CHILDFINDER (1947â1971)
Published Works
âCrossoverâ (1971)
âChildfinderâ (completed 1971, published 2014)
Octavia Estelle Butler was born June 22, 1947, in Pasadena, California, to Laurice and Octavia M. Butler. Sheâd had four brothers, all of whom died before she was born. Though she talked about this aspect of her biography in interviews only rarely, the fact of these lost siblings hung over her life, as did the very early loss of her father, who died while she was still a toddler. âI often wonder what kind of person I would have been if my brothers had lived,â she told Charles Rowell in 1997. âI wonder what kind of person I would have been if they had lived and if I had had more of the society of kids when I was a kid. But, anyway, since I didnât have that, I made my own society in the books [I read] and in the stories that I told myself.â As for her father, his
absence haunted her, too, both in her sense that she felt she grew up not understanding a male perspective and in her fascination across her fiction with parents ânot being able to raise their own children.â
She was raised primarily by her mother and grandmother, in a household where money was often quite tight. Butler and her mother were closeâbeing able to help her mother financially following her MacArthur award in 1995 was one of the high points of Butlerâs lifeâthough like many parents and children, they were able to become significantly closer only once they no longer lived under the same roof. She considered her mother (and her grandmother, and her great-grandmother) as inspirations for surviving the harsh world of poverty and racial prejudice into which they were thrust; she spoke poignantly of the sense of inferiority that had always plagued her mother, who was pulled out of school at age ten to work. This respect was a hard-learned lesson, one that came too late. Butler recalled with shame looking down on her motherâs work as a housecleaner when she was young, and hurting her mother badly with her scorn, something she deeply regretted as an adult: âI didnât have to leave school when I was ten, I never missed a meal, always had a roof over my head, because my mother was willing to do demeaning work and accept humiliation.â Many of Butlerâs most-beloved heroines would be women quite like her mother, women who struggled and compromised not because they were âfrightened or timid or cowardsâ but who made the best of no-win situations because âthey were heroes.â Her motherâs support was crucial in other ways as well: somehow finding the money for her daughterâs first typewriter or her trip to the Clarion science fiction writersâ workshop, even as Octavia M. was unable to quite affirm or approve (or understand) her daughterâs choice to pursue writing as a career.
Her mother called her âJunie,â but she was âEstelleâ to nearly everyone elseâa name that lived on even when she became known internationally as âOctavia,â represented in the middle initial she insisted be included in her name in all her publications. Looking back on her childhood from the perspective of adulthood, Butler would describe herself as solitary and lonely; extremely, almost cripplingly shy; and a dreamer. From as young as age four she spent a great deal of time alone telling herself stories; she began writing them down, she said, only when she discovered that she was beginning to forget some of her favorites. Her earliest stories were animal fantasies, usually
about horses who could change their shape and âmade fools of the men who came to catch [them].â (In an 1970s interview with Jeffrey M. Elliot, intended for
Negro History Bulletin but published, partially, elsewhere, she describes one origin for these fugitive horses: an early trip to a carnival where she realized the ponies were being terribly abused.) But the focus of her writing changed completely in her adolescence, the night she watched a late-night B-movie called
Devil Girl from Mars. âI saw it when I was about 12 years old,â she told an audience at MIT in 1994, âand it changed my life.â Butlerâs characteristically ironic and self-deprecating narrative of her thought process watching this movie concedes an early understanding of SF as a degraded genre, filled with plot holes and clichĂ©s:
As I was watching this film, I had a series of revelations. The first was that âGeez, I can write a better story than that.â And then I thought, âGee, anybody can write a better story than that.â (Laughter/Applause) And my third thought was the clincher: âSomebody got paid for writing that awful story.â (Applause) So I was off and writing, and a year later I was busy submitting terrible pieces of fiction to innocent magazines.
And so she began, writing that night the first of the short stories that would dominate her teenage imagination and would ultimately come to make up the spine of her Patternist universe.
In her MIT talk (and in others like it) Butler sought to differentiate the raw narrative badness of Devil Girl from Marsâs plotting with the free space of the imagination opened up in the 1960s by the possibility of new worlds and new histories. As she told an interviewer in 2006: âI was attracted to science fiction because it was so wide open. I was able to do anything and there were no walls to hem you in and there was no human condition that you were stopped from examining.â This wide-open horizon, she says elsewhere, was so attractive to her in part because of her sense that, as a âlittle âcoloredâ girl in that era of conformity and segregation [ ⊠] my real future looked bleak.â In response the young Octavia âfantasized living impossible, but interesting livesâmagical lives in which I could fly like Superman, communicate with animals, control peopleâs mindsââall three of which would later go on to structure key moments of pleasure in the otherwise bleak Patternist series.
Cruciallyâand characteristicallyâthe
adult Butler came to understand this sense of unconstrained possibility quite dialectically; she suggests in the MIT talk that throughout the 1960s both science fiction and âscienceâ more generally were hopelessly imbricated in the neocolonial politics of the nationstate, from
Devil Girlâs Mars-Needs-Men! send-up of imperial fantasy to a Space Race inseparably bound up in Cold War paranoia about âthose evil Russians.â Still, the dreams of empire and widespread national paranoia were good for something; it at least made the wide-ranging speculations of SF âOK [ ⊠] because prior to this, there had been the idea that comic books and science fiction could rot your brains.â She especially adored
The Twilight Zone and
Star Trek, with a crush on William Shatner secretly recorded in her diaries using codenames (a common practice for her); the Huntington even has among its papers a
Star Trek fan fiction composed sometime between her late teens and the sale of her first novel, and she watched
Star Trek avidly as an adult when the franchise returned to TV in the late 1980s and 1990s.
But Butlerâs early fantasies were most strongly influenced by the reading she did at home and at the library. She was a voracious reader, especially of science fiction, ecstatically consuming whatever she could get her hands on. First it was the stories she found in magazines at the grocery store, like Amazing and Fantastic and Galaxy; she would purchase a magazine or two if she had the money, or simply read the stories as her mother shopped if she did not. As soon as she was allowed out of the âromper roomâ of childrenâs literature at the library, she turned to novels. She read Heinlein, Sturgeon, Herbert, Asimov, Bradbury, all the well-known writers of Golden Age SF, and internalized their assumptions about the universe and about human potentiality; many of her later stories would retain the traces of these writers, even as she added new favorites like John Brunner, Ursula K. Le Guin, and Suzy McKee Charnas. An avid collector of comics, she was especially fascinated by texts about supermen, including the original, Superman himself; she also adored the animal stories of Felix Salten, especially Bambiâs Children, a book she admired and thought about across her life.
A particular early favorite, not so well-known today as some of the other names, was Zenna Henderson, whose works thematically reflected Butlerâs intense sense of being different, and alienated, from the people around her; many years later, struggling with her drafts of
Parable of the Trickster, she
would recall a slogan from Hendersonâs novels, âDifferent is dead.â She would buy used copies of Hendersonâs
Pilgrimage (1961) and give them to her friends, in search of someone to discuss the books withââloaning them,â she told Veronica Mixon in an
Essence interview in 1979, to friends she thought âmight be susceptible.â She felt Hendersonâs novels appealed almost universally to young girls; she would later try the same trick with
Dune, she said, with much less success. Hendersonâs novels were focused primarily on âThe People,â mostly beneficent aliens with telekinetic and telepathic abilities who live in secret exile among human beings on Earth after a catastrophe destroyed their home world; it isnât hard to see their impact on her stories of the much more sinister Patternists (who, though biologically human, live in hiding in mainstream society) as well as the âMissionariesâ of
Survivor (who flee to other planets after the catastrophe of the Patternists destroys human civilization on Earth).
The earliest versions of these storiesâavailable now in the Butler archives at the Huntington, in the very composition notebooks she wrote them in decades agoâtypically concerned a young girl (plainly a stand-in for young Estelle herself) who is visited by a UFO from Mars in the middle of the night and taken around the solar system by the shipâs occupant, the dashing and romantic âFlash.â Most of these stories revolve around the adventures of âFlashâ and the girl, renamed âSilver Star,â though the reader of her later books is immediately drawn to the presence of a character named âDoro,â the shifty and duplicitous âfirst protector of Sol.â In these early stories Butler worked out many of the assumptions about telepathy, and about power, that would ultimately drive the Patternist books she would begin to publish nearly two decades later; while the setting shifts from the solar system to a postapocalyptic Earth, many of the characters were retained without significant changes, including not just Doro but also Coransee, Flash himself (renamed Teray in the published
Patternmaster) and Silver Star (who ultimately becomes the healer Amber in
Patternmaster, as well as the Ur-template for any number of other Butler heroines to come). (In a quiet suggestion of her lifelong fidelity to these childhood fantasies, in the early 2000s her private email address would be
[email protected].) Almost literally everything Butler would ever write spiraled out of those early stories, which can be networked together into a singular whole, almost into a kind of Butlerian âmythosâ (something
like the supernarrative frameworks used by Asimov and Lovecraft). Butler constantly adapted and remixed her own fiction, especially to rescue material that didnât work in its original context.
Nor are the stories purely juvenile, despite her age and relative unsophistication. In many cases they explored dark and disturbingâand certainly adultâthemes. Early on in the Flash series (1961, when Butler is fourteen) she writes of Silver Star being wed to Flash in a sadomasochistic Martian marriage ceremony that seems to involve extreme subjugation, even literal enslavement (including branding with a ceremonial knife). In a strong anticipation of several of her later novels, the character seems utterly in thrall to Flash, perhaps even being manipulated in some way by his powers and unable to freely or fully consent; the characterâs first impulse is to run, until she hears his spoken command to stop resisting. It is perhaps not surprising that when Butler listed her own early influences, she frequently included alongside Golden Age science fiction writers âsome interesting pornography I found in someoneâs trashââor that she recalls being accused of receiving adult help with her writing because she wrote about such adult topics: âIn other words, I sometimes wrote dirty stories.â In another early fragment, this one from around 1967âseemingly an experiment in erotic writingâshe describes a truly horrifying world of legalized sex slavery, narrated nonchalantly and with extremely explicit language in the first person by a girl whose entry into this world begins at age six, after an attack by her male babysitter; in still another, âHopeâ, circa 1960, a young girl in a concentration camp during the Holocaust is forced to trade sex for the lives of her family members. Writing was an extremely erotic practice for Butler across her lifeâshe saw her sex drive and her writing drive as very tightly linkedâand from these early stories we can already see the extent to which the erotic, as a category, would be for her bound up very tightly with domination, submission, and the sometimes very radical blurring of consent. Much of what we get in the published work actually turns out to be a somewhat sanitized version of her original ideas, especially when we trace those ideas back through the de...