THE DICE OF GOD
1 ā A HANDSOME FILLY
The hotel proprietor did not linger over his coffee. He gulped it hurriedly, murmured that his presence was required in the office, and left the table. The captain watched him cross the dining room, then grinned wryly and gave his attention to the wine the man had ordered. A mild drink, a ladiesā drink, but it brought a little life to the whisky heād had before dinner. Wonāt you ever learn sense, Demos Harrod? Are you going to sound off every time you hear the name of Tuthill? Heās your commanding officer, remember. Now youāll have to find that hotel man again and apologize for your rudeness. You were rude, goddam it!
He drew a cigar from his pocket but refrained from lighting it in the presence of the ladies in the dining room. St. Paul was still on the edge of the frontier and the Metropolitan Hotel was a long way from Willardās in Washington, but there were some women here who didnāt have to take a back seat to the best of āem in Washington or New York. Take that one over by the windowāa handsome filly if there ever was one. Nice hands and slender wristsāalways a sign of small feet and a well-turned ankle. She was married, though. There was a ring on the third finger of her left hand and she chatted gaily with the man who sat across from her. Not for me! I donāt fool with married womenāespecially in a town thatās department headquarters, like this.
He pushed back his chair, rose, and walked toward the lobby and the bar on the further side, quite unaware that the eyes of the woman followed him until he was out of sight. He lit his cigar at the gas flame of a torch held by the bronze figure of an Indian maiden at the end of the barāwhoever made that thing sure hadnāt seen many squawsāand signaled the bartender.
āYes, sir, Captain, be right with you. āTaināt often I get a chance to serve two captains, both at once.ā
Harrod glanced toward the other man on his side of the bar.
āCaptainā?ā he began hesitantly.
āYes, sir,ā the bartender said proudly. āThis here is Captain Jonas Whiteman of the packet Des Moines. Meet Captain Harrod of the Twentieth Cavalry, Fort Doniphan.ā
The two shook hands. The packet captain invited the cavalryman to drink and the bartender supplied a glass. The bottle held an oldāan unbelievably oldābrandy which was Captain Whitemanās especial pride. He had purchased the last dozen bottles to be found in New Orleans, twelve bottles which by some miracle had survived the war, the thirst of the occupation forces, and the chaos of Reconstruction. He had resold them to Davidson, proprietor of the Metropolitan, and now...
āWhenever I get to St. Paul he lets me buy some of my own liquor back from him. Drink hearty, Captain, and tell me if any sweeter liquor ever touched your tongue.ā
The brandy was superb. Harrod would have enjoyed taking it to a side table and there devote himself to the pleasant task of lowering the level in the bottle, but Captain Whiteman was already maudlin and Harrod had little desire for further acquaintance. He made his excusesāāIām leaving for Fort Doniphan tomorrow and have an appointment with an officer from the departmentāāand returned to the lobby. The woman he had noticed in the dining room was seated in a chair beneath one of the artificial palms. She was alone now and when she met his eyes she smiled.
āGood evening, Captain Harrod.ā
He bowed. His eyes flashed to the hand in her lap. By God, heādāve sworn sheād been wearing a wedding ring in the dining room, but the third finger was bare now.
āYour servant, madam, butāāā
āBut you donāt remember meāis that it?ā
āIām ashamed to confess it, maāam, but thatās the truth.ā
āI canāt blame you, really. It was a long time ago and a lot has happened sinceāto both of us. You were in St. Louis on the unpleasant duty of inspecting mules and approving their purchase by the army. My father had a contract to deliver several hundred andāāā
āWait a minute!ā he interrupted. āYour father is Cyrus PierceāāLong Cyā Pierce. I dined twice at your home on the Bluff Road. Your nameās Louise. I remember now.ā
āThe nameās Lulu, but outside of that youāre quite right. You left out only one thingāwe rode together one Sunday. Have you forgotten that?ā She smiled gaily.
āOf course not! That ride is the most pleasant memory I have of St. Louis.ā He had dined at the Pierce home on Saturday and after dinner, mellowed by Long Cyās excellent whisky, had remarked that his life followed a rut between his boardinghouse and the stockyards. He was a cavalryman, he had said, and he missed his horse. Pierceās daughter had suggested instantly that they ride together the next day; her father had several excellent saddle horses which were eating their heads off. She was a skinny youngster, much younger than he, and not particularly attractive. A born horsewoman, though; nice hands, a good seat, and quite fearless at the fences theyād taken when they left the road and struck cross-country. Heād enjoyed every minute of the afternoon and had thanked her sincerely for the pleasure sheād given him. Then, as she clung to his arm, he had turned her face upward and kissed her. Damn if he knew why, but something had told him that she wanted him to. She had returned the kissāif sheād been a couple of years older heād have said she was passionate about itāand then had dashed into the house without a word.
āYou canāt blame me for not recognizing you at first, Miss Pierce. That was some time ago andāwell, youāve changed.ā
āYou mean Iām fatter!ā
āNo, no!ā
āWell, I amānearly twenty poundsāand Iām glad of it! Itās been more than six years and I was just a skinny girl, as skinny as a plucked jaybird, who was trying to keep house for my father and to entertain his friends. And itās not Miss Pierce nowāitās Mrs. Gorton.ā
āMy apologies again. Was that Mr. Gorton I saw you with in the dining room?ā
āNo, merely an acquaintance who happened to arrive today on the Des Moines packet. Iām a widow, Captain, and have been for three years.ā
āIām sorry, I didnāt knowāāā
āOf course not, how could you? Iām flattered that you even remembered Cy Pierceās skinny daughter. Do tell me, Captain, what are you doing in St. Paul? Are you stationed hereāand if you are why havenāt we met?ā
āThatās my misfortune, Mrs. Gorton. I only reached town this afternoon and am leaving again in the morning. Iām on my way to South CityāFort Andrew Doniphan. Iāve been assigned to the Twentieth Cavalry.ā
He heard the quick intake of her breath.
āNo!ā she exclaimed. āPlease tell me youāre not going there!ā
āThe orders were pretty clear, Mrs. Gorton, they said Fort Doniphan and the Twentieth.ā
āButāāher breast rose and fell quicklyāāthat means youāll be in the fightingāin the war against the hostiles!ā
āProbably so.ā What the hellās the matter with her? āIāve heard, quite unofficially, that such a campaign is being planned. Itās too late for it this year, though.ā
When she spoke again she had regained her control.
āIām sorry,ā she said lightly. āI hoped you were going to tell me that you were stationed here and that weād see something of each other. Iāāshe dropped her hand to hisāāI was so glad when I recognized you. I have very few friends in St. Paul and when I saw you leave the dining room, I just made up my mind that Iād wait right here in the lobby until you came back.ā
āNow Iām the one whoās flattered, Mrs. Gorton, WeāāCaptain Harrod considered for a momentāāitās not at all late. We could return to the dining room and have a cup of coffee, or perhaps a bottle of wine, together.ā
She shook her head quickly. The jet beads on her bonnet jingled musically.
āNo, that wouldnāt do. Somebody would be sure to see me andāāā
āYou can be seen just as easily here in the lobby.ā
āI know. Light a cigar, DemasāIām going to call you Demas and I want you to call me Lulu, please. Light a cigar and let me think for just a minute.ā
He smoked quietly. There was half an inch of ash on his cheroot when she broke the silence.
āI live here in St. Paul now, Demas,ā she said at last. āIt was Mr. Gortonās home and after he diedāhe was killed in an accident at his factoryāI kept right on living here. His people, his mother, and his brothers and their wives resent it. He left his business to me and they think it should have gone to his familyāto them. They want me to sell it back to them at a perfectly ridiculous figure. Nothing would please them more than to spread the gossip that Iād been drinking with a man in the Metropolitan.ā
āThat sort of gossip canāt hurt you.ā
āIt canāthatās where youāre wrong. Oh, Demas, Iām lonely here, terribly lonely.ā Again her restless hand touched his, clutched it quickly, and was withdrawn before he could return the pressure. He dropped his cheroot in the tall brass cuspidor that stood beside his chair.
āDemas?ā
āYes, Lulu.ā
āYou donāt gossip, do you? If I suggested something very, very unconventional you wouldnāt gossip about it, would you?ā
āOf course not, Lulu. I hopeāāā
āListen to me. Fourth Avenue and A Street, can you remember that?ā
āOf course.ā
āThe third house on A Street north of Fourth Avenue, west side of the street. Itās a white house with a porch in front and it sits back from the street a little. Thereāll be a light in the second floor window but none downstairs. Youāll remember all that?ā He nodded and she continued hurriedly. āItās a quarter to eight now. Donāt hurry. Wait untilāoh, until nine oāclockāand then take a hack and tell the driver to take you to Fourth and B. Thatās a block away and you can walk over. We...we wonāt be disturbed and I can promise you something a lot better than wine. I still have some of fatherās old Monongahela whisky.ā
āI remember it well.ā
āNow walk with me to the door, Demas. Iāll tell the porter to call a hack for me, and donāt pay any attention to what I say where the desk clerk can hear me.ā
He walked at her side across the lobby.
āItās been so pleasant to meet you, Captain,ā she said clearly, āand Iāll wish you the best of luck on the expedition next summer. When you write your mother please give her my very best regards.ā
āIt will be a pleasure, Mrs. Gorton. I never expected to meet an old friend in St. Paul-āit was a pleasant surprise.ā
āTo us both, Captain. Thereāthe porter has a hack for me.ā
Captain Harrod turned toward the bar, then recalled that heād probably find the steamboat captain there and considerably drunker than heād been half an hour before. The situation seemed to call for a drink, several drinks, but he returned to the chair beneath the straggling palm and informed himself that heād be goddamned, good and goddamned. By God, itās been six or seven years and she...