles in the face of death. Joyous and melancholic, inside and outside, gazing at the world yet examining the self, moving forward but standing still, anticipating the future yet held by the past, they elucidate juxtapositions that reflect fundamental paradoxesâand as weâll see, the queering agentsâaround which the rest of this book will revolve. These are films that would seem to function within the most identifiable of British cinematic traditionsâbroadly, that of realismâyet are just as often defined by fantasy, surreality, and subjective truth; that excavate a painful personal past by locating warmth, wonder, and pockets of happiness within; that are informed by classical Hollywood and British narrative traditions but use them as starting points for more daring experimentations of the cinematic form; that dramatize the progression of time by evoking times inherent falseness, implying that the present is simply an ever-persistent echo of the past and effectively illustrating Gilles Deleuzeâs notion that in the modern cinema images no longer are linked by rational cause and effect but rather more obscure, sensorial continuities.
Considering the influence they had on his cinema, Eliotâs Four Quartetsâthe poetâs final major work, widely regarded as a significant achievement in twentieth-century writingâprovide a useful starting point for discussing Daviesâs particular kind of modernist memory film. Unifying four separate poems, three of which were composed in London during the darkest days of World War II, when the city was being bombarded by German air raids, Four Quartets (first published together as a book in 1943, two years before Davies was born) form a guttural, philosophical, and profoundly spiritual meditation on the nature of time and memory in what the author, who later in life had become an Orthodox Christian, perceived as an increasingly godless world. Each poem is named after a concrete place in Eliotâs past that he has imbued with rich metaphorical meaning: the first, âBurnt Norton,â invites the reader to contemplate the Edenic rose garden of a country estate and the enchanting and ominous memories it summons; âEast Cokerâ is concerned in part with the artistic endeavor, specifically with how it helps us transcend the hopelessness of reality and escape the web of time; âThe Dry Salvages,â awash in water imagery, partly recalls Eliotâs boyhood in Cape Ann, Massachusetts, to limn the edges of a baptismal eternity. Finally, with âLittle Gidding,â Eliot tries to find peace in the attempt to reconcile the contradictory impulses inherent in the flow of life. As the Eliot scholar Russell Kirk writes, âFour Quartets point out the way to the Rose Garden that endures beyond time, where seeming opposites are reconciledâ (241). Opposites also provide the philosophical foundation for Daviesâs cinema, yet unlike Eliot, Davies outright rejects religious dogma, and therefore he is not able to reconcile the warring aspects of his life via a transcendent, sustaining spirituality. Nevertheless, the ultimate optimism in Eliotâs Four Quartetsâwhich vibrate with hope, the possibility for human salvation and immortality through religion, without ever preaching a specific theologyâappeals to Davies, as do the poemsâ critique of the modern consciousness and their evocative, highly musical rhythm and structure. The past, present, and future all exist on one plane throughout the Four Quartets, as is the case with many of Daviesâs films, which revolve and undulate rather than move in a straight line.
Daviesâs films evoke Eliotâs words, âTime the destroyer is time the preserver.â It is essential to recognize and embrace the central paradoxes of Daviesâs body of work to fully grasp and interpret itâand to realize how he has radicalized an essentially mainstream narrative cinema. Visually and sonically unorthodox, Daviesâs films are highly aestheticized, and the curious nature of their approaches makes them difficult to situate. (If there has been occasional criticism of their distancing visual strategies, it has centered on the oddness of their hovering between realism and stylizationâfor instance, John Caughie was harsh on The Long Day Closes for what he viewed as âan aestheticization of drabness,â which he found at times to be âemotionally exploitativeâ [13].) Yet his defiance of easy genre categorization, his refusal to slot his films into established British or American cinematic traditions, and the manner in which he has put his distinct stamp on other writersâ material all eloquently speak to the way Davies has subtly created a queered filmography. He comes by his gentle radicalism naturally and genuinely; rather than setting out to complicate the unwritten rules of modern moviemaking, he seems to construct films as a way of locating a hidden lyricismâto create a poetics of trauma that narrows viewersâ common perceptions of the gulf between pain and pleasure, joy and grief, memory and fantasy. In so doing, he forces an unsettling destabilizing effect on his own cinema; the clearest way to explain his filmsâ essential queerness is to say that he seems to place them in recognizable generic forms, only to delegitimize those very forms. The word âqueerââa once-demeaning term used against gays and lesbians to negatively identify difference that was recouped in the early 1990s as a politically charged emblem of positive self-identification by those who were marginalized by itâdescribes a defiance to heteronormatively established categories of sexual identity, dissolving boundaries between male and female, gay and straight. We might say that Daviesâs cinema, by virtue of its resistance to set aesthetic and political cinematic rules, similarly refuses either/or binaries. It is perhaps crucial to note that I am employing the term âqueer,â which has been utilized in many ways across multiple disciplines, in a two-pronged sense, both in terms of the directorâs homosexuality, reflected in the identity politics of many of his films, and to illustrate how his work deviates from the formal and cultural concerns of his cinematic contemporaries.
This queernessâthe neither/nor qualityâmight help account for why Davies, despite the acclaim with which nearly all of his works have been met and the place of honor to which he has ascended in the annals of contemporary British cinema (heâs âregarded by many as Britainâs greatest living film director,â wrote the London Evening Standardâs Nick Roddick in 2008), remains understudied at serious length; meanwhile, he has historically had difficulty getting official funding for his projects from governmental arts councils, further contributing to his status as an industry outsider. Various chapters in both popular and more academically oriented film-studies anthologies have been devoted to him over the past two decades, but Wendy Everettâs invaluable Terence Davies (2001) for the Manchester University Press series British Film Makers remains the only previous existing English-language book-length study of the directorâs work. The reason for what is surely a critical oversight cannot simply be Daviesâs relatively small output: the seven features he has made at the time of this writing puts him in the same general category as such world-cinematic titans as Terrence Malick (six films), Andrei Tarkovsky (seven), Wong Kar-wai (ten), and Stanley Kubrick (thirteen), all known for the extended length of time they take between projects, and all subjects of numerous published critical studiesâand all of them, like Davies, evincing a clear aesthetic unity across their oeuvres. And neither can Daviesâs essential invisibility in the U.S. academic press be due to a matter of stateside inaccessibility, as his works were all at one time or another afforded distribution from major independent companies, theatrically and on home video.
Rather, I would argue that the reason for the lack of widespread scholarly analysis of Daviesâs works is due to the difficulty of their unfashionably personal, contradictory queer natures, as well as the odd detachment with which they uncover deeply emotional states of being. A 1990 article by the U.S. critic Jonathan Rosenbaum in the British magazine Sight & Sound testifies to the inability of Daviesâs 1988 feature Distant Voices, Still Lives to connect with American audiences: âIt was probably the relative absence of plotâthe ne plus ultra of commercial filmmakingâ that deprived the movie of the larger audience it could and should have had, even if this absence permits a wholeness and an intensity to every moment that is virtually inaccessible to narrative filmmakingâ (âAre You Having Fun?â 99). The dramatic outlines of Daviesâs most personal films are universally relatable, but the abstractness with which he lays bare and interprets his traumas on the screen makes them opaque, even alien. Despite his most typical works being seemingly based in a recognizable idiom (broadly, the personal-memory film), they are not entirely legible as such. Upon deeper analysis, his films become puzzling works that skirt the lines between autobiography and fantasy, reality and fiction, radicalism and conservatismâeach of those, incidentally, categories in which critics and academics prefer to place films.
Though his films have been explored at eloquent and revealing length in Everettâs book, I aim to focus more on the distinct emotional quandaries these films evoke in the viewer and to propose that their tonal and political in-betweenness is a form of cinematic queering. Through my exploration of their contradictions in the sections that follow, I will suggest that these films function within seemingly recognizable generic parameters only to then explode and thus queer conventional notions of narrative cinema. Whereas Everettâs book took the form of a chronological study of the directorâs work, I am more interested in teasing out the connections and cross-references between his films in a less linear, more holistic fashion. Furthermore, Everettâs volume, published in 2001, necessarily could not have dealt with Daviesâs two most recent films, Of Time and the City and The Deep Blue Sea, rich and significant texts that further elucidate the tenor and subtext of the directorâs entire oeuvre, while also moving him into new realms (broadly, documentary and melodrama). Also, in focusing on what I see as the central paradoxes of Daviesâs films, I will attempt to imply a more specifically queer reading than Everett had, to impart a sense that all of his seemingly opposed aesthetic and ideological cinematic traits work in surprising tandem to create a radical portrait of a fractured gay identity.
I aim not simply to delve into the textually or even subtextually gay aspects or details of the films but rather to propose that, in their entirety, and in the odd juxtapositions that fasten them together, they are imbued withâand perhaps defined byâa queer sensibility. Daviesâs homosexualityâa source of anguish for himâis not merely incidental to any of these films, even those that elide any explicit reference to same-sex desire. These matters are also not so easy to parse. There are a variety of dimensions to Daviesâs highly modernist queer aesthetic, and they are at turns related to desire, identity, politics, and time. For instance, alongside his impulse toward autobiography seems to sit a drive for self-negation; heâs inviting us to share his dreams and fears and privileging us to witness approximations of his past experiences, yet at the same time disallowing simple emotional readings of those experiences by foregrounding his own perspective as that of an outsider, a stranger in a strange land of his own making. Such aesthetics connect to one of the most essential aspects of Daviesâs queerness: his status as a social outcast, a position related, variously, to his sexuality, his placement within (but mostly outside of) the mainstream film industry, and his devotion to outmoded pop-cultural signifiers, the traces of which appear in all of his films, often giving them the sense of emanating from an earlierâand, crucially, politically unfashionableâtime and place.
With their constant tonal negotiations, Daviesâs films exist in a curious space between fondness for the past and fear of it, a positioning that makes us aware of the social exclusion that the director felt as both an adolescent and as a formerly sexually active adult (Davies claims to be celibate today), which is a defining feeling of queerness. As a result, Davies, a filmmaker particularly preoccupied with the representation of time in cinema, carves out a peculiar, queer temporality, locating his films in a space that exists outside of the flow of culturally sanctioned, positively identified, procreatively fueled ânormal time.â Time itself is reconstituted in Daviesâs cinema, whether fragmented or slowed down, either outpacing or trailing behind social norms; the inexorable pull of forward motion butts heads with a nagging, unavoidable emotional and physical stasis.
Aesthetically, Daviesâs queerness can be located in a series of distancing strategies that effectively put us viewers, and Davies, at a remove from the narratives, so that we are like Davies when he says, âI always felt as though I were a spectatorâ (qtd. in Everett 217). This is achieved through, variously and not exclusively, discordant sound-image combinations, hyperst...