American Foreign Policy

A Novel

John Zeugner

• Publisher: Resource Publications
• Year: 2022
• eBook ISBN:
  9781666721379
• Print ISBN:
  9781666730197
  9781666721362

Thomas Ausa, an obscure but adequately credentialed professor of American International Relations, at the end of his career imagined he might best illustrate what he called the "themes" or "frames" or "buzzwords" of American foreign policy by telling a few stories about typical Americans living through these pandemic times in ways he hoped would illustrate terms like "deterrence," "containment," "asymmetrical warfare," and "mutual assured destruction." The novel fragment he left attempts to do that. Whether he succeeded only future readers, if any, will tell. The afterword by Liv Wells, former U.S. Deputy Chief of Mission at several American embassies, doesn't help much.

Part I

The Open Door and the Closed Heart

Chapter One

Creighton’s understanding of the senselessness of what he was doing began at the halfway point of a “Cruise Through Exotic Southeast Asia,” and culminated a year later in Professor Sears’ Strategy Seminar. A colleague at Creuset Catholic College (known as “CCC” by Creighton’s elderly fellow faculty) had warned him: “Of course a cruise is always tonic, but it may be an inadequate distraction for the really tough change you’ve experienced. You’re right to seek distraction, but it may not be adequate for the trauma you’ve endured.” At the time Creighton wondered if the collapse of his marriage and the estrangement from his tiny daughter qualified as “trauma”. But it had occurred at the end of the spring semester and providentially there was a final reduction on a single cruise ticket that coincided with a special “professional development grant for contingent faculty” made available by the administration in return for an end to discussion of unionization. Beyond that administrative appeasement, or perhaps embarrassment, Creighton sensed his department chair, a fellow Creighton actually liked and respected, had pushed through the development grant for Creighton as a kind of consolation prize for losing the underpinnings of his life—marriage, family, and contingent near gig work. Apparently no one wanted to dispute whether a cruise counted as professional development. So Creighton filed his grades, flew to Seattle, and departed on the Empress of the East.

The cruise underscored his dissolution and dizziness. In Kuala Lumpur he internalized the rich green cricket pitch surrounded by mosques that were encircled yet by gleaming glass hotel and office towers—. How could such circles co-exist since each was a profound distraction to the others? Distraction began to dominate his thinking, his justification for taking the cruise itself. In KL he began to realize that distraction as a way of life, left him entirely leftover, aimless, and untracked—so much so that he no longer understood the meaning of the word “aimless”. It seemed he’d stepped into an abyss where the most committed moment of his tenure in that chasm centered around finding bacon for breakfast in the Muslim citadel of dietary denial.

He was sick during the stopover at Singapore; a mangling near dysentery kept him aboard ship for the two days. Or was it the fear some authorities on the land might know he had been chewing cannabis gum and carelessly dropping a paper wrapping cascade of damning evidence. So they’d have to condemn and convict him to a bamboo and razor wire jail for the rest of his brief life. But the true abyss opened in the next stop, Phnom Penh, Cambodia.

Upon docking the Empress was confronted with a phalanx of white coated Cambodians who insisted no foreigner aboard ship could depart until passing a rigorous interrogation, and tests for Covid 19. Creighton showed his vaccination card and did not mention recent dysentery and was cleared for a bus to Siam Reap, one of the peak attractions of the cruise. A gleaming, white bus was waiting at the sea wall beyond the docks. A short man was waving a cruise flag and beckoning the passengers. Creighton was winded when he got to the bus and quickly took the seat behind the driver. The air conditioning was on full blast and Creighton felt the chill acutely. He felt woozy again and his stomach seemed roiling mildly with a threat of sudden evacuation; he tightened and endured the four hours of lumpy, lurching passage, allegedly, to another spiritual realm that turned out to be a muddy extensive parking lot surrounded by what appeared to be live oak trees. The fellow with the red flag led the stunned bus-mates slowly out of the lot to a line of port-o-lets and then down a wide dirt path to a mammoth corner of an immense temple or shrine that looked, Creighton thought, like a stone textile mill he’d seen in New Hampshire. Soon enough the mill analogy diminished as the wall sprung alive with chiseled figures in flight, in sexual congress, in daily farming tasks. Gradually the stones grew larger, majestically so, and the full amazing panoply of Ankor Wat scored with green moss stretched beyond his view. At length the bus tour line came to a massive fresh wooden construction of some eighty steps, set at an angle that seemed almost 65 degrees. The wooden steps were at least thirty feet long and there were no railings anywhere in sight. To reach the Wat’s entrance you’d have to climb the steps.

For an anguished moment Creighton wondered if the steps hadn’t been borrowed from a Cambodian bootcamp obstacle course. He sat on a flat stone opposite the steps, and, just as several of his bus mates, chattering fiercely, began their ascent, he felt his legs go dead, inert, paralyzed in his nifty Dr. Marten boots purchased for the trip. How could the monks rely on a wooden structure to bring tourists to the most massive stone edifice in Asia? Didn’t they understand the absurdity of such a juxtaposition? Of course, they didn’t, and all he could do about it, was slowly sob at their idiocy, and his own, for imagining a cruise could shut out the abyss he saw beneath his feet. Tears washed down his cheeks and his hands rammed into the edge of the stone to keep him from falling into the endless falling-away courting him in the trough beside the temple. A couple of his elderly bus-mates came to stand beside him, also dubious that they could make the climb. Others midway up were reduced to hunching over on all fours to make it atop the last thirty-five steps, each taken in a panting, slow-motion scramble.

“I can’t do it,” Creighton said to anyone listening. “I can’t do it. Too steep. I haven’t the strength. I haven’t. I’ll go back to the bus.”

“Of course you will. We’ll go with you, if you want.”

“That won’t be necessary, I think. I’ll get my legs moving again soon.”

“Not now?”

“No. Not now. Maybe in a little while. I need to rest.” Creighton wiped his sleeve on his cheek. “Not now.” He wondered how he could have imagined a cruise would be distraction enough from the disaster of his collapsing life. How could it ever possibly have been distraction enough?

Now looking at the enormous. incongruous wooden steps to the massive stone edifice he felt exactly as he did upon opening the trunk of his Honda Civic after any class—before the commuting run to the next class at the next college or university. Emptiness and futility. He’d toss his scarred bookbag into the boxes of ungraded exams or binders full of aging class no...

Table of contents

• Title Page
• Part I: The Open Door and the Closed Heart
• Part II: Deterrence and Force Preponderance
• Part III: Containment and Asymmetrical Warfare
• Part IV: Mutual Assured Destruction
• Part V: Aftermath and Unsturdy Effacement