Two Troubling Memories
I will never forget a particular moment when my wife, Holly, and I sat in a small church in central New Jersey, listening to a sermon in my first or second year of seminary. Given the subject matter of the present book, it seems imperative for me to be honest and say that, in my judgment, the sermon was a rather bad one. I donât recall much of it now, years later, but I recall the gist of it because it produced an exchange in the pews that is forever burned into my long-term memory. The sermon was riffing on out-of-date, worn-out, and inaccurate presumptions regarding differences between the Old and New Testaments. The text being âpreachedâ (I use that verb generously for the moment) was from the Sermon on the Mount, specifically from the so-called antitheses, where Jesus says, âYou have heard that it was said . . . but I say to youâ (see Matt 5:21â22, 27â28, 31â32, 33â34, 38â39, 43â44). If memory serves, we had just heard the bit about loving oneâs neighbor but hating oneâs enemy (5:43)1 when the dreadful interaction took place.
Directly in the pew in front of us sat a family from the church, as they always did. They were committed members and very involved; the father frequently led music during the services. Right after the part about hating oneâs enemies in Matthew, the mother of this faithful church family leaned over to one of her children and whispered, loudly enough that Holly and I at least could hear it, âThatâs what the Jews do.â According to this mother, Jews, whether ancient or modern, hated their enemiesâapparently invariably and always.
Flash backward to a different memory from many years prior: Iâm in high school, on a church youth group service project in Southern California. A few of us are on a brief break from painting the local church and are at the pastorâs house next door. He starts cracking antiâOld Testament jokes . . . well, no, correction: he starts cracking jokes about Jews. I was evidently uncomfortable (rightly so!) because, as I recall, my high school self said something. I asked the pastor, probably sheepishly, if such jokes should be made about Godâs chosen people. His response was cavalier, I thought, even back then, but of course even more so now. It was, in effect, âThey arenât Godâs chosen people anymore. They had their chance.â
Two Crucial Points
A great deal could be said about these disturbing vignettes and on many fronts. Obviously, the things the mother from New Jersey and the pastor from California said are racist, more generally, and anti-Semitic, more specificallyânot to mention deserving of swift and thorough condemnation. The main thing I want to say about these two troubling memories, however, is that each, in their own way, is effectively countered by the two major points I aim to make in this book:
- 1. We only know of Israelâs failures because Israel was honest enough to share them with us in the first placeâwithin the pages of Holy Scripture.
- 2. We would do well, in our preaching and teachingâbut also more generally, in our religious experience, practice, spirituality, devotion, and so forth2âto emulate Israelâs honesty, not misuse and abuse it, because honesty provides a way forward, perhaps even the only way forward, to reconciliation, health, and recovery.3
Both of the antagonists in the vignettes described above failedâmassivelyâto grasp these two rather basic points. With regard to the first point, the mother from New Jersey mistook Israelâs stunning candor in Scripture as some sort of moral (if not genetic) flaw that extended to the present day rather than see it for what it was and still is: a full baring of the soul before God and a public witness to all who will listen. Of course, it didnât help that the preacher that day was not particularly sharp about such matters, and so his sermon actually enabled if not produced the motherâs profound misunderstanding.4 For his part, the California pastor mistook ancient Israelâs honesty as a track record of failure that disqualified Israel from Godâs favor rather than realizing nothing could be further from the truthâas is clear from the New Testament itself (see, e.g., Rom 11:29).5
John 5, where Christ asks a man at the pool of Bethsaida if he wants to be healed, is worth contemplating at this point. In his response, the man dissembles a good bit by not answering the question in a straightforward manner:
Sir, I donât have anyone who can put me in the water when it is stirred up. When Iâm trying to get to it, someone else has gotten in ahead of me. (John 5:7)6
To his credit, the man says heâs trying to get there, but most of what he says doesnât answer Jesusâs rather simple inquiry for a truth to be told: Does he want to get better or not? A famous saying from Alcoholics Anonymous, which I will return to more extensively below, asserts that âweâre only as sick as our secrets.â How could God forgive what is not candidly expressed, what isnât acknowledged as wrongdoing? Or even if God could (and one expects and hopes God can),7 how can we be reconciled with God and with one another or find healing if we live in a stage of constant cover-up and denial? If, that is, we actually somehow prefer our secrecy and sickness and sin. Both the mom from New Jersey and the pastor from California missed how candid Israel is in Scripture; instead, they evidently preferred that Israel deny, cover up, and grow sick on their (not always) secret sins. When God asks Israel, âDo you want to be healed?â there is precious little dissembling. Quite to the contrary, the Old Testament frequently manifests full and at times disturbing disclosure. If nothing else, that disclosure indicates that Israel wants to be healed.
With regard to the second point, both the mother and the minister failed to emulate Israelâs humble and, one might add, humbling (if not downright humiliating) honesty in their own religious practice. Instead, both of these individuals appear to have assumed that they were somehow above or beyond what they deemed Israelâs deficient ways. Once again, nothing could be further from the truth, as evidenced in the prejudice and bias in both the motherâs comment and the pastorâs jokes: neither comes across as more virtuous than Israelâs candorânot in the least and quite to the contrary. Psychologists would no doubt identify both statements as classic instances of projection: blaming some problem or fault of our own on someone else, as if it didnât equally (if not more so) apply to us.8 Projection might make us feel better temporarily, but since it isnât true, it doesnât make us healthier, only sicker. The god-awful truth is that the history of the Christian church is pockmarked with failures every bit as egregious as those mentioned in the Old Testament (and the New): the terrible history of Christian persecution of Jews is only one particularly horrific example in a far-from-stellar track record.9 Contrary to the California pastorâs arrogant self-confidence, one might well worryâand with very good reasonâthat it is perhaps we who call ourselves Christians who have âhad our chance.â
I do not imagine that either of the two central points I argue in this book are particularly novel. The first oneâabout Israelâs honestyâis patently obvious (or should be) to anyone who has cared to read the Bible closely at all or with any degree of empathy. Surely preachers and pastors should be among the closest and most empathetic of readers, but sadly, that isnât always the case.10 In my judgment, an empathetic reading automatically and in turn leads (or should) to the second point about emulating Israelâs honesty.11 But poor practice continues on both of these fronts, and so this book seems necessary if only to remind us of things that we already know (or should) if we took Scripture more seriously and approached our preaching and religious practices more carefully.
Three Points of Connection
In the three chapters that follow, I will explore Israelâs honesty in the Old Testament with reference to three primary subjects: sin, suffering, and violence.12 In each chapter, I will focus on a few primary texts or textual units, at least one from a narrative book and one from the Psalms. The latter repository should come as no surprise: the Psalms are famous for their candor, and the Psalterâs honesty about sin, suffering, and violenceâwhile perhaps disconcerting to some readersâis no doubt a major reason why it has been treasured for centuries. It is with good reason that Ellen Davis has described the Psalter as âa kind of First Amendment for the faithful.â13 The texts I have selected from nonpoetic books are equally important, however; they reflect a kind of âstoriedâ or ânarrativizedâ honesty that can accompany, exemplify, or concretize the more liturgical and âspiritualâ honesty of the Psalms.14 In fact, when read in concert with the Psalter, it is easy to see how the narrative texts, too, are equally liturgical and devotional (spiritual) in their candor. As such, the narratives Scripture so candidly preserves, and that are themselves so candid, do not reflect simply Israelâs âpoor track recordâ or ârap sheetââone limited to some persons or period, event or moment, only back there and only back then. Instead, these stories, no less than one of the great penitential psalms, are fundamentally and at root confessions, confessions that resonate right here and right now.
There is much more to say, since it will be my contention in this book that Israelâs honesty corresponds to and also facilitates crucial, indispensable aspects of faithful belief and practice:
- â´ honesty about sin facilitates reconciliation,
- â´ honesty about suffering facilitates healing, and
- â´ honesty about violence facilitates recovery.
Underlying this contention is yet anotherânamely, that
preaching about these subjects is a primary means of belief and practice by which these facilitations happen.
Since it is so important, let me underscore the last point by rephrasing it: Honest preaching in the wake of Israelâs own honesty is a wayâa central, indispensable wayâChristians can move toward better, healthier, more peaceful ways of being in the world and with God. Honesty, including honest preaching, is a wayâmaybe even the primary wayâwe can experience reconciliation, healing, and recovery.
To be sure, more âhonest topicsâ could be added to my list of three. The Old Testament is a large anthology of texts that reveals Israel to be brutally honest about a whole range of matters. I considered, for instance, a triad that was more alliterative: sin, suffering, and struggle, with the last item standing in for and including skepticism (another alliterative s!) among other things. Skepticism is definitely worth considering, but readers and preachers can surely do that work on their ownâwhether the topic is doubt or some other manifestation of uncertainty. In the present moment, when violence is such an area of concern among well-meaning (if not also psychologically projecting) Christians, not to mention a ubiquitous companion on our news and entertainment streams, it seemed important to address that issue here, especially since the general idea of âstruggleâ is present to some degree in all three of the topics discussed here. In any event, readers and preachers will be quick to see connections between what is said in the present volume and many other topics that could use a good dose of honesty. Readers and preachers will also be abl...