Confessions of a Headmaster

Paul F. Cummins

• Publisher: Xeno Books
• Year: 2015
• Print ISBN: 9781939096401
• eBook ISBN: 9781597095464
• Topic: Education
• Subtopic: Education Biographies

"Both a memoir and manifesto for education reform... chronicles [Cummins's] remarkable career as a teacher, headmaster, and school founder." — Kirkus Reviews In this entertaining and inspiring memoir, renowned educator Paul Cummins candidly shares his journey from privileged kid and ivory-tower scholar to hands-on progressive educator, working to achieve social justice through education for all youth: from children of celebrities to foster and incarcerated youth and those facing sometimes unimaginable circumstantial hurdles to education and accomplishment—proving time and again that all children can succeed given appropriate support. Confessions of a Headmaster is "the story of the birth of the kind of open, enlightened, diverse education we all take for granted today, told in a warm and engaging way by the visionary in our midst who made it happen" (Victoria Shorr, cofounder of the Archer School for Girls and of the Pine Ridge Girls' School). "The story of a man who brought the romance back into teaching at a time when the field of education is a field of constant national controversy, and our most popular books have titles with militarist references, such as The Teacher Wars." —Mona Simpson, national bestselling author of Anywhere But Here "As Paul Cummins once remarked, 'Passion without intelligence is of limited value'—and the inverse is also true—for who would want intelligence without passion? In Confessions, we see what can happen when these two qualities work in sync!" —John Densmore, drummer for the Doors

The Creation of Crossroads 1970 Onward

“The world’s
a dream.” Basho said,
“not because that dream’s
a falsehood, but because it’s
truer than it seems.”

—Richard Wilbur

PROLOGUE:

A New Beginning

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

—Robert Frost,
“Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening”

MY THIRTY-TWO YEARS AT CROSSROADS School were coming to an end. This spring evening of 2002 at the Miramar Hotel in Santa Monica was to be the farewell celebration. Mary Ann and I picked up my ninety-two-year-old mother at her senior home nearby and drove to the hotel along the Palisades bluff overlooking the Pacific Ocean as the sun, almost on cue, was setting.

I had been the lead founder of Crossroads, its headmaster for twenty-two years. I had stayed on an additional ten years as president, focusing on outreach programs. But thirty-two years seemed enough, and I felt it was time to move on to new ventures. At first my family tried to talk me out of it—none of them could envision the school without me. For my daughters, Anna and Emily, Crossroads had been the hub of much of their life’s wheel with me as a daily presence at the school. Mary Ann, who planned to stay at the school indefinitely, could not imagine my not being there.

The farewell celebration was upon us, and as we drove up to the hotel, I found my stomach in knots and my eyes already beginning to sting.

The forty-third president of the United States also came to speak—well, actually it was Harry Shearer doing a hilarious impersonation in which he pledged, along with his Catholic brethren, “to leave no child’s behind” (which engendered an audible groan of laughter) and that as “The Educationist President” he would serve education “all over the world—and elsewhere.”

Poignant moments came when two alums took the stage. First was Danielle de Niese, an international opera star who offered a rendition of a favorite song of mine, “Time After Time.” The second was Ahrin Mishan. Ahrin was a former sort of “Westside orphan” who came to Crossroads in the seventh grade and lived with our family for several years. Because Ahrin stayed away from home as much as he did, he had few places and spaces of his own. He was always a guest in someone else’s home.

As he recalled it, one day I brought him into the living room where I had emptied out a long shelf in our floor-to-ceiling bookcase and said to him, “Ahrin, this is for your books for as long as we live here.” To him it was an unforgettable moment and, of course, a reminder of what gives a sense of meaning to life.

When one era in your life ends, inevitably you reflect on how it began. For me the Crossroads era and my foray into progressive education began in late May of 1970 when I was asked to apply for the headmaster position at St. Augustine’s by-the-Sea Episcopal School. I even remember one of my first visits to the school.

CHAPTER 1

The New Headmaster at St. Augustine’s by-the-Sea

An autobiography is the story of how a man thinks he lived.

—Henny Youngman

I WAS THE VISITING DIGNITARY, the prospective headmaster (now head of school) being ushered from classroom to classroom. As I entered the third-grade classroom, the teacher, a pale replica of someone Ed Wood might have cast as Bela Lugosi’s wife, motioned with her two hands as if scooping up sand, and the children—arranged in five neat rows of five each—rose in unison. One more scoop, and they said, in that sing-songy, sassy way children have when adults order them to do something, “Good morning, Dr. Cummins!” The teacher frowned—one student had lagged behind by a millisecond. She scooped again, and again they chirped, this time with perfect precision, “Good morning, Dr. Cummins!” I cringed.

This was the school in microcosm: children were being trained to be miniature adults in a rather sterile and joyless process. I hadn’t set foot in an elementary school since the day I graduated from sixth grade in June 1949. Yet here I was, in May of 1970, at thirty-two years old, about to become headmaster of this school, St. Augustine’s by-the-Sea Episcopal School located in Santa Monica.

I knew almost nothing about elementary education. I hadn’t expected to get the job offer; after all, I didn’t even have an elementary school credential, and, furthermore, I was too liberal for this place. What I didn’t know was that the Board of Directors was desperate: it was May, and the school needed a headmaster immediately. If members of the board had visited me in my then-current job as assistant head of the progressive Oakwood School in North Hollywood, I would never have been considered for the position. They would have seen a tableau out of the 1960s: long-haired kids playing guitars on the lawn, singing Bob Dylan songs, dressed in the sloppy uniform of the times: tie-dyed T-shirts, faded Levi’s with holes in the knees, and such. However, the selection committee never came to see me in my habitat, nor did they explore my politics, but they were impressed by my USC PhD as well as my Stanford BA and Harvard MAT, and they liked that I had once been a sort-of Episcopalian.

Nat Reynolds, my close friend, former colleague, and a St. Augustine’s trustee, had convinced the decision-makers that I was the right choice. After my initial tour of the school, I called him to ask why the children were required to walk from class to class in columns of two with their hands clasped behind their backs. For a moment he was silent—I suspected this was news to him. He quick-wittedly retorted, “Well, I suppose it cuts down on masturbation.”

During this courtship period, I wrote the selection committee a letter outlining ten actions I would take, if hired, to make St. Augustine’s a better place. These included:

• adding a rich arts program to the curriculum

• admitting a more diverse student population

• adding electives to the course offerings

• and moving to a more open classroom design, with learning stations and individualized programs of instruction.

I figured that any one of these suggestions would kill my candidacy. But other factors prevailed: primarily, it was late in the spring, and they were near panic, so I was offered the job.

Frank Grisanti, the chairman of the school’s Board of Directors and the vestry (the church board) as well, was a powerful man who gradually became my friend. Our politics diverged widely, but we liked each other and he took on a fatherly role, advising and occasionally reprimanding me. He was a Vince Lombardi look-alike as well as act-alike. One sharp look from Frank would shatter glass: you just didn’t mess with him. For some reason, he decided to back me, and even when he must have disagreed with my policies, he supported me and quieted his anxious fellow board members. I would never have survived my first two turbulent years as headmaster without his full confidence. And even so, it was touch and go!

There was a personal foreground to my unlikely debut at St. Augustine’s. Sometime during the fall of 1967, I had been invited to a dinner party where I met a bright, dynamic lady named Rhoda Makoff, who had a PhD in biochemistry and was deeply interested in education. As we began talking, we found ourselves in instant agreement that most public schools were rigid, test-driven, arts-deprived, intellectually thin, and, overall, rather sterile institutions. There was an underlying set of assumptions about the purpose of education that pretty much reflected materialistic, conservative, anti-intellectual mainstream “Americanism.” Schools, Rhoda and I agreed, need not be this way, but to create such a school would prove, as we later learned, to be an uphill climb. We speculated: wouldn’t it be exciting to start a school—maybe even together? It was a conversation probably helped along by a few glasses of wine, but it was a conversation I remembered. Consequently, when I was offered and accepted the job at St. Augustine’s, Rhoda was the first person I called. I said, “I know you’re Jewish, and I know this isn’t exactly a new school, but it is an opportunity to create something new. So, how about joining me as my assistant head, teaching some science, and having some fun?” She agreed, and we set about designing a curriculum and hiring faculty.

When I was hired in late May of 1970, Frank had told me to look over my faculty of seventeen (eight full-time and nine part-time) and to determine which ones I wanted to keep. In this school, three were popular and politically “untouchable”: kindergarten, first grade, and the Spanish teacher; the other fourteen were up to me. I observed them all, and Rhoda and I decided to fire all fourteen. In retrospect, I probably violated every rule taught in management schools, but I now believe my ignorance was a blessing. Rather than trying to coax, cajole, and change fourteen people, many of whom would probably have been staunchly resistant to my ideas, I made a clean sweep and started the new season with my own team. I made some hiring mistakes and replaced a few of these at the end of the first year, but in relatively short order we had assembled a first-rate faculty and an excellent program.

When we began assembling our faculty, I asked Rhoda whether she knew of any music teachers we might interview. Music was an integral part of my life, and I wanted it integrated into our curriculum as well. Rhoda had heard of a terrific piano teacher in the Santa Monica Canyon named Mary Ann Erman, so I called her and told her I was looking for an elementary music teacher. She already had a job teaching something called “Orffschulwerk” in the Bellflower school system, but she invited me over for dinner to introduce me to two other Orff teachers and said I could take my pick. “What is Orff?” I inquired, never even having heard the word before. “Come to dinner and find out,” she answered. So I did.

I arrived at 550 E. Rustic Road and was greeted by a startlingly beautiful, curly-haired blonde whose warmth and vitality were palpable. It became clear rather quickly that she knew a great deal about music and cared deeply about education. But first, as I later learned about Mary Ann, first must come dinner, and a gourmet one at that—prepared by Mary Ann, herself.

The dinner was fantastic—as all of Mary Ann’s dinners are, I was to learn. After dinner she set up the Orff instruments in the living room and conducted a mock mini-class in Orffschulwerk—a method of teaching music to children. I was so impressed by this introduction to Carl Orff that I became a devotee, and now (more than forty years later) believe it to be the most effective way to teach music to children. Orff, who composed the world-renowned Carmina Burana, traveled the world, studying how music is taught, then designed his own comprehensive method that combined the elements of music (melody, rhythm, harmony) with body movement and language—often nursery rhymes and children’s poetry. It is a hands-on, experiential process, and children adore playing the instruments especially designed by Orff (xylophones, hand drums, etc.). While learning the technical skills of reading music and playing various instruments, children are also given the chance to improvise their own melodies and musical ideas and to play in an ensemble. It is a magical, unforgettable experience for them.

After the “class” was over, it was clear to me that Mary Ann was the star of the group, so the next day I called and implored her to take the job. She resisted, but I had two things in my favor: she was a divorced single parent who hated the two-hour round trip to Bellflower each day, and she was dissatisfied with the principal of the local public school her two daughters, Julie and Liesl, would be attending the following year. So I made her an offer she couldn’t refuse—free tuition for her two daughters at St. Augustine’s. Somewhat reluctantly, she agreed to set up and teach an Orff program. We hired two other music teachers: Mary Ann taught kindergarten and first and second grades; the others taught grades three and four and grades five and six, respectively. They were a wonderful trio and, under Mary Ann’s guidance, set up a superb music program. The children were enthralled from day one.

On one occasion, during her first year at the school, I observed Mary Ann teach an Orff class. It was pure magic. The session had everything: a beginning, a middle, and an end; a sequential design with A leading to B leading to C; structure, yet time for improvisation; and clear pedagogical goals that also allowed for the children’s creativity. Mostly, I was astounded by her gaiety and passion, her musicality, and her ability to enter a child’s world while staying focused on her teaching objectives. I went to my office, called Nat Reynolds, and told him, “I’ve just witnessed the best teaching I’ve ever seen, at any grade level, anywhere.” I didn’t know it at the time, but I was praising the future mother of my two daughters. All that, however, would come later.

I was also fortunate in being hired so late because most of the changes I made took place over the summer when no one was around. By the time parents returned in September, the damage had already been done. That summer of 1970 turned out to be hectic. Besides hiring fourteen new teachers, I set about implementing all the features of my “if-you-hire-me-here’s-what-I’ll-do” list. I didn’t consult any management books or experts; I was full of a youthful drive to act. Prudence would have dictated getting to know the community, gradually gaining community support, and making a few gradual changes the first year. Instead, I made radical changes—almost all of them at once. Surprisingly enough, it worked. The initial storm was furious, but it was over swiftly, and a brand-new school emerged. But, I am getting ahead of my story.

After the faculty was in place, the summer of 1970 presented one big surprise and one major challenge. The surprise was the rector of St. Augustine’s. The Reverend S. Hoggard had interviewed me and encouraged me to take the job. He had formerly been an assistant to the radical Bishop James Pike of Grace Cathedral in San Francisco and was himself a progressive thinker in politics, social issues, and theology. Together, he told me, we would do exciting work in transforming the church and school. He was a silver-haired, silver-tongued guy, and I was impressed. I looked forward to our work together. In early July, I went off to Deerfield Academy in Massachusetts to attend a conference-workshop for new heads of schools. When I returned ten days later, Hoggard had resigned. I was stunned. It seemed that there must have been behind-the-scene machinations and problems of which I knew nothing, and though he rescinded his resignation in August and returned to his post, he quit again for good before Christmas. Furthermore, I saw little of him in the fall of 1970.

So I found myself responsible for five chapels a week—at the beginning of every school day. Soon the children were calling me “Father Cummins.”

The new enrollment included many Jewish families whom I had reassured that chapel would not be excessively Christian. Hoggard had told me he would help design and carry out humanistic chapel services. Thus, in September, Jewish parents sat on one side of the church vigilantly observing, while the “old guard” Christian parents of the school sat on the other side, closely scrutinizing what went on to be sure that their good old-fashioned religion was not going to be watered down by this “liberal upstart” new headmaster. Needless to say, chapels were a juggling act of poetry readings and various children’s activities that were unsat...

Table of contents

• Cover
• Title Page
• Copyright
• Acknowledgments
• Dedication
• Contents
• Introduction
• The Creation of Crossroads 1970 Onward
• The Road to Becoming a Headmaster 1937–1970
• New Roads and New Visions 1990 Onward
• Epilogue
• A Personal, Brief, Idiosyncratic, and Life-changing Bibliography
• About the Author