PART I
SELECTED POEMS 1992ā2012
HUNTING POWER
You say you are hunting your power,
but your power is hunting you.
I'll go up to the mountain, you say
I'll fast and live on seaweed
I'll hang myself on a meathook
under the hot sun. I'll give up sex
and wine and my sense of humor.
What are you thinking of?
For you to go hunting your power
is as smart as the mouse hunting the cat.
Go out in the garden any night,
step one inch outside the tame land
and you are near what you seek.
Open the window of your soul
any night and your guide may come in.
The issue is whether you'll run away
when you see what it is. To make sure
you succeed, tether yourself like a goat
at the edge of the tiger wood that breathes
right beside your bed. He'll come.
āAugust 16, 2009
CHINABERRY GLEAM
Gentle soul, the Spirit caught you up as a raptor
beating wings, and tore your flesh
and drew you through the night worlds
and hurled you into deeps where no sun shines
and the moon is a blind pulse, a drum unheard,
so you would learn to shine in your own light
so you would steer by your inner sun
so you could unwrite the Book of Fate
so that, remembering, you move as a dancer among your kind,
in the world but not of it, not different and not the same,
sharing what you have lived at your heart's core:
love, and courage, the flash of the sea-horse racing waves,
the gleam of rain on a chinaberry tree.
āMarch 10, 1992
A FLASH OF BLUE
You see a flash of blue in the air at midnight,
that blue, the blue of kingfisher's wings,
and you take flight from the seen to the unseen.
Poor strategy: the unseen is my home.
You hide from me where I live.
āAugust 9, 1998
THE FIRE IN THE WOOD
When you thought the fire was out,
flame leaps from the heart of the wood
so strong you're surprised it is safely contained
in what you supposed was a cold hearth.
There is nothing to warn you when it flares up.
Know this: tended or untended, the fire lives.
It will consume you. As fire lives in wood,
I live in you.
āAugust 9, 1998
TO THE DEER OF THE MOUNTAIN
ā
Deepheart, mountain guardian
who harries the hunter
and knows what belongs to us
and what does not,
give us your speed,
your ability to read the land,
to see what is behind us and around us.
ā
May we grow with the seasons
into your branching wisdom,
putting up antlers as taproots into the sky
to draw down the power of heaven,
reaching into the wounded places
to heal and make whole,
walking as living candelabra,
crowned with light,
crowning each other with light.
āNovember 6, 1999
A WAY OF CREATING
The buried city
bursts from the earth
as Van Gogh sunflowers.
The stem sustains the fruit.
This is a way of magic:
to write names of power
in the dust of the curio shop
and let them walk, ring doorbells
and instruct that old souls
inspire young ones, across time.
This is a way of begetting:
to turn in the cycle of creation,
to breathe clouds into the air,
colors into the fields,
and paint the sun into the sky.
āJune 23, 2001
ROSE GATE
There's a garden among the stars
where flowers are gates to other worlds.
Try the pink rosebud that opens shyly,
plunge through its smooth and fragrant folds
into the Victorian garden where tea is laid
and sweet girls play and show a blushing priest
a bunny hole that leads to Wonderland
and a ginger cat issues opaque directions.
Take the dare of the āDrink Meā bottle
and you'll become inconceivably small
even faster than Alice, so fast you won't see
a grass blade rear into a royal palm
and ants t...