Note to Self
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Note to Self

  1. 224 pages
  2. English
  3. ePUB (mobile friendly)
  4. Available on iOS & Android
eBook - ePub

Note to Self

About this book

In his New York Times bestselling memoir, A Work in Progress, Connor Franta shared his journey from small-town Midwestern boy to full-fledged Internet sensation. Exploring his past with humor and astounding insight, Connor reminded his fans of why they first fell in love with him on YouTube—and revealed to newcomers how he relates to his millions of dedicated followers. Now, two years later, Connor is ready to bring to light a side of himself he's rarely shown on or off camera. In this diary-like look at his life since A Work In Progress, Connor talks about his battles with clinical depression, social anxiety, self-love, and acceptance; his desire to maintain an authentic self in a world that values shares and likes over true connections; his struggles with love and loss; and his renewed efforts to be in the moment—with others and himself. Told through short essays, letters to his past and future selves, poetry, and original photography, Note to Self is a raw, in-the-moment look at the fascinating interior life of a young creator turning inward in order to move forward.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Welcome to My Happy Place
  5. ‘Lemon Cakes in a Better Place’
  6. Unspoken Bonds
  7. To My Dearest Past
  8. ‘Patterns’
  9. The Thin Line Between Fearlessness and Fear
  10. A Mindful Mind
  11. ‘Greed & Desire’
  12. You Can’t Lose What You Never Had to Begin With
  13. Misplaced Organs
  14. ‘Lingering Shadows’
  15. I Was in Love . . .
  16. ‘Broken’
  17. ‘Too Hopeful for My Own Good’
  18. ‘I Am a Ruin’
  19. ‘Seconds’
  20. It Will Always Be Okay
  21. ‘A Mind at Its Worst’
  22. Her Peach Sunglasses
  23. ‘You’
  24. ‘Better Days’
  25. ‘Frames’
  26. An Unmemorable Day Made Memorable
  27. ‘Bloodshot’
  28. ‘Arguments in Antemeridian’
  29. Morning Silence
  30. ‘Up at 5 A.M.’
  31. ‘I Saw a Boy in Larchmont’
  32. ‘Excuses, Excuses’
  33. Runaway
  34. ‘That One Pink Door’
  35. ‘London’
  36. Daytime
  37. ‘About Last Night’
  38. ‘Still Hurts’
  39. All of Me
  40. ‘Hook-ups and Come-Downs’
  41. The Dark Spot on the Back of My Otherwise Effervescent Mind
  42. ‘A Monster in the Closet’
  43. ‘Somebody Else’
  44. The Pages I Hope You Never Have to Read
  45. ‘A Bitter Pulp’
  46. Conversations with My Therapist
  47. ‘I Don’t Think People Find Themselves’
  48. ‘Before It Happens’
  49. Full Circle
  50. ‘Colors’
  51. ‘Footprints in the Sand’
  52. ‘Us’
  53. ‘Wildfire’
  54. The Empty Seat Beside Me
  55. ‘Valentine’s Day’
  56. ‘In His Arms’
  57. The Other Side of the Closet
  58. ‘New Air’
  59. ‘An Old Friend’
  60. Don’t Waste It
  61. ‘Innocence in February’
  62. I Want It Now
  63. ‘Listen to This’
  64. ‘The Only Thing Fair about This Life’
  65. ‘My Eyes Lie’
  66. You Are Who You Want to Be
  67. ‘Repeat This until You Believe It’
  68. The Five-Year Plan
  69. ‘Build and Rebuild’
  70. ‘Kisses’
  71. ‘Weekend’
  72. ‘When I See the Light’
  73. Avoiding a Cliché Has Proven Difficult Here
  74. To My Dearest Future
  75. Notes to Them
  76. About the Author
  77. Copyright