The Nazi
You certainly have some surprising encounters in prison. It so happened that most of the prisoners at my work-station were immigrants from Tadzhikistan and Kyrgyzstan. They speak Russian but prefer their own language, of course. So not wanting to be a nuisance (since, when Iâm around, they politely try not to switch language), I sit myself next to a tall guy, whoâs swarthy and dark-haired like most of them, but who obviously prefers to speak Russian â clearly his first language.
The young man turns out to be half-Lithuanian, from Novosibirsk. And a real-life Nazi â thatâs to say heâs a member of one of Russiaâs numerous National-Socialist groups. Alexander, as he was called, told me that the camp has âonlyâ twelve Nazi prisoners. They were all convicted for crimes committed as teenagers, which is why theyâve ended up in the general prison regime. He himself made bombs, and thatâs what he was sent down for â though there were other things, too, hence his long sentence: seven years. Heâs been doing time since he was seventeen; heâs now nineteen.
Alexander is no fool; he got through his secondary school exams (in prison), is interested in philosophy and politics, wants to teach later on. He doesnât smoke, and says that he doesnât drink.
The work we do is tedious and doesnât stop us from talking. Whatâs more, Iâm interested. Iâve never been able to understand how Nazism could be a phenomenon in a country where so many people lost their lives fighting it. I ask a few questions. Alexander is happy to answer them, at least as far as his general understanding and awareness allow him.
He got himself involved with a National-Socialist cell at thirteen: just saw a notice pinned up in a stairwell and gave them a call. He reveres Hitler as the standard bearer for white racial supremacy. He doesnât consider black or yellow people (redskins somehow donât come into it) as fully fledged human beings. For some reason he puts immigrants from Central Asia and the Northern Caucasus in the same category.
He doesnât believe in the Holocaust or the concentration camps. Heâs read all the relevant literature. He doesnât show any particular enmity towards the Jews, just disdain (as if to say, look at all the bogeymen theyâve managed to come up with). He enjoys telling me about the SS death marches in the Baltic states, shows me his swastika tattoo.
His girlfriend, too, is a Nazi. They met through one of the relevant websites, when he was on bail pending trial. They plan to get married.
The conversation is made all the more surreal by whatâs going on around us. Every so often thereâs a yell in accented Russian from one of our work-station colleagues: âHey, Sasha â another box.â Alexander carefully hands over a packed box, and himself requests, âMore paper.â Thereâs no doubt our co-workers can hear what weâre talking about, and now and again they throw in a good-natured comment.
Sasha, I ask, so what are you going to do with the immigrants? â Deport them.
And the economy? â Weâll nationalize it.
Whoâs going to do all the work? â The Russians.
And head up the businesses? â Committed National Socialists.
But where are you going to find enough good specialists with National-Socialist ideas? â Weâll nurture them.
Economics, by the way, isnât Sashaâs strong point, and after two or three hours of unhurried conversation he clearly begins to see that National-Socialist ideas on the economy are going nowhere. I reassure him with the thought that liberals welcome pretty much any experiment with socio-economic structures, offering as an example the Israeli kibbutz and recommending that they too try out their economic theories on small voluntary communities.
We then turn to a more contentious issue â that of nationality, or, more precisely, race. There is no common ground of understanding on this one.
Sasha, what if your granddaughter was black, do you mean you couldnât love her? â Iâm not going to have a black granddaughter!
But Sasha, what if it just happened like that? Who knows what the grandmother of your future sonâs intended might have been? â Iâm not going to have a black granddaughter! Okay. A dead end.
On the whole Sasha isnât an obstinate person, but on this one emotions have evidently clouded his logic. Never mind, weâll come back to it later.
I tackle the issue from another angle. I try to clarify his vision for the existence of a nation of whites surrounded by those of mixed race. Itâs fairly quickly clear that he doesnât have such a vision, and Iâm treated to a discourse on Hitlerâs successful conquest of Europe.
Itâs worth noting the extent to which Hitler is idolized as a man, and the SS and Gestapo as organizations. I remind him about Hitlerâs friendship with the Japanese â the âyellowsâ (in Nazi terminology). This gives him pause, before he comes back with: âWell, theyâre not completely yellow.â
I agree that this approach could be helpful. The Japanese and Chinese are not completely yellow; Africans and African-Americans arenât completely black, and so on. We both laugh.
We move on to the Holocaust. âThere was no Holocaustâ â Sasha is unshakeable. Heâs read a book about the concentration camps; it said that the crematoria didnât have the capacity to process that many bodies. The same thing with the gas chambers. And in general it just wasnât âlike thatâ in the concentration camps.
Sasha, I say, I personally knew several concentration camp survivors. I met the first one in 1978 â I was fifteen, he was fifty, so it wasnât as if he was losing his marbles. He came to my school, gave a talk. And the most recent of my concentration camp acquaintances â Tom Lantos â died not long ago. And they all say the same thing: it happened!
In prison you never cast doubt on first-hand testimony. Itâs one of the worst insults. Sasha goes quiet. Itâs difficult for him. I can understand that.
The National-Socialist community had given the kid a sense of security, of being part of a team with a defined role, a sense of being part of something bigger than himself. They worked out together, went to football matches together, took on other gangs of (often ethnic) youths together. And it was there, amongst âhis ownâ, that he met the girl who will soon be his wife. Whatâs more, his comrades-in-arms from various cities even write to him in prison. Heâs not forgotten.
And Hitler? What about Hitler? For my generation â Alexanderâs parentsâ generation â heâs an enemy of the human race. But for many of todayâs sixteen-to-twenty-year-olds, heâs simply a historical figure, like Genghis Khan. And this is a problem only of the last few years: there are vanishingly few Nazis over the age of twenty-five.
A state that crushes society and stakes everything on the dehumanization of its people does resolve some of its ongoing political problems. Competition for power is weakened. Bureaucracy is able to take advantage of universal apathy and arbitrary political control. But âwhen a country turns too grey, the brown will always come outâ (Arkady and Boris Strugatsky, Hard to be a God). And so it has come to pass. And it has spattered our children with a vile, stinking slurry.
As for Sasha, we can still fight to keep him. Weâre no worse than todayâs Germans after all. And theyâve pretty much managed to deal with the problem there âŠ
The Suicide
Tall, skinny, with sloping shoulders â the immediate impression was one of utter dejection. His story, though not an untypical litany of vicissitudes by prison standards, was also desperately sad.
He worked as a civil engineer. Heâd been employed by a newly formed company, with responsibility for deliveries and the quality of construction â a good position and a decent salary. For eight months, while all the preliminary work was going on, everything went fine. Then his boss went on leave, and his deputy fell ill. Artyom (as our new cellmate was called) was asked to stand in for the bosses for a couple of weeks. At this point he became aware that nobody had ordered in the construction materials. Somewhat alarmed, he kept trying to contact the boss, but he was never in. His deputy was likewise unavailable. He went to the police, but they told him to get lost.
Shortly afterwards he started getting calls from anxious investors. Not only had the firmâs managers disappeared without trace, so too had eight million dollars.
The very same policeman who had refused to deal with his earlier allegation now demanded a million roubles, or else heâd make sure the buck stopped with Artyom. Clearly heâd kept that promise. Artyom got eight years. His car and many of his possessions were confiscated âto pay for the lawsuitâ. His wife came to see him only once. The conversation didnât exactly flow.
You feel sorry for the guy, but in this place every other person has exactly the same story. You simply donât have the energy or time to listen to other peopleâs woes. Every day there are court hearings, another stack of papers you have to read through. You just donât have the time for him! And yet he doesnât seem to understand this. He goes around whining on about how hopeless he feels, how the judge couldnât care less whether he was guilty or not, how his children are too ashamed to look him in the eye because âDadâs a swindler who robbed peopleâ, how the truth is irrelevant if you havenât the money for a bribe âŠ
Come on, we all know this already, and plenty more besides! Itâs not exactly earth-shattering news. Your own misery is always greater, obviously, but whatâs that got to do with anyone else?! Anyone will lend you a hand with the everyday stuff, but as for the mental anguish â sorry, pal, you just have to learn to deal with that yourself âŠ
Prison has taught me to sleep lightly, so the throaty gurgling in the toilets wakes me instantly. I jump up, fling myself at the door, yank at it so that it bursts open â oh woe!
The light-bulb on the toilet wall is protected by a heavy-duty grille, some two and a half to three metres above the floor. Attached to this grille I see a cord made out of a torn bed-sheet, and hanging from the cord â Artyom. By the look of it, heâs clambered on to the toilet and jumped off, but the cord has stretched a bit and so his feet â the very tips of his toes â are just touching the ground as the rope bounces up and down.
Heâs wheezing, clearly no longer aware of whatâs happening. I dash towards him and grab him, lifting him up with one hand and attempting to pull the cord off with the other. I canât do...