IX
The Weak Things of the World
1836â1837
In spring, the river fattened on the thaw, running swift and high between its banks. You could hear the waterâs rush, an ongoing sigh, early every morning before Kirtland had taken up the noise of daily life. That was how the Mormons came down to the temple, like a river in the thaw. The road was a watercourse, the fences and fields its banks; a lively current flowed down, the people murmuring and splashing in anticipation.
Emma paused in the little yard outside her home. With a pang of misgiving, she watched the congregation flocking past. Hardly a soul glanced at her, and those who did lifted their hands in greeting. There was no hint of judgment. She knew this. Even so, she couldnât help fearing the rumors. Since the previous autumn, whispers had passed from home to home like a miserable infection. The Prophet had committed some sinful act, an adulterous transgression, the details of which varied in the telling. But on one point, every rumor agreed: Emma Smith had been wronged.
She had kept to herself through fall and winter, as much as sheâd been able. She disliked being the object of too much sympathy; it only made her dwell on what had transpired, and she was determined to forget Fannie AlgerâNancy Marinda, too.
âWhere are they going, Mother?â Wide-eyed, Julia watched the congregation. She clung to Emmaâs skirt with one hand and Young Joseph with the other. The boy was staring with far more apprehension than his sister. He looked as if he wanted to cry but couldnât quite decide why he should.
Emma bent and tied Juliaâs bonnet under her chin. âTheyâre going to the temple, darling, and so shall we. Today your father will dedicate the temple, and after today, we shall worship God in His own house every Sunday.â
She lifted Young Joseph to her hip, drew a deep breath to steady her nerves, and led Julia out to the road.
If anyone pitied Emma that day, they didnât allow her to see. Several people called out greetings. A spirit of festivity pervaded the town. She could almost forget sheâd been the subject of the greatest scandal ever to rock Kirtland. The people sang as they marched in one body, the whole church in harmony. All around her in the crowd, she saw copies of her little brown-covered hymnal peeking from menâs pockets or pressed against womenâs hearts. The music Emma had chosen rang inside her mind, every note and lyric lifting her soul until she felt herself soaring high above the troubles that had plagued her through the winter. A new season had arrivedâone of rebirth and redemption.
The crowd narrowed and compressed outside the temple, filing through one of its dark doors, which a boy of the lowest-order priesthood held open. Each congregant fell silent when they crossed the threshold and saw the templeâs interior for the first time. The outer façade was lovely enough, with its gleaming walls and stately symmetry, but so great were the elegance and richness of the inner chambers, Emma thought Heaven itself might pale by comparison. Save for the polished wooden pews, every surface was white with plaster. Great pillars held up a soaring ceiling. Windows almost twice the height of a man allowed morningâs soft gold to come pouring in; the light flowed along corners and curves like melted honey. At the east and west ends of the chamber, under two massive arches of carved and painted wood, rose the pulpits of the priesthood offices: a long altar capped in polished oak, and above the altar, three successive tiers of three interlinked, bow-curved rostra. Each pulpit was marked with the initials of a degree of the priesthood, the letters picked out in gold leaf. The men who held those offices already sat in their lofty perches, watching with solemn dignity as the flock arrived.
Emma made her way down the banks of pews to sit as close to the eastern altar as she could manage. A contented quiet filled the room. Even the children were reverent, staring around in wide-eyed fascination. Let them see me today, Emma thoughtâLet everyone see, and let them all know Iâm no longer ashamed.
Joseph, for all his faults and sins, had willed this magnificent place into being. He had brought this community together and held them for six years, united in a single purpose, to create this wonder of a chapel. Everything she had suffered seemed justified amid the gold-and-white glories streaming in through those high Gothic windows. Every indignity, every doubtâthey were prices she could well afford to pay. It would have been worth any cost, this bliss, this proof of the goodness the Mormons had made together. As she gazed up at the moon-white arch bending above her head, pride came upon her so powerfully that tears stung her eyes. She dabbed them away with her kerchief. It must be a sin, or nearly a sin, to feel such pleasure in what her husband had accomplished. Yet no man but Joseph could have made something so magnificent. No one else had his visionâthe boundless imagination, the unshakable confidence. No one else had the force of willâsuch power, the unearthly gift to make others believe that they could build the kingdom of God on Earth. Don Carlos had called Joseph a fraud and a tyrant, and perhaps he hadnât been wrong. But Joseph was also something more: a leader of men; a maker of worlds.
When the last congregants had entered, Joseph emerged from a small side chamber, dressed in his finest brown coat, his collar held stiffly in place by a blue ascot tie. Her heart leaped at the sight. Time, reality, the solid walls around her seemed to bend and shift; she felt herself standing again in the yard outside Hale House, staring down the insolent boy who had grinned at her, the fog of his breath half-obscuring his face. Could this be the same man?
The invocations, the blessings, the hymns, the sermons, the assembly weeping with ecstasy. She watched her husband through it all. He was inexhaustible in elegance and grace. Her eyes had fastened to him the way a babyâs stare attaches to its mother, through some unconscious, infrangible instinct. She thought, Have I always loved him so? I must have seen him thus, always, but I never was aware until now.
When morning had faded, Joseph excused Sidney Rigdon from the altar, where he had preached a most inspiring sermon, and stepped up again before the congregation. He looked down upon the assembly with that serene, loving smile. âNow,â he said, âwe must send our beloved women and children back to their homes. The men shall remain for further blessings. Go in peace, under the Lordâs protection.â
Startled, Emma leaned back in her pew. Why send the women away? Hadnât the women sacrificed just as much as the men for the sake of their temple? They had sacrificed more, in some ways. She thought of the china cups and saucers ground into plaster, the heirlooms that could never be replaced. This place belongs to us as much as to any man.
She glanced tentatively to her right, then her left. The other women looked around in stunned disbelief. At least, Emma thought, Iâm not alone in my dismay.
No man returned from the temple that afternoon. Nor did they come home for supper, nor in the low gray fade of dusk. Emma put the children to bed by herself, then went out into the yard with her scrap-pail to feed the hens.
A handful of women passed by on the Chillicothe Road. They were wrapped in shawls against the chill. None spoke; it was no social outing. They moved with the stiff, determined air of soldiers marching to war.
âSister Emma,â one of them called.
She blinked through the dusk, trying to determine who had spoken. It was Phebe Carter, a tall, sturdy woman, almost as broad as a man. She was only a few years younger than Emma, yet she had steadfastly refused to marry. God would make it known to her, Phebe told anyone who would listen, which man He intended for her husbandâif he wished her to have any man at all. While she waited patiently for that matrimonial revelation, Phebe made herself useful. She was the most reliable friend any woman in Kirtland could ask for. If rumor implied that a man had used his wife poorly or had made her cry, he was apt to find Phebe, with her acid tongue and strident voice, waiting for him the moment he stepped outside his door.
âCome and join us,â Phebe said. âThese poor girls have all been made to fix supper and put their little ones to bed and bring in the animals and lead the family prayers without any help from their husbands. And all that food gone to waste, waiting on men who refused to show. I ask you! Weâre going down to the temple to find out what for. And to give the men what for, if they havenât a good excuse!â
She joined Phebeâs band on the road. The evening was dark, though the sun had only just set. There would be rain the following dayârain all week, if she guessed correctly.
The brigade rounded the willows and turned down the temple lane. The women paused, huddling close together, none daring to speak. The great white hulk stood silently before them, stark and pale against the encroaching night. Surrounded by darkness, the temple seemed to brood.
Emma could feel it breathing, a slow inhale. She could sense the mysteries gestating inside those walls, words whispering without a voice, the thrum of a chant in an ancient tongue, a language forgotten before this world began.
âLook,â Phebe whispered.
They all strained to catch whatever she had seen.
Quietly, Emma said, âI donât seeââ but in the next moment the windows of the first floor brightened with a sudden flash, bursting into life and gone in an instant. On the heels of the flash, a roar emanated from the temple, the sound of a tearing autumn windâbut the willows never stirred. They could hear the men nowâone great concerted moan of awe, a wordless exclamation.
âMercy,â Emma said, caught somewhere between fear and exasperation, âwhat are they doing in there?â
Vilate Kimball caught her hand. She was trembling. âLook to the spire!â
Above the temple, a great heavy sag of cloud had thinned and parted, drifting away. A train of vapor dragged through the upper branches of the willows. The gap in the clouds let down a bright golden bar of moonlight. It fell upon the temple as if aimed by Godâs own hand.
âMighty Lord.â Vilate sank to her knees, hands clasped in frantic prayer.
Emma and Phebe held each otherâs gaze for a long, silent moment. Then Emma broke away from the fluttering, praying women and strode toward the temple with Phebe on her heels.
âLand sakes,â Phebe said when she was certain the others wouldnât hear. âA lot of nerve these men have, abandoning their wives till all hours, leaving us alone to fend for ourselves. What should we have done if Indians had swept into town, I ask you? Or wolves. Or Missourians.â
They were only a few strides away from the doors now. Emma held up a hand for silence. Inside, she could hear a wild revelry: laughing, shouting, singing. Someone was howling, a high, wavering cry like the baying of a hound.
Emma tried the door, but it was barred. She knocked, but the sounds of celebration went on unabated. She knocked again, harder this timeâthen pounded with all her strength, forgetting it was the door to Godâs own house. But the doors remained shut, the women alone in the dark.
She told the women to return to their homes; their husbands would be back in their beds before dawnâs first light. But sunrise found Kirtlandâs men still closeted at the temple. Another day unspooled itself entirely in feminine hands. By the second evening, a far larger group of women had gathered to mutter darkly outside the temple.
Emma made her way to the front of the crowd, intending to pound on the door againâto shout for Joseph, if necessaryâwhatever she must do to recall the men to their temporal duties. But when she broke from the pack, she found another woman already standing at the door.
She was a stranger, a newcomer to town. She wore a long felt coat over a dress of dark-green velvet, finer clothes than anyone in Kirtland could afford. A well-made carpet bag stood at her feet, and she was gazing up at the spire high above, silent and still amid the hoarse shouts of Amen that carried from the building. Black curls spilled down her back, a tumble of hair like a waterfall seen by night.
âHello,â Emma said. âYou must be new here.â
She turned. Her eyes were large and brown, with a dreamy, almost sorrowful cast. The stranger was of an age with Emma, yet there was no hint of weariness about her, the habitual strain one sees on all mothers of very young children. She was refined, delicately polishedâeven in the dimness of night, Emma could see that much. With their dark hair in near-identical curls, they might have been two sides of the same coin: Emma, the rough and dogged country wife, and this unknown creature, elegant and graceful, the very picture of feminine ideal.
âHello,â the stranger said. âYes, Iâve only just arrived this night. A charming town. My name is ElizaâMiss Eliza Snow from Mantua.â
Emma took the proffered hand. Elizaâs skin wa...