IF I HAD A TATTOO
I do not have a tattoo. I have always been afraid of needles, and I hear that tattoos are addictive. Yet there are many interesting tattoos in our church, especially among the younger people. I was particularly moved when Tamika had the number 72 tattooed on the inside of her right wrist after we preached through Luke 10. I joked with her that she would never forget that sermon series.
Iâve often wondered what verse of Scripture I would get tattooed on my body, if I ever found enough courage to venture down that road. The answer is easy: Ezekiel 16:6-8.
During my first year as a disciple of Jesus, I committed to pray one hour a day. I wanted to give God my best. I found a place to pray, made it my own, and went there every single day to pray for one hour. My daily prayer time became a very life-giving habit, and it rewards me to this day.
Part of my prayer time includes listening. In a healthy and vibrant relationship, both people talk to one another. I didnât want to be the child who only talks and asks but never listens to my Father. I had been following Jesus hard for nine months, and I had met God in my personal devotions. The Spirit convicted me as I read the Word and listened to sermons. I was clearly growing, but I had never heard âthe still small voiceâ of God, like Elijah in 1 Kings 19:12.
I had a few friends who were more mature in the faith, and they told me stories about âwhat God told meâ or âwhat God said to me.â It blew my mind that they had heard the good Shepherdâs voice. I desperately wanted to hear his voice, so I gave him an entire year of faithful devotion.
On May 16, 1993, I finally heard God speak to me. That morning, I asked him a question, and then I listened. I was like Jacob, ready to wrestle with God so I would be blessed with his voice. My question was âGod, how much do you love me?â Immediately, I heard in my soul the beautiful voice of the Shepherd say, âJohn, read Ezekiel 16:6-8.â
At that point in my discipleship, I was unaware of the Old Testament prophets. If you had asked me who Ezekiel was, I might have said the running back for the Dallas Cowboys. I thumbed through the Bible, hoping that the book existed. I was encouraged when I found that Ezekiel was, in fact, a book in the Bible. Did it have sixteen chapters? Yes. It actually had forty-eight.
I read Ezekiel 16:6-8 with tears forming in my eyes. My heart skipped a beat, and I wanted to take off my shoes, because I knew I was on holy ground. For the first time, I was having an adult conversation with the Father.
When I was a boy, I lost my father to a glider plane accident. The trauma and pain of that loss launched me into a dangerous pattern of isolation, self-medication, and reckless living. Rich and meaningful long-term relationships were rare for me. As a boy, I probably would have been diagnosed with abandonment disorder, but counseling was rare, and even if we wanted it, we didnât have money to invest in something like that. Because of my loss, I kept most of my friends and family at a distance. I protected myself from loving too deeply, because people in this world could go up in the air to fly and never come back down. I remember hating the fact that this life is temporary. I had next to no control over anything, and I was aware that the greatest people in life could be taken away without notice.
As a new baby in the faith, I never considered how the accident and loss of my dad affected my relationship with God. Iâm sure I projected much of my pain onto God, and at some level I blamed him. Still, I wanted the stability, the longevity, and the unchanging love that I thought he offered. If Jesus really was offering me a way to get off this miserable planet rotating in space and to land in a place that was secure, safe, and eternal, I wanted that with all my heart.
This was good news, but it seemed too good to be true. I had always imagined God to be a cold-hearted judge waiting to sentence me in his courtroom. Deep down, I hoped God would be the Father I always needed.
A parable about Godâs relationship with Israel, Ezekiel 16:6-8 describes how circumstances led Israel to suffer the terrifying shame of being a baby abandoned and left to die in a field. In the parable, the baby squirms in its own blood, writhing and struggling for life. I quickly identified with that image, because even as I tried to keep everything under control, my internal pain increased with each passing year.
God passes by the field and says to the baby, âLive!â He takes the baby home, cares for it, and gives it the very best things in life. He watches the baby grow up and become a beautiful adult. When the baby is old enough, God enters into an everlasting covenant and marries the baby who was once left to die in the field. The passage ends with a declaration: âI made my vow to you and entered into a covenant with you . . . and you became mineâ (v. 8). As someone who worried that those closest to me would be taken away, this was the best news I had ever heard. Tears began to fall on my Bible.
As I read Godâs words to me, my soul caught fire. The image of the baby in the field captured my loneliness, my insecurity, my fear, and my anger about how life had done me wrong. It put to words the overwhelming feelings of vulnerability. From that moment, I knew I wanted God; I wanted to live with him and experience all he had for me. I wanted him to give me a new life.
That day I felt God make a massive deposit to fill the cavernous hole in my soul. Even now, the boyhoodpain, fear, and anger still exist, but God has brought peace to the raging waves of my soul. He has given me a wonderful family that loves me and walks with me through my struggles, and he has given me hope about that day when I will begin to experience the everlasting covenant from the other side of eternity. The God who speaks Ezekiel 16:6-8 is my only hope and my portion forever. My faith is anchored in the living God being a father to the fatherless.
CHAPTER THEME: Evangelism flows from our relationship with God.
CORE TEXT: Overview of Luke 10:17-22
The seventy-two returned with joy, saying, âLord, even the demons are subject to us in your name!â And he said to them, âI saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Nevertheless, do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.â
In that same hour he rejoiced in the Holy Spirit and said, âI thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows who the Son is except the Father, or who the Father is except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.â
DO NOT REJOICE IN CIRCUMSTANCES
Luke 10:17-19 describes an amazing moment, the triumphant return of thirty-six ministry teams. Like a sports team that has just won a championship, their locker room, covered in tarps to keep valuables dry, is filled with reporters and news cameras prepared for jubilant interviews. Players run in, grab their championship gear, goggles, and bottles of champagne, and prepare to celebrate.
The 72 completed their task, and it was time for the party to begin. They not only rejoiced in what theyâd accomplished, but they likely breathed a collective sigh of relief after finishing such a hard ministry task.
Jesus trained the 72 for personal evangelism. He introduced the concept of opposition and persecution, and he taught them how to respond to unbelieving and potentially hostile people. At the evangelism training day, however, the name Satan didnât appear in the training manual. Nonetheless, in some mysterious way, the efforts of seventy-two faithful evangelists put a dent in the strategic plans of the one who deceived Adam and Eve in the garden.
Imagine their joy as they shared about their powerâand authorityâover the devil. These mere human beings had received Jesusâ kratos (authoritative power) over the devil and his demonic host. In the name of Jesus, they were able to cast demons out of men, women, and children. When the 72 spoke, the dark spirits that Paul called the principalities and authorities were expelled from their demonic posts (see Ephesians 6:12). How could our friends not be full of joy? How could they not jump up and down? And yet Jesus corrected them at that amazing moment.
It wasnât wrong for them to rejoice. The Lord didnât rebuke them or command them to stop celebrating. He offered pastoral admonishment because they were rejoicing in the wrong thing. Ministry results can be very fickle, and Jesus doesnât want us to base our joy on things that can be taken away. He encouraged the 72 to find joy in something far more permanent. Would they always have authority over the demons? Would every evangelistic mission trip result in Satan falling like lightning from heaven? Jesus directed them to a much better celebration with even greater returns of joy.
Todayâs disciple must understand that evangelism doesnât secure favor with God. We donât earn Godâs love; we share Godâs love. At the very moment when the 72 wanted to high-five one another for all theyâd done for God, Jesus stopped them to remind them that they had already won the spiritual lottery. True evangelism always moves from the victory, never toward the victory.
REJOICE IN RELATIONSHIP
Luke 10:20-22 is one of three times in the book when the author identifies the entire Trinity by name. God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit have significant roles in the plan for Mary to birth Jesus (Luke 1:35-37). God the Father sends God the Son and anoints him with God the Holy Spirit in his first sermon (Luke 4:16-21). The presence of the Trinity in these three sections displays Lukeâs emphasis on the subject of each passage. Father, Son, and Spirit each play a role in the incarnation, the mission to the margins, and the salvation of sinners.
Jesus loves his witnesses and wants us to understand that our joy should be rooted in who we are, not what we do. The fact that we engage in incredibly successful mission is far less important than being born of God in Jesusâ celebration rankings. Jesus commanded the 72 to rejoice that God had written their names in heaven. This supreme blessing of assurance surpasses the fluctuating results of ministry, especially when we stop to consider that without Godâs prompting, pursuit, and unending patience, we wouldnât have faith or relationship with him.
One of the great American missionaries, David Brainerd, wrote in his journal what it means that Jesus has written his name in heaven: âOh, if I ever get to heaven it will be because God wills, and nothing else; for I never did anything of myself but get away from God! My soul will be astonished at the unsearchable riches of divine grace when I arrive at the mansions.â1
The prayer recorded in Luke 10:20-21 is of supreme theological importance because it captures the Son of Godâs understanding of Christian conversion. This is Lukeâs condensed version of Jesusâ high-priestly prayer in John 17. The reader understands that God is absolutely sovereign and chooses to whom he will reveal the kingdom of God. The divine mysteries stay hidden from the wise as God graciously chooses to reveal them to the babes.
Jesusâ prayer closely parallels Maryâs Spirit-filled song (Luke 1:46-55). Both she and her Son are full of joy (v. 47). Both Mary and her Son speak of Godâs mercy and his might (v. 52). Both Mary and her Son reveal Godâs purposes to lift the low and the babes, while bringing down the proud and wise of the world (vv. 51-53). Both prayers reinforce the social upheaval that Jesusâ kingdom causes in the world. Mary and Jesus of Nazareth rejoice in the wisdom of God to bring into his family those that are low, vulnerable, and needy, while sovereignly choosing to hide it from those who enjoy privilege and status in the world.
Because Jesus turns the world upside down, the true way up is actually down.