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The Creative Daemon
For the creative artist, the act of writing frequently is the result of an inner compulsion, the fulfillment of a need. Sometimes the creative impulse stems from a desire to communicate to others whatever special insights the author has gained through the process of living, to share oneâs world view. Writing can also be a means of communicating with the hidden, unconscious part of oneself, or it can be an act of catharsis. As we have noted, for Joyce, writing was a way of ordering experience to try to make sense out of life. It was also an act of purgation. In him, the creative urge seems to be rooted in sin and guilt; throughout his writings we find these motifs resonating.
In an essay he wrote on Oscar Wilde in 1909, five years after he and Nora departed for the continent, Joyce emphasizes the importance of sin in the art and life of that writer, in words that echo some of his own themes:
Here we touch the pulse of Wildeâs artâsin. He deceived himself into believing that he was the bearer of good news of neo-paganism to an enslaved people. His own distinctive qualities, the qualities, perhaps, of his raceâkeenness, generosity, and a sexless intellectâhe placed at the service of a theory of beauty which, according to him, was to bring back the Golden Age and the joy of the worldâs youth. But if some truth adheres to his subjective interpretations of Aristotle,. . . at its very base is the truth inherent in the soul of Catholicism: that man cannot reach the divine heart except through that sense of separation and loss called sin. (Critical Writings 204-5)
We could attribute Joyceâs preoccupation with sin to his religious upbringing, but to explain this concern solely in terms of his Roman Catholic background would be a case of oversimplification; certainly many other Irish Catholic writeâPadraic Colum, Frank OâConnor, Patrick Kavanagh, Austin Clarke, to name only a fewâhave managed to escape the degree of obsession with sin and guilt that permeates Joyceâs works. The trait seems a personal one with him, not to be dismissed as merely part of a cultural phenomenon. Many critics have commented upon the theme of guilt in Joyceâs writings, as did Darcy OâBrien in The Conscience of Joyce in 1968, but heretofore scholars have not fully explored the source of this personal preoccupation.
In order to locate the mainsprings of Joyceâs creativity, it is helpful to look beyond existing biographical constructs of the artist to his own words, where the patterns of his thought are to be found in the metaphors he used in reference to himself. Frequently what he says through indirection is more revealing than what is stated more bluntly. In his works, both published and unpublished, we find a number of recurrent images and figures of speech that he used to describe himself.
From earliest childhood, Joyce seems to have identified with Satan, the Arch-Sinner. At first, the feelings he attached to this self-image were not altogether negative. Early in his life especially, he enjoyed playing the bad boy. According to his brother Stanislaus, when he was a young child, Joyce directed the children of the family nursery in a dramatization of the fall of Adam and Eve, reserving for himself the role of serpent (MBK 27). Joyceâs childhood playmate, Eileen Vance Harris, tells a similar story, that âJimmie had his own way of punishing his small brothers and sisters when they displeased him. He had a red stocking cap and a little red wheelbarrow. The offending child was made to lie on the ground, the wheelbarrow was put over him, and Jimmie donned the red cap. Now he was the Devil and made sounds to indicate that the offender under the wheelbarrow was being burned in Hellâ (Ellmann Collection, Tulsa).
As a young man, Joyce again assumed a diabolic role, this time of a lofty Miltonic Satan, in a satiric broadside, âThe Holy Office,â fired at his fellow writers just before he left Ireland to reside permanently on the European continent:
Where they have crouched and crawled and prayed
I stand, the self-doomed, unafraid, Unfellowed,
friendless and alone.
(Portable JJ 659)
Stephen Dedalus strikes a similar pose when like Lucifer he declares: âNonserviamâ (Portrait 239; Ulysses 15.4228). References to Miltonâs Satan and to Paradise Lost also occur in Finnegans Wake (Schork).
Toward the end of his life, when writing a childrenâs story for his grandson Stephen, a story about the devil and a cat, Joyce once more identified himself with Satan in the postscript appended to his letter: âThe devil mostly speaks a language of his own called Bellsybabble which he makes up himself as he goes along but when he is very angry he can speak quite bad French very well though some who have heard him say he has a strong Dublin accentâ (Ltrs. I: 388).
Joyceâs early Satanic posturings were perhaps merely the expression of an overactive imagination or of youthful arrogance; however, the consistency of his use of diabolic imagery in reference to himself suggests a deeply instilled sense of his own sinfulness, a self-image that was to have a profound effect on his life and art. Though with the passage of time, the proud, âself-doomedâ Satan deteriorated into a babbling old devil, he remained among the company of the damned.
Perhaps one reason Joyce maintained this view of himself as sinner is that he identified with his scalawag father, upon whose death he wrote to Harriet Shaw Weaver, âI was very fond of him always, being a sinner myself, and even liked his faultsâ (Ltrs. I: 312). He also liked and identified with historical and literary sinners, filling his works with mythic outcasts. The figure of Cain seems particularly to have captured his imagination. In 1928 he sent to an American composer in Paris, George Anthiel, a copy of Byronâs drama Cain, suggesting that he use it as a libretto for an opera. The âCirceâ episode of Ulysses, which he also wanted Anthiel to set to music, has Leopold Bloom branded with the letter C, the mark of Cain, and in Finnegans Wake Finn MacCool is told, âJust press this cold brand against your brow for a mow. Cainfully! The sinus the curseâ (374.32). Many of the Biblical references in Ulysses are to great sinners: Stephen quotes not only Lucifer, but also Esau, King Ahab, and the Prodigal Son; Lynch is referred to as Judas; and Bloom is called the Antichrist and the Wandering Jew.
Frequently in private correspondence, Joyceâs allusions to sin are made in jest, such as, âWriting in English is the most ingenious torture ever devised for sins committed in previous lives,â and âIs not this adding a new horror to eternal punishment?â and âO dear me! What sins did I commit in my last incarnation to be in this hole?â (Ltrs. I: 120; III: 79; II: 88). In moments of dejection, however, his self-denigration knew no limits. To his benefactress, Harriet Shaw Weaver, he refers to âthe dark side of my despicable character,â and to his wife, he says, âTake away your children from me to save them from the curse of my presence. Let me sink back into the mire I came from . . . . It is wrong for you to live with a vile beast like me or to allow your children to be touched by my handsâ (Ltrs. I: 167; II: 265).
In this last example is another recurrent image by which Joyce conveys the idea of his own sinfulness, the metaphor of physical filth to represent spiritual corruption. In âThe Holy Office,â he satirically describes the cathartic role of the poet by portraying himself in the function of a sewer:
That they may drem their dreamy dreams
I carry off their filthy streams.
For I can do those things for them
Through which I lost my diadem,
Those things for which Grandmother Church
Left me severely in the lurch.
Thus I relieve their timid arses,
Perform my office of Katharsis.
(Portable JJ 658)
References to physical filth continue in his depiction of literary characters. In Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, when young Stephen Dedalus is pushed into an open sewage ditch by an older boy and consequently becomes very ill, the action prefigures Stephenâs later fall in a Dublin brothel, into the âfoul swamp of sinâ (114). The first fall, which results in disease, is probably not biographical, for Joyceâs brother Stanislaus remembers that Jim was in perfect health during his years at Clongowes Wood College (MBK 41); the second, as Stanislausâs diaries show, undoubtedly is. In Ulysses, Leopold Bloom is described as âthat vigilant wanderer, soiled by the dust of travel and combat and stained by the mire of an indelible dishonour,â and Stephen is called âthe unclean bardâ because, like Joyce, he refuses to bathe (14.1217-18; 1.475). In Finnegans Wake the washerwomen at the Ford refer to HCE as âduddurty devilâ (196.15), and Justius tells Shem, âYou will need all the elements in the river to clean you over it all and a fortifine popespriestpower bull of attender to boothâ (188.5). Stanislaus recalls Joyceâs hygiene as a university student: âDuring a parlour game called âConfession,â when asked what was his pet aversion, he answered promptly âSoap and water,â and I believe it was the truthâ (MBK 123). One possible explanation of this behavior is given by psychologist Theodor Reik: âAnalytic observation shows . . . that neglect of cleanliness, dirt itself, becomes an unconscious sign of a feeling of guiltâ (345). In Ulysses, Stephen too makes a correlation between dirt and guilt: âThey wash and tub and scrub. Agenbite of inwit. Conscience. Yet hereâs a spotâ (1.481-82).
Yet Joyce had not always been a hydrophobe. J.F. Byrne, who had known him from boyhood, recalls: âJoyce was . . . a good swimmer, and during the summer months in the late 90âs he frequented the Bull Wall, at the southwest side, where he swam or sat sunning on the rocks, attired, like all the boys and young men at that place, in nothing at allâ (176). By his later years, Joyce had acquired an avid dislike for public bathing. Jacques Mercanton recalls that he watched bathers âwith horrorâ and âwith his usual dreadâ (Potts 216, 236). Writing to his son Giorgio, who was vacationing at a seaside resort, Joyce explained his refusal to swim: âI should take a bath too but I am too proud. Or perhaps I have too much respect for the waterâ (Ltrs. III: 361). Joyceâs words imply that his own dirt would contaminate the ocean.
In Christian cultures, sexual sins are traditionally associated with the notion of filth, perhaps because since the late fifteenth century, promiscuity has been known to lead to disease. In his writing Joyce repeatedly juxtaposes images of dirt and sexually transmitted infections. In Giacomo Joyce, an autobiographical vignette written in Trieste c. 1914, we see the image of âthe cesspool of the court of slobbering Jamesâ with âthe pox-fouled wenches and young wives that, gaily yielding to their ravishers, clip and clip againâ (9). In the âEpilogue to Ibsenâs Ghostsâ that Joyce wrote in 1932, the ghost of Captain Alving (who during his lifetime had infected his wife and child with syphilis) compares himself to a âlewd knight in dirty linenâ (Yale). Stephenâs guilt and repentance for his sins in Portrait of the Artist are expressed in terms of mire, excrement, corruption, foulness, infection. His confession is described thus: âHis sins trickled from his lips, one by one, trickled in shameful drops from his soul festering and oozing like a sore, a squalid stream of vice. The last sins oozed forth, sluggish, filthyâ (144). The old priest warns Stephen in the confessional of the physical as well as the spiritual consequences of his actions: âYou are very young, my child, he said, and let me implore of you to give up that sin. It is a terrible sin. It kills the body and it kills the soulâ (144-45). The priest is clearly warning the boy against the dangers of venereal infection. As Allan M. Brandt has noted, victims of venereal disease think of themselves as filthy, or contaminated, or poisoned. He quotes one sufferer of herpes as saying, âYou never think youâre clean enoughâ (181). Thus the images of filth which Joyce chose to describe his characters and himself convey associations both psychological and physical. They are an especially good example of the manner in which he uses imagery and allusion to create allegorical representations of his own life. As we shall see, Stephen Dedalusâs fall into the sewage ditch and the life-threatening illness that resulted are symbolic of Joyceâs own fall into the âfoul swamp of sinâ in brothels and of his consequent illness.
In Roman Catholicism, sin is washed away by the waters of Baptism, by the Blood of the Lamb, by the priest washing his hands before the consecration of the host, by annointing the senses of the dying person with holy oil, and by the sacrament of Confession. In Finnegans Wake, Joyce associates the ideas of washing and the need for confession. Justius suggests that unclean Shem say a âhomely little confiteor about thingsâ (188.4), and the old washerwomen, trying to scour the dirt and stain of sin out of the laundry of HCE and ALP, paraphrase the opening words of the penitent in the confessional, âBaptise me, father, for she has sinned!â (204.36) As Father William T. Noon has noted, Joyce ends Finnegans Wake with a pun on the words âwash-upâ and âworshipâ (130).
The same reasoning which lies behind Joyceâs explanation to his son, that neither pride alone, nor aversion to water, but a deep sense of his own uncleanness kept him from bathing, lies behind Stephen Dedalusâs refusal to worship:
Devotion had gone by the board. What did it avail to pray when he knew that his soul lusted after its own destruction? A certain pride, a certain awe, withheld him from offering to God even one prayer at night though he knew it was in Godâs power to take away his life while he slept and hurl his soul hellward ere he could beg for mercy. His pride in his own sin, his loveless awe of God, told him that his offence was too grievous to be atoned for in whole or in part by a false homage to the Allseeing and Allknowing. (Portrait 103-4)
The refusal to worship, like the refusal to wash-up, comes from a sense of unworthiness. Perhaps Joyce, like Stephen, became estranged from God not because of lack of faith, but from a sense that his offence against God was âtoo grievous to be atoned for.â
According to his own words, his rebellion against the church was not intellectual but emotional. He explained to his fiancĂ©e, Nora Barnacle: âSix years ago I left the Catholic Church, hating it most fervently. I found it impossible for me to remain in it on account of the impulses of my nature . . . . I cannot enter the social order except as a vagabondâ (Ltrs. II: 48). Many years later, in discussing his religious crisis with the writer Padraic Colum, Joyce said, âMind you, it was not a question of belief. It was a question of celibacy. I knew I could not live the life of a celibateâ (Our Friend James Joyce 205-6).
For Joyce, as for Stephen, the...