Ashley cycled along Berecombe seafront, breathing in great gulps of salty Devon air. It was a detour from her flat to the Arts Workshop but, on a day like today, it was too good to miss. Making sure she didnāt cycle too fast, as Bronteās lead was attached to the handlebars and she was running alongside, she stole a glance at the view. Now that the school holidays were over, most of the visitors she could see were retired, or young couples with pre-school-age children enjoying the beach and making the most of the blue skies and warm sunshine. The summer had been a series of long, hot, sunny days running into one another. And now, although it was early September, the weather was still balmy. It was possibly even better now that the shrill heat of July and August was softened by gentle breezes. As she slowly cycled she could hear the shrieks and giggles of children building sandcastles or paddling in Berecombeās safe, shallow waters.
Stopping to better enjoy the view, she checked on the little black poodle panting beside her. She was on her way to teach her first art class. Nerves suddenly hit; she hadnāt taught for over two years. āOoh, Bronte, letās just hope I havenāt forgotten how to do it!ā she murmured. Lifting her face to the sun for a few luxurious seconds, she inhaled the soothing sea air and concentrated on slowing her breathing and calming herself down. The sea sparkled a dancing blue, pillowy clouds drifted and all around her were the happy sounds and intoxicating smells of a seaside town. Not for the first time she thanked her lucky stars that sheād ended up living in this quirky little town in east Devon. It had helped her heal, sheād made new friends and had a job she loved. And now she was about to take another step on the road to getting back to herself. No, she corrected. She was taking another leap into creating the new her! Her nerves were replaced by an enormous sense of well-being as with a grin she pushed off and headed for the Workshop.
An hour later, she faced the class in airy Studio One. It was a group of only nine and all women. Easels and chairs had been set up in a circle around a tableau of three white jugs sitting on some rich blue velvet with a bowl of vivid oranges. The colours popped and zinged and, along with the familiar scent of paint tickling her nostrils, took her straight back into her teaching days before her accident. She just hoped she could still do it. Forcing herself to relax, she remembered what Ken, her manager, had whispered to her on the way in. āRemember, itās not like teaching schoolkids ā they all want to be here. Or thatās the theory.ā
Ashley hoped so. At least her friend Beryl was here. The woman, dressed today in a bright pink linen smock and matching earrings, which contrasted with her silver pixie cut, gave her an encouraging wave as she sat down at one of the easels. Ashley smiled back. Beryl and Biddy, Berecombeās most notorious pensioners, had become two of her closest friends. She was particularly fond of Beryl. Biddy could be forthright and difficult, but Beryl was nothing but kindness and Ashley knew she was here to show moral support. If someone had told her two years ago that sheād be best buds with a couple of women well into their seventies, she would have laughed. But theyād become family ā her family in Berecombe. She watched as the rest of the group settled. The only other woman she knew was Marti Cavendish from choir, who was chatting to a sleek middle-aged woman in expensive-looking white jeans. Ashley winced. Perhaps the first lesson might be about what was appropriate to wear in an art studio.
Ashley hesitated, wondering when the best time would be to bring the class to order. She couldnāt believe how nervous she felt ā her legs were trembling! Sheād been teaching art all her working life, and even though Ken had said they differed from schoolchildren in that theyād paid to be here, that might well mean theyād be more demanding. Beryl caught her eye and winked. It gave her a little courage. No going back now.
Clearing her throat, she began to speak. āIf you could all face the front, then we can start.ā No response, they were all too busy chatting. Oh God, it was going to be a disaster, wasnāt it? What could she do? Taking a deep breath, Ashley dipped into her teacherās bag of tricks and summoned up her alter ego, the one she used to use to best effect with the tricky Year Nines on a wet Thursday afternoon. āRight then,ā she bellowed, making them all jump. āFace this way, ladies, and weāll get going.ā It worked. Even Marti stopped gossiping and faced the front. Teaching, Ashley suddenly remembered, was all about acting a part. Forcing yourself into the authority role and beaming out confident vibes even when, as now, it was the last thing you felt. She felt her shoulders loosen as she realised they were sitting up and paying attention. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Beryl give her the thumbs-up. A rush of confidence flooded through her as she settled back into the old, familiar groove. She might not have taught for some time, but it was like riding a bike; she hadnāt lost it after all.
Lowering the volume to a more conversational and friendly level, she said, āWeāll begin by introducing ourselves. Iāll start. My name is Ashley Lydden. Iāve taught art for all of my teaching career, although Iāll confess, this is my first class for a while.ā Again, at the perimeter of her vision, she saw Beryl nod encouragingly. Forcing a smile, she added, āI hope youāll forgive me if Iām a little rusty.ā She was relieved to see that there were one or two sympathetic murmurs. They were on her side. Emboldened, she went on. āYou see, I had a car accident a while ago which meant I had to learn how to walk again.ā A shocked sound rippled around the room. āIt also meant I couldnāt stand for any length of time so I couldnāt teach.ā Ashley let out a breath. There was a time when she couldnāt tell even her closest friends about the accident and now she was telling a room full of strangers. Realising how far sheād come in her recovery thrilled her. That and being back in an art studio and teaching. It was a wonderful feeling. She relaxed some more. She could do this! āSo, if I pull up a stool next to where youāre working and sit on it peering over your shoulder, please donāt be put off. Itās just a more comfortable way for me to give you some feedback and tips.ā Relieved laughter sounded and she felt her nerves calm. Sheād definitely got them on side. Now she could take them with her on their learning journey. Oh, how sheād missed this. She hadnāt actually known how much until this moment.
āAfter youāve introduced yourselves, Iām going to set you a task so I can see how you work. Itāll give me a good idea how to tailor the next lessons so I can best move you on. Remember, none of this is about competition.ā At this Marti looked disappointed. āItās about exploring and developing your own personal style and using a range of media and techniques. But most of all, itās about having fun!ā
At the half-time break, Ken popped into Studio One to see how everything was going. āOkay?ā he asked.
āThink so,ā she whispered. āI remembered to do the health and safety and fire drill stuff, had a chat about wearing old clothes or bringing an old shirt, doled out the obligatory painting kit to those who thought it would be provided, and set them to a still life. Not very exciting but it gives me a chance to evaluate their skills. See what Iām working with.ā
āExcellent idea. I watched a little of the session through the window just in case you needed me to jump in but there was no need. You handle them really well, Ashley, my friend. Just the right amount of encouragement and suggestion on how to improve. I didnāt expect anything less.ā As he saw Beryl approach, he added, āIāll leave you to it. Looks like youāve got it all under control. And, if it helps, imagine them allāā
āNaked. Yes, thanks, Ken. And it doesnāt!ā
He grinned, put up his hands in surrender and left.
āIāve brought you a coffee,ā Beryl said, handing over a mug. āYouāre doing so well, my lovely. Iāve heard lots of compliments about how good a teacher you are.ā
āThanks, Beryl. I was so nervous at the start!ā
āAbsolutely no need and I can assure you it didnāt show. Weāre all having a super time and learning lots.ā
āI canāt tell you how relieved I am that itās going well, and I really appreciate you coming along.ā She glanced over to where the students had gathered around the hot water urn. āIām not sure if I ought to go and mingle at the tea table or leave them to bond as a group. If they were schoolkids, Iād leave them to it butāā
āOh, theyāll come over when theyāre ready. And in Martiās case, itāll be to tell you how she narrowly missed out on getting into the Royal College of Art. Sheās already bored that nice lady wearing the white jeans.ā Beryl winked, her wrinkles creasing into well-worn grooves. āIām amazed sheās had time to fit everything she claims to have done into such a short life, especially as she only admits to thirty-nine.ā
They laughed. Marti was well known for her boastful ways.
āIām really enjoying this,ā Beryl continued. āThanks for putting the class on. Iām missing choir ever since Petra left, so it fills a gap. And itās good to flex the old creative skills. If I have any.ā
āI had a sneaky look when you popped to the loo. Youāve got talent, Beryl. And thank you for the kind words. If this goes well, Iāll think about putting on more classes, maybe some in the evening for those not free during the day.ā
āExcellent idea.ā
āI miss choir, too,ā Ashley said, as she sipped her coffee. āI loved those fun sing-alongs, especially the Grease medleys. Always left in such a good mood. Really lifted the spirits.ā
āHave you heard from Petra?ā
Petra, Ashleyās friend who had been running the choir, had recently skipped town unexpectedly.
āNo. I imagine sheās too busy. Touring the country with the band ā going from town to town ā canāt leave much time spare.ā Ashley supposed it was true, but sheād been disappointed that Petra hadnāt rung. Sheād thought theyād become close since sheād moved to Berecombe, and had considered Petra a good friend, so her sudden departure and radio silence ever since were hard for Ashley to process.
āBiddyās spitting feathers, sheās that mad about the girl running off and leaving everyone in the lurch.ā
āAnd no one wants to get on the wrong side of Biddy.ā
āI have to agree. Although sheās one of my dearest friends, I confess to treading warily around her.ā
āAt least the cafĆ© is in safe hands with Tessa, Eleri and Zoe ā though I know Petraās managerial skills are sorely missed. I think theyāre planning to carry on until Millie finds a new manager to take over Petraās job.ā
āAnd at least Tess can use the kitchen to make her bread. Iām particularly fond of her walnut loaf. Itās not ideal though. The girl really should have given poor Millie some notice. Sorry, Ashley, I know sheās a friend of yours.ā
āWas. I havenāt heard from her since she left and she didnāt tell me anything about going off to sing with the band.ā
āHow hurtful. And what about your nice young man? Is Eddie returning to Berecombe soon?ā
āI hope so. Heās hoping to spend some time in town when he gets back from the States and before he has to go to Bristol to start filming.ā
āIām so looking forward to this TV series heās doing. Folklore and myth! Right up my alley. Now, you must excuse me, Iām just going to say hello to one or two people.ā
Ashley watched her go. Berylās question about Eddie had made her insides go to mush in excitement. She couldnāt wait to see him. As soon as theyād met, the attraction had been instant ā and hot ā but the relationship had been fraught with difficulties. Now, though, there was gentle hope on the horizon. Although not finding it easy, Ashley was gradually making peace with the fact that his ex-girlfriend was having his baby, and she had fully supported Eddie flying over to the States to be with Bree while she gave birth. Theyād been in constant touch while heād been in the US, but the time difference and his new baby made it difficult to talk.
Bree hadnāt coped well after the birth, so theyād all gone to stay with Eddieās parents in Rockport, and he was leaving her and baby Hal there when he returned to the UK to make his new TV series. The set-up at Eddieās parentsā sounded very cosy and Ashley was working hard at squashing down the jealousy; she felt very much the outsider ā the other woman, even.
āBaby steps,ā she muttered to herself, ignoring the irony. āBaby steps.ā This was one more thing she had to work on: coping with the fact...