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Governor General's Award–winning poet Arleen Paré combines the story of two first best friends with questions of the mystery of cosmic first cause.

The poems in First, Arleen Paré's seventh collection, search for a long-lost first friend. They conjure the subtle layers of meaning in that early friendship to riff on to a search for how we might possibly understand the primal First: the beginnings of the cosmos that contains our own particular lives, beginnings and longings.

This layered evocation of the past—of childhood in 1950s Dorval, "a green mesh of girls friendships and fights"—and the intensity of the desire to know, give First its haunting beauty. "[T]he word though old fashioned, " Paré writes, "is whence... unconditioned origins" when " no worthy question is ever answered on the same plane that it was asked; how to frame the question not knowing the plane on which I must ask it."

"Arleen Paré's First is an intriguing Gertrude Stein as Nancy Drew mystery. Using prose poem narrative and an intense syntactic poetics, Paré discovers the cracks in memory as she documents the search for her first best friend. The cracks in this lyrical puzzle are heightened by a very active and assertive poetic language that compels as it decodes the investigation of childhood memory and desire. The writing in First demonstrates a powerful juxtaposition of the continuous present with the continuous past." —Fred Wah

"This brilliant collection revolves around firsts, especially a first friend, 'the impress of her never gone.' So too with these poems—tough, sweet and poignant, so surely rendered and musically rich—the impress of these poems never gone." —Lorna Crozier

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Publisher
Brick Books
Year
2021
ISBN
9781771315432

Girls: The Green Time

write down what you can
in whatever notation you have,
and pass it on
—Len Anderson

Pat Hurdle
Arleen McCart
Susan Hurdle
Donna McCart
Miriam Bartleman
Judy McTavish
Judy Palmer
Barbara Palmer
Susan McTavish
Peggy Townsend
Patsy Smith
Pammy Thomson
Lynn McTavish
Lizzy Hurdle
Marnie Mustard
Leslie Oldacre
Mary Jane Tatlock
Mary Jane Norris
Antje Grope
Sylvie Gagné

Games

suppose a rope suppose linear a trope is not always not
necessarily round not a birthday a cake hiding ten shining dimes
not a celebration a rope might be plastic it could be red
or it could be made of brown hemp long enough and an occasion to jump
an occasional recourse to hold something or someone or lasso
there is always an end to hold sometimes two if there are two ends
two girls must hold one at each end of the span
if there is chalk there might be a game hopping into squares or accidentally
not into squares the squares are numbered
then they are hopped over or into sequentially hope always hovers a friend
is always hopeful at the top under a curved line
the word HOME
and a smooth stone if there is a phone
there is assonance and a party line
a party line is not always a party or political the phone
is Bakelite necessarily at that time black chalk is white
or it might be yellow cylindrical chalk is to sock
as thistle is to ditch or whistle stitch is to knot as clot is to cream
which is not the case here
suppose the sock is navy blue paired it could be a white sock
with a short cuff the sort of sock that can be worn into a classroom
the game might be considered friendly if apple if thistle
if thistle in spring it might include fairies if unfriendly
there will be repercussions a customary sadness spoons too
can be friendly an indication of alphabet soup
and marbles glass zero round blues
cat’s eyes and zero round translucent greens
more than five friends takes a great deal of time
more than five marbles makes a respectable game
no one played jacks

Firsthand

In the inside there is deluge, on the outside there is missing. Somewhere is refuge. Quickening. Listen. Let is-ness then be the business, let mothers into story if only for a few more years. If quickening, there may be answers, wind, chance literation, chance marriages, misfits, chance the first chance, do not reprove the child asking questions. Let blue angora mittens, a black cat, second fiddle. There is a second layer, liar, liar, pants on fire. Never mind, there is always porridge with a sift of salt and garbage bins under the sink whispering misery in an off-key pitch. Cinch your belts, no one here is as rich as you may wish. Hey diddle, diddle, kit and kaboodle, cows, spoons, a cat in a fix. In the inside there are two. In the outside, there is one and one sitting, unseeing what will be missing. Heaven whistles by in its finite fevered way, tin whistle stops and lingerie, saxifrage and lingering, and tips. Q-tips. Second storey is higher than first, pinch me if I’m wrong, never mind, the second story is typically too blue, too long.

Circle as ellipsis

Green was the Circle’s true name
half-ellipsis was the circle’s true shape
orbiting the bungalowed brick spawning girls
all the girls wore jackets of green fairy lore
woven leaves mosses and pale fescue grasses
a green mesh of girls friendships and fights
some wished for flight every birthday
when they blew out their candles they wanted to fly
I make half of this up some wished for kindness
a new dress a good mark their average number was twice
their combined average age half-flying
half-fairies half-launching from the small mound of a hill
beyond the street’s elliptical orbit
behind the ring of northside houses their hair spuming
spinning milkweed in spring sometimes burred
a world within worlds in their mouths
were thin greenstick twigs
pussy willows sumac marbles pink bubble gum
their teeth were small and imperfect
their shoulder blades wing bones unfeathered
their feet rubber-soled

True or false

  1. Do fairies have wings?
  2. Magical, spacious as sky?
  3. Imaginary?
  4. Governed by Queens?
  5. Before humans or elves?
  6. Silver coins for bloodied first teeth?
  7. Changelings for children?
  8. Green jackets or red? Fiction or fashion?
  9. Gay speculation?
  10. If you don’t see them, are they still in the green woods?

In the dream I drive along Church Avenue, past Martin Avenue, and over the small bridge onto Green Circle. Circling back. A friend in the passenger seat, short hair, wearing a silk scarf. This is where I grew up, I tell her. These bungalows are so old, she says. But the brick walls look fresh to me in their angled tangled green gardens, and some houses have been recently reno’d.
I wonder if I’ll be able to locate Pat Hurdle’s old house, and yes, I know it by its place in the row of houses as I drive slowly by, one down from my old red brick house, and also by the white birch, taller now than the roof, and by the old Ponderosa in the front yard. The house doesn’t look like its old self. Completely refurbished, I decide. Past the Shums’. Then we stop in front of my old bungalow, which doesn’t resemble its former self either. Immediately an aged couple in the back seat, who have bee...

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