Chapter 1
In the skies above North Texas
Sunday, March 9, 1941
IT HAD BEEN DUBBED THE DANCE OF DEATH.
The aerial stunt was Jessie Lovelaceās favorite because of the precision required to align the double wings of the Jenny so that they overlapped and hovered between those of the biplane flying alongside hers. It demanded a great deal of trust in the other pilotās skill as they both cruised over the airdrome in tandem at a predetermined altitude and speed. It also necessitated an exorbitant amount of concentration not to crash into the other aircraft, sending both barreling toward earth, where the fliers might not only fail to survive but could take with them a few of the gathered spectators who had each paid a dollar to be thrilled by the daring exploits of the two women aviators.
Focusing on the task made it impossible to drift into thoughts regarding the men in her life who had recently betrayed her.
Her brother, whoād gone off to fight in a war that wasnāt theirs to fight. āIt will be,ā heād said. āEventually Hitler will come for us, especially if England falls.ā
Their father, whoād died unexpectedly in his sleep three days after Christmas. He hadnāt left any instructions or made any arrangements regarding his half of the flight school heād established with his brother following their return home after flying planes for the army during the last war with Germany. As a result, Uncle Joe wanted to abandon the business, sell the whole kit and kaboodle, and find employment elsewhere.
Her boyfriendāa term that had worked when she and Luke Caldwell were in high school, but now that she was twenty-four seemed juvenile. However, when sheād mentioned that little tidbit to him, heād grinned and said, āFiancĆ©e works. Or wife.ā Since her dadās passing, Luke had been pushing for them to marry. Even her mom was dropping not-so-subtle hints that it was long past time Jessie became a homemaker. Try as she might, however, Jessie couldnāt envision finding satisfaction in the before-sunup-to-after-sundown life of a rancherās wife.
The truth was, she resented her brother for finding a way out of Terrence, resented even more that his flight skills had made his escape possible. Her ability to handle an aircraft was equal to his, but the only aviation avenues sheād had any luck securing were crop dusting and barnstorming, neither providing consistent employment, sufficient income, or the more fulfilling life she craved. Occasionally she gave flying lessons at the Lovelace School of Aviation, but she was growing weary of constantly searching for work, being forced to take the odd job where she could find it, and feeling like sheād gone into a stall, unable to regain lift.
As she neared Annette Gibsonās airplane, she took a deep cleansing breath and cleared her mind of everything except the matter at hand, focusing completely on lining up her wingtips between Annetteās, then slowly, carefully, easing closer until the edges intersected slightly, stopping just shy of making contact with the struts bracing the upper and lower wings.
As they sailed along together, she experienced a rush of pleasure. She might not always be in control of her life, but she was in control of this baby, her fatherās Curtiss Jenny, which heād purchased nearly twenty years earlier as the start to his business.
After passing over the crowd, she and Annette peeled away from each other, going into a ballet of loops and rolls. Then another dash over the gathering, coming in so low that people duckedāeven though they were in no danger of being hit by the wheels. Annette carried on to land, but Jessie wasnāt quite done yet. She considered being a daredevil in the sky to be an art form, taking a wide blue canvas and painting images over it that those who viewed the creation, no matter how briefly, would never forget. Although recently sheād begun losing her enthusiasm for barnstorming. People were less impressed with stunts and more interested in witnessing a fiery catastrophe. Still, she was determined to give them a show that would take their breath away.
She opened the throttle and pushed the stick forward, using gravity to accelerate. When she was satisfied with the momentum sheād gained, she pulled back on the stick, lifting the nose until the aircraft was practically standing on its tail, and then continuing over until she was flying upside down. After several seconds, she rolled upright and soared a good distance away from the fallow field. Banking wide and heading back, she determined sheād allowed plenty of room for landing. The Jenny wasnāt without its design flaws, one of them being its absence of brakes. Once her wheels touched the ground, she reduced the throttle and taxied toward her destination. When she was close enough, she cut off the mixture control to stop the engine, coasted to a stop, and shut off the mags.
She removed her tinted goggles and leather helmet, then combed her fingers through her mahogany curls. While in high school, sheād chopped off her shoulder-length waves as a tribute to Amelia Earhart, after her idol had made her first solo transatlantic flight. Sheād always wanted to be as much like the intrepid female pilot as possibleāexcept for the going missing part. Sheād mourned for days after hearing the news on the radio, and still held out hope that they would find the beloved aviatrix on an island somewhere in the Pacific.
Jessie climbed out of the cockpit and hit the ground. A gaggle of youngsters immediately surrounded her, several excitedly waving a leaflet advertising the airshow and asking her to sign it. She answered their shouted questions, giving extra attention to the girls, assuring them they, too, could touch the clouds. When sheād applied her signature to the last handbill and the children had wandered off, she turned to find Annette waiting for her.
āThat was fun,ā her fellow aviatrix said. Sheād met Annette at an airshow a few years earlier. Theyād gone to instructor training school together, both getting certified to teach others how to fly. āItās good to have you back.ā
āItās good to be back.ā She hadnāt done any stunt work since her father had passed. When she was six, heād flown her into the skies, and sheād fallen madly in love, not only with the sensation of flight but with the vast and different world that surrounded her. Sweeping from horizon to horizon, the colors seemed brighter, the possibilities endless, and the freedom from earthly constraints seductive. After that, nothing could keep her on the ground if she had a chance to soar among the clouds. While sheād taken the Jenny up several times since December, she hadnāt participated in an airshow. It had been difficult enough performing after her brother had left, because theyād always been a team. While she did a lot of maneuvers solo, some were better with a partner, especially when mimicking a dogfight.
āI know Iām no substitute for Jack,ā Annette said.
āYou held your own.ā
āHowās he doing?ā
āExhausted, I imagine. Heās not writing as much, what with all the bombing going on over there. Itās like the Germans are trying to sink the island.ā She made it a point to attend the movies at least once a week, simply to see the latest newsreels. She read the newspapers voraciously and listened to the radio whenever she could, hoping to catch some news about the warāpreferably when her mother wasnāt around, because any reports on the devastation taking place across the ocean upset her. āItās terrifying. Have to admire the Brits for not surrendering, though. I want it all to stop, and Iām not in the middle of it.ā
āIām glad weāre not. I voted for Roosevelt because he promised we wouldnāt get into the war.ā
At that moment, the organizer of the show walked up. āHere you are, ladies.ā He handed them each fifty dollars. āWeāll be in Oklahoma City next weekend. Hope to see you there.ā He ambled away, passing out flyers about the upcoming airshow as he went.
āIām going to fuel up and head home,ā Jessie said. She held out her hand. āThanks again, Annette. I appreciate that you took the risk of doing the Dance of Death with me.ā
āI live for the thrills, and that particular maneuver never fails to get my heart to pumping. Maybe Iāll see you in Oklahoma.ā
āDonāt see why not.ā
FOLLOWING A SLOW descent through the fluffy cumulus, Jessie leveled out, increased speed, and took satisfaction in the smooth roar of the engine as the wind whipped past her in the open cockpit. Below, the Jennyās shadow glided over the terrain she knew as well as she did her instruments panel. To her left, cornstalks rustled in the breeze. She made extra money dusting those fields and others, flying in low to better reduce any potential drifting of the powdered lead arsenate. To her right, on the other side of the narrow paved road ribboning east and west, which sheād driven numerous times into Dallas, was the start of the Caldwell Ranch. Six thousand barbed-wire-enclosed acres that were home to Angus cattle and a pretty pinto mare named Buttercup she sometimes rode.
She soared over the ancient oak tree where sheād played hide-and-seek with her brother, received her first kiss from Luke, and later agreed to wear his suede varsity football jacket to symbolize they were officially going steady. Continuing on, she flew over the creek where sheād caught her first catfish, still swam on hot summer afternoons, and had dared to skinny-dip one moonless night with Luke.
Nearing the heart of Terrence, she saw the depot that had been built in 1873 to accommodate the arrival of the Texas and Pacific railroad tracks along this stretch of North Texas. A few miles beyond lay her fatherās airfield.
As it came into view, her chest tightened with the memories of all the times heād stood there, watching, waiting. She couldnāt help but feel he was still observingāwith his arms crossed over his lanky frame and a wide smile on his weathered faceāas she brought the Jenny in for a smooth and easy landing. Flying was a passion theyād shared, and she missed him more than she thought it possible to miss a person.
After seeing her fatherās beloved plane safely stored in the hangar, Jessie climbed onto the Indian Scout, her pride and joy, which provided the closest experience to flying sheād found when on the ground. Once on the road, with the motorcycle purring beneath her and the wind rushing past, she began mentally preparing herself to be as cheerful as possible when she walked into the Victorian-style house where she lived with her mother and younger sister, Kitty. Upon her arrival, she parked her motorcycle in the drive, shut it down, and climbed off. Trixie, Jackās black lab, bounded around the corner of the house and dropped to a sit in front of her, tail wagging, tongue lolling out. Reaching down, she gave her brotherās dog an affectionate rubbing over her head, shoulders, and back. āHey, girl, you been keeping watch?ā
After she straightened, Trixie dashed off. No doubt there were squirrels to chase.
Jessie headed up the cobblestone walk of the white house with the blue trim that had been built at the edge of town by her grandfather near the end of the last century. Leaping over the three steps to the porch, with its bench swing on one side and two wooden rockers on the other, she pulled on the screen door, pushed open the oak door, and stepped into the foyer, which still somehow managed to carry the lingering scents of those she loved who were no longer there. The overpowering rose perfume that had always enveloped her grandmother and anyone she hugged. The sage fragrance of the Brilliantine her grandfather had used to make his silver hair shine. The menthol scent of the Aqua Velva aftershave her father had used religiously after sheād given him a bottle for Christmas a few years ago.
Then she noted the scent of stale tobacco that belonged to Uncle Joe and always announced his arrival. She wouldnāt recognize him without a fat cigar clenched between his teeth. Because the smell was so pungent, she knew heād visited sometime that afternoon, was possibly still around.
āJessie?ā her mother called from the front room.
Peering in through the open doorway to her left, Jessie saw her mother, with a brow that had been far too furrowed during the past year and her slender hands knitted together in her lap, sitting on the sofa. Squinting as he blew out the smoke from his cigar, Uncle Joeāa heftier version of her father, dark-eyed and dark-hairedāstood beside the fireplace that was used only a few times each winter. āHello,ā she greeted them.
āHow was the airshow?ā her mother asked, but something was wrong with her voice, as though she was delivering bad news, and Jessie realized the furrows in her brow were running a little deeper and her knuckles pushing against her skin had gone white. Her first thought was that a disaster had befallen Jack, but her momās eyes werenāt red or swollen, so her upset no doubt had something to do with their company.
With a desperate need to protect her, Jessie stepped fully into the room. āWe had a good crowd. What brings you by, Uncle Joe? I get the feeling youāre not here just to make sure weāre doing okay.ā
Her mother patted the cushion beside her. āWhy donāt you sit down?ā
She crossed her arms over her chest. āIām good standing.ā
āThink Iāll sit.ā Uncle Joe went to a small table where a half-empty bottle of her dadās Kentucky bourbon waited for a man who would never again take pleasure from sipping it in the evening, a man who would have chided her for not considering it half full. āAt the worst of times, Jess, still look for the positive.ā It took everything within her not to scream when her uncle carelessly splashed some into a crystal tumbler. It was stupid to hold on to the liquor when Jim Lovelace had always offered it to anyone who walked into the house.
Then Uncle Joe dropped unceremoniously into her fatherās recliner and her gut tightened, because it seemed incredibly wrong for anyone to sit in a chair that over the years had reshaped itself to mold comfortably around the man who had passed on his love of flying to her. Afraid she might grab her uncleās shirtfront and yank him out of the chair or snatch the bourbon-filled glass from ...