PART ONE
MAY
āHay-on-Wye remains as it was in the fifteenth century ā a tightly-walled medieval city.ā
RICHARD BOOTH
My Kingdom of Books
(Y Lolfa1999)
⦠by 1460, the castle was described as āruinous, destroyed by rebels and of no valueā. In 1498, a survey reported that the town, as well as the castle, was ruinous. The whole area within the town walls was described by John Leland in 1538 as āwonderfully decaiedā.
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A rebuilding⦠maybe
IT WAS THE kind of place they just never would have considered living in. At one time. When heād loved the empty hush of a cold night and the whingeing of old timbers in a gale. Oh⦠and when he could walk across the yard without a goddamn stick.
He said, kind of tentatively, āDonāt you love it⦠just a little?ā
Facing Betty in the curve of the alley, where there was a cafƩ and sandwich bar with outside tables, people having morning tea and fooling themselves this was summer.
āāLoveāās not quite the right word,ā Betty said. āThough little certainly fits.ā
It was a stone building, maybe a former outhouse, somewhere between a stable block and a pigsty. Most of its ground floor seemed to be a bookstore.
Robin was silent, looking up over the roofs of the shops to the castleās ivy-stubbled stone, his fingers curling with the need to paint it. She mustāve seen him catch his breath when they drove over the long bridge across the Wye that was like a causeway between worlds.
There werenāt many towns left in this overloaded country that you could see the whole of from a distance, nesting in wooded hills, the streets curling up to the castle, warm grey walls under lustrous clouds. Heād been here a dozen times but never before with that sense of electric anticipation, that sense of intent, Jesus, that sense of mission.
āSo, could you maybe like⦠grow to love it?ā he said.
Betty gave him the long-suffering look.
āI know what you love about it. You love how close it is to the castle. If it wasnāt for the castle you wouldnāt even consider living up an alley in the middle of a town.ā
Ah, damn, she knew him too well. Robin took a step back. Here, in this alley, the castle was so close that one of its walls seemed to be growing out of the roofs of shops. Including this shop, virtually in its foundations. If he could hop, heād be hopping. Come on. How often did you get a chance like this, to be almost part of a castle?
And make money. How could they not?
āAnd letās be honest.ā Betty looked up. āAs castles go, itās not the most scenic. Some medieval walls, most of a tower. A knackered Jacobean mansion somebody built inside, only it keeps burning down. But then ā I keep forgetting ā youāre American.ā
Two young guys walking down from the main road gave Betty long glances, the way guys did faced with a lovely fresh-faced blonde. She had on the shocking-pink fleece with the naive flower motif that made her look sixteen, unzipped to below her breasts, swelling the tight T-shirt underneath. Robin couldnāt see her expression because the sun was suddenly dazzling him through a split in the rainclouds, and she was spinning around, canvas bag springing from her shoulder on its strap.
āBugger! Weāre overdue.ā
āWhat?ā
āCar park. Ten forty-six on the ticket. Theyāre complete bastards now, apparently.ā
Shouldering her bag and stomping off up the alley, away from the cafĆ©, towards the main road. Robin didnāt move, not ready to lose the ambience of a different era. An old lady was ambling past wearing a tweed cap. She was whistling. He didnāt recognize the tune, but how many places did you actually encounter an old lady whistling? He hissed and tightened his fists until his nails dug into his palms, then limped off after Betty. A tug on his hip as he drew level.
āI suppose theyāre not actually bastards in themselves,ā Betty said, ātheyāre just ā according to that woman in the ice cream parlour, you probably werenāt listening, you were gazing around ā theyāre under orders from the council that anybody gets a ticket, even if theyāre only a minute over. Councils are so desperate for cash theyāre mugging tourists.ā
āBetty!ā Robin was wringing his hands. āFuck the goddamn parking wardens! Fuck the council! Whatta we do here?ā
She didnāt answer. He followed her out to the main road which was called Oxford Road, although it in no way could be said to lead to Oxford on account of Oxford had to be something like a hundred miles away and comparable to Hay only in its book-count.
Across this road, over the chain of vehicles and beyond the wide, sloping parking lot prowled by bastards, hills of pool-table green were snuggled into the Black Mountains. The hills between the mountains and the river. The flesh between the bones and the blood. And in the middle of this right now, the centre of everything, was the grey-brown town, the only actual urban space where Robin had ever totally wanted to be since leaving the States. They could make it here. Get something back. Maybe not all of it, but some of it. A start. A rebuilding. Maybe.
Betty said, āI think it was bullshit.ā
āBecause?ā
āYou only had to look at his face when he smiled. He wanted to cause trouble. Not for us, for the guy in the shop. Thatās my feeling.ā
Bettyās feelings. You did not lightly ignore Bettyās feelings.
āWe could at least ask,ā Robin said. āNot like we got anything to lose.ā
Betty stood with her back to the sign that said Back Fold and another bookstore on the corner. Three bookstores in this one short, twisting alley with a pole at its centre, phone or power cables spraying from it like ropes from a maypole. Robin looked back down towards the third bookstore, its window unlit. The shelves inside had seemed far from full. It had looked like a bookstore waiting to die.
Or get rebornā¦
āOK.ā Betty threw up her arms. āWeāll get another parking tickā no, Iāll get it. You go back. There might even be nobody in there.ā
āSaid Open on the door.ā
Over the door it said Oliverās Literary Fiction. Robin walked back down there, peered into the window, saw a short rack of hardback novels by Martin Amis and Ian McEwan, A. S. Byatt, Margaret Atwood and like that. He tried the door. It didnāt open.
Why was that woman always right? He shouted after her.
āBets!ā
But sheād gone. He hated that his wife could now move so much faster. Hated how old ladies would cut him up in a supermarket aisle.
But then the door of Oliverās Literary Fiction opened, andā¦
Oh my God.
The man in the doorway, in his collarless, striped shirt with the brass stud, his severe half-glasses, looked like nobody so much, Robin thought, as the guy with the pitchfork in Grant Woodās American Gothic. It was the kind of face that only promised more humiliation.
Humiliation. How all this had begun, on a cold, rainy day when spring was an ailing baby squirming feebly out of winterās womb. Just under a week ago.
They werenāt broke, but they werenāt far off.
Robinās income had been smashed around the same time as his bones. Theyād sold a house in the sticks, into a falling market, for less than they paid for it. Theyād taken out a mortgage on a humbler dwelling. Now they were having difficulty paying the premiums and Betty had to work checkout at the Co-op.
One day Robin had been sitting, feeling hopeless, staring at the wall.
The wall was all books. Like all the other walls in the living room. And the hallway and the bedroom. And he was thinking, Weāre never gonna read all these books again.
Collecting a rueful smile from Betty who, it turned out, had been thinking pretty much the same for several months, wary of approaching the issue because some of those books had great personal significance. Theyād each brought a few hundred into the relationship and theyād bought one another more books, over the years, as inspirational presents.
But, hell, there it was. Circumstance.
So theyād driven over to Hay, the second-hand book capital of the entire universe and gone into the first shop they found with a sign that said BOOKS BOUGHT.
The name over the shop was G. Nunne. Robin had walked in with a holdall full of books, dumped it on the counter, told the guy there was another fifteen hundred back where they came from. All on the same subject. A collection.
The guy took a cursory look. He was built like an old-fashioned beer keg and had one of those red wine-stain birthmarks down one side of his face.
āAll more or less like this?ā
Robin, whoād brought along what he judged to be the most valuable, beautifully produced, hard-to-find volumes on their shelves, had nodded.
The guy had rolled his head around on cushions of fat.
āMarket enāt good.ā
He had, surprisingly, a local accent. Robin had figured that all the booksellers here were, like, London intellectuals.
āSee, you can get most of these as e-books for a few quid,ā G. Nunne said. āNothingās out of print these days. So⦠Iād need to take a look, but Iām guessingā¦ā blowing his lips out, considering ā⦠three, four hundred, the lot?ā
āYou mean these⦠these hereā¦?ā
āNo, the lot. Fifteen hundred, you said?ā
āWhat?ā Close to dropping the stick and dragging the guy across the counter by the lapels. āYouād make ten times that much. Hell, wha...