Sleep it Off, Dr Schott
Selma Dabbagh
Iām going to send this on as a voice file to both of you. It is a vocal, digital letter of apology. No, it is more than that. It is a vocal, digital letter of apology with evidence. I have the recordings and I will include them. That is what I do after all. I record things. Like you two, for example.
If youāve ever been in the Enclaveās basement, youāll know where I am by the sounds that are being picked up. The drones are a bit more muffled down here and you can hardly hear the netting. Itās just the rattle of the air-conditioning vents most of the time.
Given that this is a letter of sorts, I should possibly be more formal and present my case with specifics, as any scientist should. Itās 15 June, 2048. Iām recording this in the Security Bunkers, Secular Scientific Enclave, Gaza and my name is Layla Wattan. Iām from Deir el Balah. You know Deir el Balah, the camp in the South thatās spilling over into the sea. My family are from Haifa, but by that, I mean my great-grandparents lived there over a hundred years ago now.
As I said, this is an apology; a way of explaining to both of you. I couldnāt explain at the time, because I couldnāt speak. I still canāt get your voices out of my head. It doesnāt help that I keep replaying the recordings. Hereās the one of Dr Schott shouting at me when we finally met, our first and last encounter. The one where he asked who I was.
| SCHOTT: | [Shouting] Who is this girl? What are you doing? Mona, why is this woman in the corridor? Give me that! |
I can tell you what Professor Kamal said after that, but I think you may prefer to listen.
| KAMAL : | Sheās a Recorder. Look at her equipment. Who gave you this? |
Iād rather you didnāt think of me as being a creep, or a snoop. Iām not even a proper spy. Okay, yes, I was a Recorder, but I really hadnāt known what that meant when I was recruited. I am sorry for the shock I caused you both. I can hear it in your voices. Listen.
| KAMAL : | They canāt do this to me. I was granted non-monitored status years ago. Did the General Assembly authorise this? |
| SCHOTT: | Of course they authorised it. They make up the rules, they can do what they want. What did they tell you about us? Are you going to speak, girl? Why were you spying on us? |
The short answer was that I wouldāve sold my kidneys for a job in the Enclave. The whole of Gaza is desperate to move here. Not just because the food is guaranteed and itās about as safe as it gets; if you obey the rules that is. It was mainly because the Enclave was the type of revolutionary idea we were starving for; turning global perceptions of us on their head. Iād watched them build it from my home. The Secular Scientific Enclave; it sounded like heaven to me. At that point, thereād been rumours about the Hyperloop, it was true, but thereād also been talk of the coming of the next Messiah, the return of our lands in ā48 Palestine and compensation. Iād never believed any of it.
For decades, our building methods had consisted of little more than plastering over dirt-packed bags, so for us to see those steel frames and glass panes shoot up to create giant quartz spikes piercing the sky was like wow. Awesome. We watched them grow from our baked-in alleyways overrun with wheelchairs, chickens and petty criminals.
I should explain that the noise out there, back home, was without end or form. It was as though it grew out of the walls and expanded when released. We spoke of the Enclaveās silence as a mystical force and Iād anticipated inner calm to go with it, but when I entered the walls, it wasnāt like that at all. For all of us in security, accommodation was down here in the bunkers. I went for weeks without seeing any natural light. I had electricity and hot water, but after a while, I started to feel like the water, my uniform, even the walls, were all trying to bleach me inside and out.
I knew of you, Professor Kamal, since I was a young. The faces of you and your family were graffitied onto the walls of our camp. Mona Kamal; a legend. We all worshipped you, particularly the women. I knew of your construction of the first generation of Body-Bots in the underground bunker in Rafah; your ingenious use of 3D printers to create robotic limbs for the disabled, creating our own army of semi-indestructible fighters. Iād heard of how this bot army burst through the borders in 2032. I knew that your husband had been killed in the bombardments that followed, that youād also lost your daughters to shelling.
I wanted to believe that I was protecting you, Professor Kamal. As youāve probably guessed by now, part of the purpose of my mandate was to find out what the nature of your āinterpersonal relationsā were with Dr Schott. The General Assembly informed me of its ā¦
ROBOTIC VOICE:
⦠concern that emotional connections are forming between the Gaza-born Professor Kamal, and one of her co-workers, the Tel Aviv-born (and Guest Visa holding) Dr Eyal Schott, in a way that will compromise their professional integrity and the security of the Economic Hyperloop or Bullet Project. Aural and sensory monitoring have detected distinctive tonal variations, all consistent with romantic empathy. Positive indicators show an āerosion of the natural boundaries of professional camaraderieā giving rise to a danger of ācompromising national security,ā as set out in the Kohā Code of Conduct Manual (2034) for the Guest Visa holders in security clearance positions. No physical rituals indicating a consummated relationship have been identified to date.
Security around the Bullet was such that even I, as a resident of the Strip, hadnāt been aware that it was about to launch. It was explained to me as a ā¦
ROBOTIC VOICE:
⦠high-speed, underground shuttle link carrying goods...