Part I
Bridget the Refugee
Escape marks the first day of a refugeeâs life . . . You never forget the moment you were part of a shivering horde.
âDINA NAYERI, The Ungrateful Refugee
1
Bridgetâs Escape
SHE STEPPED ONTO a mossy gangplank, looked back at her parents, sisters, cousins, and friends, a small herd of them. She knew she wouldnât return. Might never see them again. But sheâd made her decision, and now it was time. Whatâs done is done. Carrying all she owned, some food and supplies for the journey, she walked on up.
Unlike many others on boardâand those on the hundreds of ships steadily draining Ireland of its stricken citizensâBridget Murphy was not leaving home to escape starvation. The Great Irish Potato Famine, those dark years of hunger, evictions, and disease, had struck harder and deeper to the west. And though County Wexford was hardly spared, its crops often wrecked and its poorhouses always full, Bridget was no emaciated shell of a person in rags, subsisting on foraged nettles and donated grains. She was healthy and hopeful, a plucky twenty-something on the verge of a new life.
She was driven to this moment by a different kind of hunger, a craving to leave the safety of habit and family and fling herself among strangers toward a strange new land. Rather than be held down by the laws of a foreign oppressor (England), by the male-dominated norms of her peasant society, by the dour strictures of her religion, all of which had governed her life up to this point, she chose âa leap into the unknown,â as her great-grandson would later put it. She joined a ship full of political refugees and other risk-takers âwho dared to explore new frontiers.â
The ship delivered her first to a port city doubled in population by flocks of Irish fugitives. Bridgetâs arrival in Liverpool, a hundred miles from Wexford as the crow flies but a days-long sail across the roiling Irish Sea and down the River Mersey, was like entering a manmade Mordor, a churning and raucous place spiked by smokestacks and ship masts. A middle ground between home and her destination, a type of purgatory, gloomy and dangerous, in the land of a queen, Victoria, whoâd lorded over Ireland from afar, whose lawmakers dithered as Ireland went hungry.
Three out of four Irish Famine escapees will pass through this ashy industrial metropolis, more than 300,000 of them in 1847 alone, before boarding ships for America and Canada. Unprepared for its role as a human stockyard, the clotted burg became host to typhus and cholera, to lice and rats that invaded its squalid cellars and boardinghouses, to deaths by the thousands in its hospital wards.
Once one of the worldâs busiest slave-trading ports, Liverpool now traded in a new kind of human cargo. Famine victims arrived by steamer and packet ship from Cork, Wexford, New Ross, and Dublin, many looking every bit the part of the feared and reviled refugee: âhalf naked and starving,â said one witness, âhuddled together in a most disgraceful manner . . . covered with the dirt and filth of each other.â Lives that had been full of hope were lost even before reaching Liverpool. One crowded steamer carried seventy-two deadâthe captain had closed off the hatches during a storm and theyâd suffocated. One little girl escaped through an opening, but her mother and five siblings perished. As one witness observed, âThe pigs are looked after because they have some value, but not the emigrants.â
Irish potato fields had rotted into sickening wastelands, and the mass emigration that started with a surge in 1846 had, by 1847, reached a full house-on-fire, run-for-your-lives stampede. Men and women whoâd never ventured beyond the next town, who rarely saw more than a hundred humans together at church or the county fair, had flooded into the cauldron of Liverpool, desperate for a ship to Boston, New York, Baltimore, New Orleans, Quebec, anywhere.
After the simple life back home, hardly changed since medieval times, Bridget would have experienced a shock and a thrill at her first glimpse of Liverpoolâs hulking modernity. A thousand times larger than any village sheâd known, the city hummed. A center of industry and technology, it teemed with a kaleidoscope of people from other lands, speaking in strange tongues. And it forced Bridget to confront a harsh revelation: other parts of the world had progressed while Ireland languished. There was so much sheâd need to learn about the modern world.
For now, she had to focus on navigating Liverpoolâs dangerous lanes and staying safe for the few long days before her ship departed. Pamphlets like Guide to Emigrants Going to U.S.A. and The Female Emigrantâs Guide offered advice and warnings: how to seek lodging and food, how to buy tickets, how to avoid the sleazy ship brokers and dock runners who preyed on naive or illiterate refugees, trying to sell them expired passage tickets or fleecing them of their meager savings.
Bridget witnessed the vile conditions facing tens of thousands of her fellow Irish. They crammed together, dozens to a room, in Liverpoolâs notoriously filthy subterranean dwellings, awaiting the next ship or begging for money to buy passage. The unlucky found themselves stuck in a Liverpool limbo, sick or penniless, wishing theyâd stayed in Ireland. Hundreds of women were forced into prostitution.
In his semi-autobiographical 1849 novel, Redburn: His First Voyage, about a novice merchant seaman, Herman Melville described Liverpoolâs streets filled with hollow-eyed men and boys, starving and mummified-looking old women, and âyoung girls, incurably sick.â Wrote Melville: âIt seemed hard to believe that such an array of misery could be furnished by any town in the world.â
Compared to Melvilleâs sad yet sympathetic depiction, the American novelist Nathaniel Hawthorneâwho lived in Liverpool, serving as US consulâwas disgusted by the scene, referring to the desperate Irish âas numerous as maggots in cheese.â Thomas Carlyle, the revered English author and historian whoâd visited Ireland and witnessed streets filled with beggars and âhuman swinery,â called the Irish of Liverpool âthe sorest evil this country has to strive with.â
The Liverpool Mail placed the blame at Queen Victoriaâs feet, acknowledging that âthe scum of Ireland come to Liverpool and die in thousands . . . but whose fault is that?â
At the appointed hour, clutching a carryall containing her few possessions, Bridget joined the urgent crowds at the docks on the River Mersey. She walked up another gangplank, longer and steeper than the last, onto the slick passenger deck. After a frantic series of preparationsâroll calls, checks for stowaways, families desperately searching the docks for last-minute arrivalsâthe ship lumbered down the river, the start of a dreary, dirty, deadly month at sea.
The crossing would be the boldest, riskiest thing Bridget had ever done. She had read in the papers about ships sinking, the sickness and death at sea, the odds of reaching America at all. Still, crossing an ocean seemed no more dangerous than staying on an island of putrid black fields.
Handbills at church and placards in the village had practically pushed her to make an escape. Time to admit defeat, they suggestedâdefeat to the English, to the Famine. Just leave. Newspaper adsââImportant to Emigrants for Boston!ââhad listed dates of departure to Liverpool and a menu of âfast-sailing Packetsâ leaving from there to US cities.
And here she was, aboard one of those escape vessels, sailing west. She watched the land of her oppressors disappear, preferring this fragile wooden barrel and its watery arc to the life she would have faced, had she stayed in Ireland: at best, a farm wife; at worst, a victim and a statistic. Bridget, like other women, knew her country didnât want or need her, could barely feed and keep her, could promise her only a difficult, dreary existence. Accepting this sad truth fueled her flight.
As James Joyce would later put it, in terms applicable to generations of Irish but especially refugees like Bridget, âNo one who has any self respect stays in Ireland.â Self-respecting women escaped in greater numbers than the men, sometimes with sisters or cousins but often alone.
Many adventurous single women took advantage of the national tragedy to get out. Opportunities in mid-1800s Ireland were finite. Even without the Famine, farm life still promised tedium. Milk the cows. Feed the pigs. Sow the fields. Reap the harvest. Make the babies. Repeat and repeat. Bridget mightâve hoped to catch a good manâs eye, ideally an older son who might inherit his fatherâs farm. But then sheâd need her parentsâ help to arrange the marriage, provide a dowry. Under the best of circumstances, sheâd become only a tenant farmerâs wife, tending to the hearth, the sheep, her children, and her man, the same as it had been for centuries.
But in America? In the land of freedom, whose eccentric founders had somehow managed to snub and trounce England, the enemy of Ireland? Whose revolutionaries had created a remarkable style of government called democracyâno kings or queens, lords or ladies, no ancient animosities? In this feisty and progressive country, activist women were now rallying for the right to vote and fighting slavery, agitating for workersâ rights; they could now go to college, become teachers. In fact, some schools existed just for women, and an immigrant woman would soon graduate at the top of her medical school class to become the nationâs first female MD. In a land like that, a refugee might just start over, reinvent herself, throw off her peasant cloak and customs to become someone wholly new.
Lady Jane Francesca Elgee, the fiery Irish nationalist poet (and later the mother of Oscar Wilde) who went by the pen name Speranza, taunted the British as âour murderers, the spoilers of our landâ and described women like Bridget as Irish souls awakening. âSpread your broad wings brave and proudly,â she wrote. âArise, the dawn is breaking.â
A generation of Bridgets chose to take a chance on a new dawn rather than wait for marriage in an ancient land run by church and queen. Many left home, wings wide, with a sense of adventure, optimism, and purpose, believing they could accomplish things in America that Ireland would surely have quashed. In Ireland, a woman was powerless, voiceless. In the United States of America, perhaps sheâd find independence and a chance to speak her mind. Better to start anew, and afar.
If she could just survive the three thousand miles of open ocean.
Leaving Ireland, of course, was just the first step. As Bridget well knew.
2
Bridget at Sea
SHE WAS SQUEEZED with hundreds into a ship built for half as many. The crew allowed her out onto the top deck only during milder weather, so she spent most days below on the cramped steerage deck, stifling and dark. There, she found herself surrounded by sick and frightened strangers.
The Irish exodus had prompted the passage of new laws intended to protect the basic rights of overseas travelers. A ship was required to provide six pints of water a day per person, for drinking, washing and cooking, and a pound of food, which might consist of bread, rice, oatmeal, or perhaps just moldy biscuits; tea and sugar were doled out twice a week. For sleeping, there was a wooden bunk six feet long and less than two feet wide, which often had to be shared with another. But there was no guarantee that the crew would distribute water and food according to the requirements of the Passenger Acts. British ships were notorious for mistreating Irish passengers.
Many of Bridgetâs fellow travelers had been ill even before boarding; weak from hunger, theyâd become infected with disease in Liverpool. Doctors tasked with inspecting passengers were sloppy or perfunctory in their duties, and the sick could easily hide their afflictions and slip onto the vessel. At sea, conditions were ideal for the spread of every diseaseâstagnant air due to the lack of ventilation, vomit and diarrhea soaking into the soggy wooden planks belowdecks because there were too few privies. Crewmenâs reports described what Bridget saw for herself: bedraggled and âghastly yellow looking spectres.â Some did not have enough clothing to cover themselves.
Nothing could have prepared her for the horrors of the weeks-long wintertime crossing. Confined inside by the cold, she was forced to breathe fetid air, thick with the effluvia of hundreds of unwashed refugees, the rotting dregs of their meals, and their uncollected waste. Said a farmer leaving from Liverpool: âWe thought we couldnât be worse off than we were. But now to our sorrow we know the differ.â
Before reaching the open ocean, the ship passed near Ireland once more. A spell of cooperative weather mightâve allowed Bridget a brief pause at the rail for one last look north toward her homeland, her final glimpse of its browns and greens. Some passengers wailed as they watched their country disappear, while others wept for joy as they rounded the southern coast of Wexford, passing Hook Head lighthouse, sliding below the yawning bays leading north to Waterford and Cork, and finally past Cape Clear Island and out to the icy North Atlantic. How must Bridget have felt at this no-turning-back moment? Given her virtual anonymity among two million evacuees and the inconsistencies and imperfections of record keeping, in which the chronicles of men overshadow those of the women, the contours of her undoubtedly difficult crossing remain maddeningly faint, lost to the stony snub of history.
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