Part I
1
One Month, Three Days, and Eleven and a Half Hours until the End of the World
The first sign that the world is going to end occurs on Monday, August 15, at 12:13 p.m.
I know the exact time because Iām looking at my phone, wondering where the heck Van is. Because if thereās one thing I know about my best friend, itās that Van Silvera is never late.
I hate when people are late. If Iām waiting for someone and itās been more than fifteen minutes, I start worrying that (a) Iāve missed them, (b) theyāre not coming, or (c) theyāve secretly hated me all my life and this is how theyāve finally decided to let me know.
In my defense, I know thatās an overreaction. But Van was supposed to meet me here in the school parking lot at noon so we could grab lunch off campus. The fact that Iāve been pacing next to her empty Jeep for thirteen minutesāthatās right, thirteenācan only mean one thing: sheās dead.
Or our friendship is.
Or both.
Where on earth is she? If today were any other day I might not be freaking out, but itās the first day of our senior year, which means Iām already wound tighter than the restraints on a straitjacket.
Somehow, miraculously, Iāve managed to coast through the last three years of high school without any major disasters. No failed tests. No major bullying. No awkward erections in class. So by my calculations, Iām pretty much due for some sort of Epic Teenage Catastrophe because, letās get real, no one gets through high school unscathed. No one. Thatās just a fact.
Van calls me paranoid, but I basically operate under the principle that if something can go wrong, it will. The way I see it, if you donāt watch your step and keep your head down, the universe will make you a target. And I canāt think of anything more horrifying than being the center of attention.
Iāve certainly never sought any sort of spotlight. In fact, if someone were to ask my classmates at Spruce Crick to describe me, their first response would probably be, āWhoās Milo Connolly?ā
As for the small subset of people who do actually remember my name, theyād probably say Iām that super-religious, super-shy nerd who only does āchurch stuff.ā Which is only half accurate. Technically, itās my diehard Presbyterian parents who are super religious. Iām more religious by proxy.
That said, I do spend most of my free time doing āchurch stuff.ā Iām a big fan of rules. And church is all about rulesāvery specific rules that are very clear about what you can and cannot do. And if you follow the rules, youāre all set. No surprises. No confusion. No problem. Itās like having an instruction manual for life.
Most people are surprised to learn that a rule-loving and painfully introverted Christian like me has a best friend like Van, a self-proclaimed agnostic who is both the star player on the girlsā soccer team and the lead of every fall musical. But what people forget is that Van also used to be a quiet, well-behaved little Presbyterian. Back before she scandalized my parents by ātaking a break from Jesus,ā Van regularly attended our church. Thatās how we met.
One December, when we were six, Van and I were cast as Mary and Joseph in our Sunday schoolās nativity play. I was painfully shy even then and pretty much refused to say any of my lines. Van on the other hand thrived in the spotlight and wanted to say everybodyās lines: the wise menās, the angelās, even the sheepās. Somehow our Silent Joseph and Chatty Mary routine was the unexpected hit of the Christmas season, and weāve been inseparable ever since.
Which is why Iām freaking out that itās now 12:13āno, 12:14āand Van is literally nowhere to be seen. Iāve texted her five times and she hasnāt responded. Which means today just might be the day that my one and only friend has finally and irrevocably realized that IāMilo Connollyāam a Lost Cause.
I shouldnāt be surprised. I knew this day would come. Thereās no way someone as special as Van could stay friends with someone as embarrassingly lame as me.
I just thought we had more time.
āMilo!ā a voice yells out as the school doors bang open.
Oh, thank goodness . . .
Van waves at me across the parking lot, and the sigh of relief that escapes my lungs practically blows me over.
Iām so relieved by the sight of her smiling face and bouncing mane of auburn hair that it takes me a moment to realize sheās not alone. A boy is with her. I donāt recognize his face, so I assume he must be some clueless underclassman who doesnāt understand the valuable time heās wasting by trapping Van in whatever inane conversation he wants to have. But as they get closer, I notice the boy is smiling.
At me.
āLook who I found!ā Van shouts with a flourish.
My brain is still struggling to make sense of what Iām seeing when the boy sticks out a hand and winks.
āHey, Connolly. Long time no see.ā
Oh. My. God.
Marcos.
I canāt believe I didnāt recognize him. Itās been three years since we were all together, so of course he looks older, but everything I remember about himāeverything I canāt help but remember about himāis still the same. His jet-black hair still perfectly coiffed to look intentionally messy. His lean face still ending in that ridiculously sharp jawline, like the hero in an action movie.
As for his eyes . . . they havenāt changed a bit. Dark and penetrating, they still look as if theyāre taking in everything and everyone around him. As if they could peer straight into your soul.
I never wanted to see those eyes again for as long as I live.
Before I know what Iām doing, though, I start to reach for him.
Our hands touch.
And the Earth trembles.
2
All Shook Up
āWhoa!ā Van shouts as she stumbles sideways, falling against her Jeep.
A second later Marcos staggers backward, his hand pulling out of mine, and I realize that Iām not the only one having trouble staying vertical as the ground of the Spruce Crick parking lot shifts and rumbles beneath our feet.
Marcos and Van are shaking. As is every car around us. As is the whole, entire high school. Everyone and everything is literally shaking down to its foundation.
And then, just as suddenly as it began, it stops.
āWhat the heck?ā Van gasps, trying to catch her breath. āWas that an earthquake?ā
āCanāt be,ā Marcos says. āFlorida doesnāt get earthquakes.ā
āThen what was that?ā she asks.
āMaybe there was an explosion?ā
āI didnāt hear any explosion. The ground literally moved. That was definitely an earthquake.ā
āWeird.ā
āSo weird.ā
Then they both look at me. Because I still havenāt said a word. Because Iām speechless. Not because of the earthquake, which, yeah, is pretty freakinā weird, but SO WHAT?
Marcos Price is STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!
Every atom of my body is quivering. I feel like Iām still shaking apart at the seams even though the ground has settled.
How is this possible? What is he doing here? More importantly, What do I do? Because right now all I can think is DO. NOT. FAINT. Which is easier said than done considering my legs wonāt stop wobbling.
āAre you okay?ā he asks.
I have no idea how to answer that. Thankfully, I donāt have to.
āHoly crap!ā Van exclaims, staring at her phone.
āWhatās the matter?ā Marcos asks, turning his attention back to her. āIs there something online about what just happened?ā
āWhat? Oh. No,ā Van clarifies. āI was about to look, but I just saw the time. We need to get a move on if we want to get to Hollowayās and back before fourth period.ā
āAre you sure itās safe to drive?ā Marcos asks, squinting skeptically at the road leading away from Crick. āWhat if thereās another earthquake?ā
āTrust me, dude, youād rather take your chances with an earthquake than with the slop they serve in our cafeteria any day.ā
āWell, if you put it like that,ā Marcos chuckles.
āOh, itās definitely like that,ā Van says, unlocking her Jeep. āNow letās go. Everyone, inside!ā
Iām too numb to argue. I slide into the front passenger seat next to Van as Marcos climbs into the back like itās the most natural thing in the world. Like heās been doing it all his life.
āHold on,ā Van commands as she keys the ignition.
She barely stops at the parking guard station so Mr. Kirby can check our student IDs before peeling out of the lot like sheās competing in the Daytona 500. Normally, Iād be screaming at her to slow down, but right now Iām far too distracted with the thoughts racing through my brain.
Marcos is here.
Marcos Price is here, and he goes to my school.
Since when?
Well, since today apparently. He must have transferred over the summer. Did Van know and not tell me? She certainly seems happy to see him.
Am I happy to see him?
I donāt know.
Itās been three years since Iāve seen his face so a part of me is obviously curious. Especially as I made a vow to neverāeverālook him up on social media. But happy? No. Why would I be? Itās not like we were friends. Friends donāt treat one another the way he treated me. Friends donāt turn each otherās lives upside down and then completely abandon each other without a word of explanation. Not unless one of those āfriendsā is a sociopath.
I mean, look at him. Youād think heād have the decency to at least pretend to look guilty after everything that went down between us. But no! If heās feeling any awkwardness about our reunion, heās certainly not letting on.
āSeriously, I feel so bad,ā Marcos says, leaning forward.
For a second, I think heās read my mindāthat maybe Iāve judged him too harshlyāuntil I realize his apology isnāt aimed at me. Itās for Van...